The Upload

mybrothersandmysistersandme

https://open.spotify.com/track/5irMjX5Vwpod35QD0t5NXU
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Lyrics
[verse 1]
i take it back coz I’m bad at talking
you can try but i know i’m awkward
what to do with my hands when i’m walking
i’m falling, i’m falling
and even though you break the ice, i
can’t even look you in the eyes, my
my confidence is lacking
i’m falling, i’m falling

[chorus]
i’m awkward and shy and i try and i try
but it never comes out right
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time
i’m awkward and shy and i try and i try
but it never comes out right
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time

[verse 2]
i’m trying my best with the words but i can’t get the syllables out at all
every noun every verb and my tongue is just tripping
i can’t seem to take the fall
and i know that you're patient with all the time that i’m wasting
i can’t recall
what you were saying, the topic is hazy my brain is gone

[prechorus]
i take it back coz i’m bad at talking
you can try but i know i’m awkward
what to do with my hands when i’m walking
i'm falling, i’m falling
and even though you break the ice, i
can’t even look you in the eyes, my
my confidence is lacking
i'm falling, i’m falling

[chorus 2]
i’m awkward and shy and i try and i try
but it never comes out right
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time
i’m awkward and shy and i try and i try
but it never comes out right
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time

i’m awkward and shy and the thoughts in my mind
weigh me down but i laugh and smile
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time
i’m awkward and shy and i try and i try
but it never comes out right
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time

you know that i try and i try and i try

[chorus 3]
im awkward and shy
i try and i try and i try and i try
i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time
im awkward and shy
i try and i try and i try and i try
i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time

i’m awkward and shy and the thoughts in my mind
weigh me down but i laugh and smile
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time
i’m awkward and shy and i try and i try
but it never comes out right
my sentences suck so i pull out a joke
but it's wrong place wrong wrong time

you know that i try and i try and i try

i'm awkward and shy (ft. tiffi)

Artwork by Vivirin
Website: vivirin.carrd.co
Instagram: instagram.com/vivirin__art

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4vvnsxWIq0BC2TLR9xTzVt

Sound effects:
freesound.org

Songwriting/Prod:
Nalba

Lyrics:
Send the text. Put the phone down.
Airplane mode on, turn off the sound.
I sit back, close my eyes and try to forget.
Hoping you don't leave me on "read".

I know you're probably too  busy now.
Lunch-time patisserie in the middle of town.
Who knows, boss says "go and take a break"
Then you can text back with a time and a date


1.. 2… 3 O'clock?
4…5... Coffee shop?
Oh oo~I'll stand there waiting for you. 

I see you across the street.
You walk in after me Oh oo~
Can we get coffee for two

Spill it.

Jumping to the floor, try to clear the ground.
Bump heads, meet eyes, look straight back down.
Mirror images in this ridiculous act.
Then the waiter told us "just to sit back"

Tell me something about you,
I like to sleep. You binge food?
Oh damn. I can really relate.
What is this thing called "keep in shape"

Tick tock. The hours fly by.
The clocks are reading 10 past nine.
They're turning off the lights.

Chilly breeze. Rosy cheeks. 
My scarf on you (it's warm). I hate to see it end like this.
"I know this other place too"

1.. 2… 3 O'clock?
4…5... Coffee shop?
Oh oo~I'll stand there waiting for you.

I see you across the street.
You walk in after me Oh oo~
Can we get coffee for two

Sitting in a small corner of the room.
Sorry, I don't mean to stare at you.
But it's just that, you look so great
I can't get this stupid grin off my face.

Time fast forwards to the end.
I can't believe I lost count of it again.
Then you looked me in the eyes and you said
"I love you so much, you're my best friend."

coffee for two

your new anti-love song, enjoy!!

lyrics + chords: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDLcjpq3IH4&feature=youtu.be

link 2 buy!

don't play your card

Artwork by Vivirin
Website: vivirin.carrd.co
Instagram: instagram.com/vivirin__art

Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/7qTnuqeakB196tY99VxPQQ

Lyrics

Hopping from train to train
If I lean on the window pane
Or sleep against the headrest
It's always just the same

Crossing from road to road
If I jog under the pouring rain
Or gaze up at the cotton clouds
It's always just the same

Same view. Same sight.
Wake with sun. Sleep with night.
It almost feels each day is stuck in time on rewind

I'm nothing but a dandelion
Soaring, flying
Aimlessly tired
When I'm not even trying

I just wait for a breeze
I can't go from A to B
Pretending I'm carefree
But if I talk honestly

I want something to change.
Doo doo doo doo
A different kind of pace
Doo doo doo doo

Shifting from left to right.
It's a never ending game.
Too difficult to get out bed
It's always just the same.

