Intro:
*Background noise*
6:30 in the morning right now

Refrain:
Tryna really find who I am
I’ve been really trying to find myself
Shit be really hard to make sense
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I just wish I had help
Potent drinks down my throat, thats so good good
Don't pop no X don't pop no shit, I don't smoke these woods
Shit bad for my health
Try to reach the wealth
Praying everyday to make a hit cause I think I could

Verse:
In the meantime girl I’m sorry that I left
You know that life got hard
And I wasn't worried 'bout the rest
I really tried my best
I think I did
But I was sad
But u ain't sad
So we go a different path
I got so many stories
Many things that I could tell
And u would worry
But u don't need to worry:
It would fuck u up
And fuck me up
I almost saw my dad die
I almost saw them demon eyes
I saw my entire bloodline
I was so shocked when I found out
I told my bro to come around
Distract myself from reallife
Cause I can't see his real eyes
Shit don't even feel right
I stopped drinking cause it caused it
I stopped thinking out my thoughts, they be pausing
Washed the pain away in my past with many shots and many drinks
Parties every weekend
I'm outside and u aint the one I'm meeting
But I'm sad cause u ain't the one who is me pleasing
I'm alone right now I need to cuddle need some hugs, shit I'm fiending
Shit I'm fiending
Fuck my feelings
Whats going on
My life is breaking
Step by step
It's getting worse
While I try to seem like a happy person
While I try to seem like I got no worries
It fucks me up that I'm alone
I need the right person in my arms who trust my words
Who knows me good
Who really loves me
Cause I can't
Cause I can't
Cause I can't stand it all alone
Tears droppin down my phone
While I'm writing this
I'm getting sick
Sick and tired
Of my life and of my luck
Why always me?
Explain it please!
Explain it please!

Bridge:
Explain it please!
Explain it please!
Explain it please!
Explain it please!

Refrain:
Tryna really find who I am
I’ve been really trying to find myself
Shit be really hard to make sense
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I just wish I had help
Potent drinks down my throat, thats so good good
Don't pop no X don't pop no shit, I don't smoke these woods
Shit bad for my health
Try to reach the wealth
Praying everyday to make a hit cause I think I could

Outro:
6:58 when I finished this
And I can't explain, I just, I just can't

6 am freestyle (explain it please!/why me?)

Lyrics
Intro:
oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh

Refrain:
Yeah she fuckin' around
While I'm outta town
Shit I'm tweaking
Can't control
I can't see 
Off percs I roll
Stevie Wonder
Blindfold

Verse:
A rockstar poppin' shit
50k straight on my wrist
I'm hustling way too hard but you don't get it, you a bitch
Don't hit u back I'm locked in
Don't want u back, I'm hustling
I get these racks, no option
Faded way too often

Interlude:
Seeing paper
Getting wealthier
But that paper shit, yeah comes with danger
People praying for your downfall fuck em haters
Shoot the glock empty, ball like LA Lakers

Verse 2:
Reverse the jersey Playboi Carti
Fuck my health, be poppin' mollies
Just to calm down
Still can't nod off
I still can't nod off
Drinks I fuck up
Wash em down
Hella alcohol I take off
 
Bridge:
(Yeah I take off)
(Yeah I take off)
(Yeah I take off)
(Yeah I take off)

Refrain:
Yeah she fuckin' around
While I'm outta town
Shit I'm tweaking
Can't control
I can't see 
Off percs I roll
Stevie Wonder
Blindfold

Outro:
O-O-O-O-O-O-O-OFF
O-O-O-O-O-O-O-OFF

stevie wonder (prod. by dskeep)

Lyrics
Refrain:
Phew
I been up
I been up, I been up way too high
Stacking up
Stack it up, stack it up way too high
Run it up
Run up them racks while I'm way too high
She sucking it up but I'm feeling too high
Rocking designer that's how I disguise

Verse:
Hop out the whip baby I'm one of one
Shit I'm unique do u know where I'm from?
Yeah where I'm from no one's doing these songs
Yeah where I'm from no ones really on one
Step on this bitch I don't switch on my guys
Step in Balenci thats how I disguise
Switch up on my team u gon' witness the lights
Heaven is open for all of u guys
If I bag a bitch it ain't changing my life
Ain't droppin names I might hit her tonight
Turn up today I'll be up til the night
Can't get no rest too much shit on my mind
4 in the morning I'm up again
4's in my cup I be struggling
Henny on Henny I don't even like it
That shit is expensive the reason I buy it
The reason u broke cause u lacking the hustle
U ain't ever struggle I saw shit thats disgusting
People be hating on people who trying
At least I be talkin and doing just something
Roll up the za
It took me to the sky
No roof on the whip
I'm enjoying my sight
Don't hit up my phone
U just wasting my time
Destined for greatness
Enjoying my life

Bridge:
Woah
I been up
I been up, I been up way too high
I been up
I been up, I been up
I been up way too high

Refrain:
Phew
I been up
I been up, I been up way too high
Stacking up
Stack it up, stack it up way too high
Run it up
Run up them racks while I'm way too high
She sucking it up but I'm feeling too high
Rocking designer that's how I disguise

too high (prod. by brightellloo)

Lyrics
Intro:
I just
Wanna
Get high, the last time with u
I can't
Take it
No more

