the emotion in your voice is beautiful. 🖤

currently trying not to cry omg maia what are you doing to me

this song makes me feel things only love ever did 

Oml i love this song so much, the lyrics are perfect the music is great the voice is PERFECT i love your music and its always AWESOME

The lyrics in this song are so deep and meaningful

s i l e n c e

Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

[Verse 1]  
Under silver skies, I hear your voice  
A fragile echo, I had no choice  
The night is breathing, it pulls me near  
But you’re a shadow I can’t hold here  

[Chorus]  
La lune et moi, we talk of you  
The stars confess what I once knew  
Je t’aime encore, I can’t deny  
Your ghost still dances in my sky  

[Verse 2]  
Time is fragile, it bends, it breaks  
Your memory lingers, my heart still aches  
Je ferme les yeux, I see your face  
But dawn is cruel, it leaves no trace  

[Chorus]  
La lune et moi, we talk of you  
The stars confess what I once knew  
Je t’aime encore, I can’t deny  
Your ghost still dances in my sky  

[Bridge]  
Moonlight whispers, “don’t let go”  
But love’s a river with no flow  


La Lune et Moi

Cherry Wine

New tape out now via Neonpajamas:

https://soundcloud.com/neonpajamas/first-persons-1000

Sampled from a @shiloh-dynasty vine

forever unfinished

(CTRL + S is ur friend)

Who? (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

Spotify

Produced by (@rowenmakesmusic)
Cover art by Julia Jordan

I never know why~

Lost in you

Download!

Lost in you (prod. not)

i was watching that romantic movie, then i made this.

Artwork by : twitter.com/matchavi

FREE DOWNLOAD : https://www.toneden.io/iamjsan/post/i-m-in-love-with-u-sorry

i'm in love with u, sorry

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

Little Me (ft. @Karnaboy) — Independent Release
Artwork by Yona // https://twitter.com/unluckyyona

Karnaboy and I wrote this song together, it's a song about childhood memories and the feeling of having lost our innocence.
We really hope you enjoy it.

Lyrics: https://genius.com/duumu-little-me-lyrics

Little Me - Single

dl/stream 🎂

Little Me (feat. Karnaboy)

I Wrote A Song For My Pathetic Love Life

*lyrics + chords are below chunk of text

this was written for a creative project assigned in my race and mixed-race literature english seminar. the premise of the song has to do with the struggle that mixed-race people undergo in their lives, specifically wondering if they'll ever truly find a place for themselves in the world and in doing so learn to "fly" or become comfortable with their identity. the song is based off the book "caucasia" by danzy senna which is an excellent read, i highly recommend it, and written from the protagonist's (birdie) perspective. i hope you enjoy! it's a lil different than past songs.

Chords: 
Am, C, F, F for Chorus/Verses *There's a Dm instead of the second F chord for the starred portion.
Am, C, D, D for the Bridge

[Chorus/Intro]
My name is Birdie
But I barely know how to fly
I am lost in a place
I don’t know how to describe

[Verses]
It’s like I live between two worlds
There’s nothing in the middle for me
I keep trying to side with one
But it’s so hard to just try and be

Nobody sees me the way that i want them to
My inner perception changes 
And i can’t seem to break through

I can’t seem to exist without
Another validating who I am
My face is jumbled 
Reflections crumble
Until i feel a damn sham

[Chorus]
My name is Birdie
And I’m trying to learn how to fly
I am here in a place
I don’t know how to describe

[Verse]
I’ve been so many things
And too little of others
I live between planes
Exist between mother and father

[Bridge]
But there’s Cole
She’s my rock
Speaking Elemeno tones
Without a clock

I felt free with her
Like I could be with her
But our time was cut so short

Now I wanna be with her
Yeah, I wanna go see her
I’ve got eyes on me though it’d be the last resort 

[Chorus]
My name is Birdie
I need to know myself before I fly
I live in a place
Other’s wouldn’t be able to describe

But I know I’m not alone
I know there’s more than one place to call home
Whether it’s people
Or a place it’s all equal… to me

[Interlude]
When you don’t have a home
Or a place to call your own
When you don’t have a home
Or a place to call your own

[Chorus/Outro]
My name is Birdie
I’m barely learning to fly
I live in a place
Some other’s might be able to describe

I know i’m not alone
I know there’s more than one place to call home
Whether it’s people
Or a place it’s all equal

To me

buy!

birdie

radio silence
where are you hiding from me
why can't we fix this
why can't we fix this

said something wrong, no
no you didn't think of her
you left her at home
you left her alone

without you
what should i do
i broke you up inside
how could i be so blind

without you
what i should do, huh
can we make up in time
you told me you were fine

where did i go
where was your mind
was I alone
you coming back
you left alone
hurt in between
i lost my place 
i lost my 

home

radio silence
why am i hiding from you
all my hairs are catching thorn
and all my sins are confessed

but without you
i coudln't do
i was so broke inside
i couldn't see my lie

but without you
now i'm through
i swear i've changed my mind
i don't think that i am fine

radio silence

burnt espresso (prod. barnes blvd.)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2gm8ZT33dvje381VhZx07Y?si=oZLmNHkHRoK4VMnccqH5Lw

:)

paper houses (prod. barnes blvd)

i have school tomorrow & i haven't done any of my homework but instead i decided to write this bc feels. haha bye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6otVZQItA44&t=0s

add this to ur spotify playlists! https://open.spotify.com/track/7qzLxMBn9UxkiAoBf1eddr?si=S8hn-QaKScKUhujvKpNUvg

not yet

hi hi! so excited to release this song and for you all the hear it. it’s been a crazy process to make and produce it, but i am hoping you all like it just as much as i do! bonus points if you can figure out who chet is haha

also, this time around i would love to see some edits or remixes of the song from you all! i know i don’t typically do that, but it would be so cool to see what you all can come up with. here’s the link for the song’s vocal stems! http://bit.ly/chetstems

hope ya like it :-)

stream or download here: https://mxmtoon.ffm.to/ifeellikechet

i feel like chet

an original song abt a cliche summer romance
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cover art by @v91514 on IG
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Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ImUG7bjUj5xjDdLAoQMZw?si=Howb4i-1SQ-kLJa0bU4gdw

honeysuckle

honeysuckle (original song)

your internet musician mom! she/her
my new album liminal space is out now!🪞
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mgmt: mxmtoon@foundationsmgmt.com

booking: Zac Bluestone // zbluestone@teamwass.com

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