Same view. Same sight.
Wake with sun. Sleep with night.
It almost feels each day is stuck in time on rewind

I'm nothing but a dandelion
Soaring, flying
Aimlessly tired
When I'm not even trying

I just wait for a breeze
I can't go from A to B
Pretending I'm carefree
But if I talk honestly

I want something to change.
Doo doo doo doo
A different kind of pace
Doo doo doo doo

Every day till today
Duplicates of yesterday
Photocopies of my daily page.

I have always tried to fight
Thoughts that sit on my mind
But maybe it's okay to say…

I'm nothing but a dandelion
Soaring, flying
Aimlessly tired
When I'm not even trying

I just wait for a breeze
I can't go from A to B
Pretending I'm carefree
But if I talk honestly

I want something to change.
Doo doo doo doo
A different kind of pace
Doo doo doo doo

Creds- Me

dandelion

save on spotify, and other streaming services !! ( https://open.spotify.com/track/2afOiKSUsDUEYs0hHBWEPj?si=N4tIyS9KTMi3RG9OBN675w )

ahhhh im so excited to be putting this song out !!
i wrote it in the perspective of someone having a crush on one of their friends. i once related to this, but romantic feelings aren't a big thing in my life. anyways !! thank u for listening, lots of love. ♡

LYRICS!!

i think the world brought me to u
& then i was just so happy to
have someone to help keep me going
like u!

ur smile, bright, lights up my whole life
& i just wanna treat u right, like
ur the only one who matters to me

cause u hold my universe in ur hands
& i dont think that u understand
ur the only one who keeps my darkness bright!

ur my sunshine on a rainy day
& i know its cliche to say
but i just think that ur so cute!!11!1
(awkward laugh)

my hearts set on uuuuu
my hearts set on uuUUuuuUUUUUu

& i wanna watch u put ur eyes on mine
& i hope u know i think ur divine
ur the only one i wanna spend my time with

& i wanna love u in a different way (reference to wanting more than a friend love)
say all these things i've been meaning to say
& honey i know im the one to blame
but can u blame me?

ur so cute! (awkward laugh pt. 2)
________________________________________________________

thanks to summerschild for helping w this song!!

check out their linkkkksssssss
@wasaabi-yo-5
https://twitter.com/Summers_child99/with_replies
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOn1fOlalwYrREwzWPaQ5nA


check out my linkkssssss !!
instagram.com/eburnean
youtube.com/eburnean
https://eburbean.tumblr.com

add me on discord!
eburnean#3944

♡

ur s'cute

ur s'cute (prod. summerschild)

hi hi! so excited to release this song and for you all the hear it. it’s been a crazy process to make and produce it, but i am hoping you all like it just as much as i do! bonus points if you can figure out who chet is haha

also, this time around i would love to see some edits or remixes of the song from you all! i know i don’t typically do that, but it would be so cool to see what you all can come up with. here’s the link for the song’s vocal stems! http://bit.ly/chetstems

hope ya like it :-)

stream or download here: https://mxmtoon.ffm.to/ifeellikechet

i feel like chet

listen/download:
wyattsmith.bandcamp.com/album/trash
open.spotify.com/artist/2ojPjUHMg…v3T4ikIia6VNOa4Q

buy tapes:
firsttobloomrecords.bandcamp.com/album/trash

lyrics:
stop 
turning into him
hes wrong
i just wanna win
its fine
meet at your old house
alright
put the weed inside my mouth

lets ride
i just wanna chill
get high
looking for some thrills
ill jam come into my house
ill stomp squish a little mouse

???
my friends make fun of me

lets fry
eat a little square
im trash i dont even care
hey zay look me in the eye 
im stoned
i dont even try

???
my friends make fun of me

Trash

i miss you

the house that built me (cover)