Refrain:
I just
Wanna
Get high, the last time with u
I can't
Take it
No more
Yeah I think I'm dying
But I would
Never
Reply again
Cause I am
Grown now
Fixing my own problems now but

Verse:
Medicine
Alcohol
Come drink it baby taste it oh
Just one drink
One more
Drink and dance on the floor
I just
Wanna
Drink N' Dance on the floor
I just
Wanna
Drink N' Dance on the floor

Bridge:
Yeah
Dance, dance, dance, just dance, dance, dance
I took a shot
I took a shot
I took a shot
Now I'm faded again

Refrain:
I just
Wanna
Get high, the last time with u
I can't
Take it
No more
Yeah I think I'm dying
But I would
Never
Reply again
Cause I am
Grown now
Fixing my own problems now but

Outro:
Medicine
Alcohol
Come drink it baby taste it oh
One drink (uh)
One more (uh)
Drink and dance on the floor

drink n' dance (prod. by greyrock)

Lyrics
Intro:
Haven't seen u
In a long long time
Baby what u doin'?

Verse:
Haven't seen u (have I?)
In a long long time (long time)
Baby what u doin'?
I thought u were all all mine (all mine)
I gotta tell u somethin'
Yeah u so damn fine

Bridge:
I gotta tell u something, yeah
I got a lot on my mind
I gotta tell u something, yeah
Shit be going on in my mind

Refrain:
Too much shit on my mind
Too much shit on my mind
Too much going on, in my mind yeah
I be doing songs, cause I love it baby
I don't love u tho
But I love it baby
I don't love u tho
But I love it baby
I don't love u tho
But I love it baby
I don't love u tho

Verse 2:
Running, running, I'm running around
And yeah I think u heard those lyrics before
And yeah I know I make your favourite songs
And yeah I know that I'm one of one
Yeah I'm hustling
Making song to song
I ain't fumbling
Imma do u wrong
Imma push this so my money getting long
I fucked ur bestie in my bed where u belonged

Bridge:
I take shot for it
I take shot for it
Baby take a shot for it
(Baby take shot for it)
Baby take a shot

Refrain:
Too much shit on my mind
Too much shit on my mind
Too much going on, in my mind yeah
I be doing songs, cause I love it baby
I don't love u tho
But I love it baby
I don't love u tho
But I love it baby
I don't love u tho
But I love it baby
I don't love u tho

but I love it (prod. by aura)

Lyrics
Intro:
I thought that I'm okay
I thought that I'm alright
Yeah 

Refrain:
I thought that I'm okay
I thought that I'm alright
But things that hide inside:
Is trauma, pain and suicide
I thought I'm doing good
But am I doing good?
People tell me that I should move on as if I could?

Verse:
Trauma, pain and suicide
Thoughts I had in a while
I keep my secrets deep inside
Shawty are u down to ride?
Yeah yeah
I don't have no one by my side, that is right
Sometimes
I wanna book flight
Just to see where it goes that's a life
Yeah I'm running from my past
And I don't wan't u back
People being fake
Do u dirty for a bag

Interlude:
Sitting in my room, just chilling
Need a car that goes vroom, no shifting

Verse 2:
I'm awake in the morning it is 5
Do I even feel alive?
Stop asking how I'm doing cause the answer I keep saying is the sentence: "Yeah I'm doing fine"

Bridge:
I thought that I'm okay
I thought that I'm alright
But things that hide inside:
Is trauma, pain and suicide

Refrain:
I thought that I'm okay
I thought that I'm alright
But things that hide inside:
Is trauma, pain and suicide
I thought I'm doing good
But am I doing good?
People tell me that I should move on as if I could?

Outro:
People tell me that I should move on, as if I could?

as if I could (prod. by everestdidthis)

Lyrics
Intro:
So my mind can shut the fuck up
Can my mind shut the fuck up?

Refrain:
I be wasting all my time in the basement
I ain’t went outside for a minute
I put the music thing aside for a little
I ain’t solved the thing with my girl she a riddle
I be flying high in the sky yeah I fill my cup up
Drinking and dancing with the devil shit so fucked up
Shots of the liqour so my mind can shut the fuck up
(Shut the fuck up)

Verse:
Pushing problems aside
Erlebe viel grad zurzeit
Ich war am strugglen ich weiß
Ich war fürs sterben bereit 
Ich wollte dies und auch das
Ja die Gier hat gekracht 
War ganz oben doch dann
Kam der sommer heran
Yeah I didn't do shit cause I'm always afraid
Almost took easy routes, almost fell for the bait
Cause now I'm doing shit even though I'm afraid
Yeah now I'm doing good, shit I'm feeling great

Bridge:
Yeah the last summer
Shit tested me
Yeah the last summer
Yeah the last summer

Refrain:
I be wasting all my time in the basement
I ain’t went outside for a minute
I put the music thing aside for a little
I ain’t solved the thing with my girl she a riddle
I be flying high in the sky yeah I fill my cup up
Drinking and dancing with the devil shit so fucked up
Shots of the liqour so my mind can shut the fuck up
(Shut the fuck up)

Outro:
So my mind can shut the fuck up

stfu (prod. by HeyRick)

doing music for fun ty for everyone listening to it

6 am freestyle (explain it please!/why me?)

MWPerc

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