Remo Drive - Perfume

wow! long time no song hahaha sorry for the long delay to those––if any— that were waiting, thank you for your patience <3 
for this song, i collabed w my super kind and incredibly talented friend @emperose !!! please check him out <3!!!!! he did so much on this track; i am so thankful :') @emperose @emperose @emperose 

also follow him on instagram!: @the_emperose
also follow me on my new ~artist~ insta! hehe: @esthiemusic

lyrics:
Thoughts about you 
always passing through
Dreaming awake
I don’t want a break

You make love feel so fresh and new
I had no clue 
It could be like this 
Sweet like a Hershey kiss

you feel like a dream
hope no one wakes me 
My head’s in the clouds
I’m never comin down

another sappy love song 
because you came along 
you’re warm like sunlight
oh I hope that this is right

You make love feel so fresh and new
I had no clue 
It could be like this 
Sweet like a Hershey kiss

you feel like a dream
hope no one wakes me 
My head’s in the clouds
I’m never comin down

walking on clouds w/ emperose

coming of age films r the best

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/3yiYCM10uc8NOsndi0XRJl?si=RLCG9OxaSKmxWI4B2cBNfA

support / download:
https://fcjph.bandcamp.com/track/like-the-movies-w-rosarrie

me:
twitter.com/fcjpacleb
instagram.com/fcjpacleb
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Nv875EklW8XLTduI6I3Js

rosarrie:
@rosarrie
twitter.com/rosarrie__
www.instagram.com/rosarrie/
open.spotify.com/artist/7JGtDLeiMS8MXVZzbeDNCi

[//lyrics:]

if you want me bad
then i wanna hear you say it
if you love me back
then i wanna hear you say it
i'll let you keep me up
and then tell me im amazing
i'll fall for all your lies
if it means i can stop waiting

thinking of you
swimming in doubt
i know you know
where's my mind at
you're taking your time
to leave me paralyzed
when we're all by ourselves
and you look into my eyes
you whisper me your secrets
you promise me my dreams
you tell me that you're with me
its like a movie scene

you're so perfect
like the movies
but i get so sad
when its ending
you tell me to smile
but that's not why i cry
you're with me all night
and you let me know you're mine
you whisper me your secrets
you promise me my dreams
you tell me that you're with me
its like a movie scene

[//end//]

inspired by our distorted expectations when it comes to love because of unrealistic depictions of romance in films n music

spotify

like the movies (w/ rosarrie)

Artwork by Shirako
https://www.instagram.com/rakoshirako
https://twitter.com/rakoshirako
https://rakoshirako.com

chevy @chevyha
https://www.instagram.com/chiffonhaha
https://twitter.com/chiffonhaha

park bird @pivot1
https://www.instagram.com/parkbirdmusic
https://twitter.com/parkbird789789

Hey, it's been a while... haha...

This song is about having to say no to your friends after they invite you out to socialise because you have too many things to do. You tell yourself that today is the day you will get all your work done, but deep down you know this isn't true and you'll end up being lazy and procrastinating. The next day your friends ask you to come out again, but the same situation happens and you end up staying at home.

We hope that you can enjoy this song as much as we enjoyed making it. :)

Lyrics:

Sorry, sorry I don't think that I
Can make it to the plans we made
Something came up, I'm bogged down
Got so much work that I just found
A trip outside I can't allow
  
Maybe, maybe if I planned ahead
I'd feel a little more at ease
When I talk about my plans and why
I can't come out tonight
I laugh when I fall for my own lies

I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I've got so many things that I gotta do
Checklist on the wall (the wall)
Oh you seem rather tall
 
I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I made a daily schedule yesterday
Even if I missed the first thing on the list
And the hundred today got-to-do bits
I'm sure tomorrow's the day
I can't leave my room

You know, you know that I'm gonna try
But it seems that I've wasted time
See I lack in planning expertise
But excel in procrastinating
It's all on me

Please don't think that I don't care at all
If I could I’d be out that door
But you know that I've gotta stay
'Cause I've got too much on my plate
I said that yesterday

I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I've got so many things that I gotta do
Checklist on the wall (the wall)
Oh you seem rather tall
 
I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I made a daily schedule yesterday
Even if I missed the first thing on the list
And the hundred today got-to-do bits
I'm sure tomorrow's the day
I can't leave my room

I swear I swear I can't leave my room
Lah dah dee dah
Lah dah dee dah 
Oh oh

I Can't Leave My Room (w/ chevy & park bird)

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