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i've been missing hong kong and all that jazz so i wrote a song about it last night. it's a little different, subject-wise, but i think missing family is something that a lot of us experience. and/or the feeling of being left behind. anyways, so sorry i've been posting sad sad songs, i suppose music is the only outlet i allow myself to be emo through haha

the cover art is also done by me, and if you're wondering, the character means family/home

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hong kong

hi guys, i'll probably be gone for a lil while so here's something to last you until i come back. sendin my love, wishin you all the best with the start of school/things in your life, i hope everything is going smoothly and i hope most of all you're doin okay. bye!!

the audio is a lil wonky on this track i'm so sorry, i dunno how to mix music and i am just confused all the time and too nervous to ask for heLP so HERE U GO !!! AHHHHHHH ok bye bye bye

the sideline

"stuck" was originally released on youtube. some of you may have already heard it, and the plan was to include the re-recorded version on my upcoming album "plum blossom" but alas, i felt the need to release it to you all earlier. lately, the support i've been shown and the kindness that you all have given me has been crazier than i could have ever imagined, and i owe it to you all, so thank you!

i'm also curious to know what you all think it's about, i think the song can be applied to a bunch of situations but i'm wondering what YOU think :-)

here are the chords and lyrics:
Capo - 2nd fret 
G Gmaj7 C Cm

i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
the more i try to think about it
my mind just overwhelms me 

then i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
i thought i understood myself
but i stray farther from that everyday 

my feelings confuse me
and i don’t think i could foresee
another split in my identity
can i really accept this reality

maybe i suppressed it
and bottle it up
is it time for me to tell them all
and finally grow up…

i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
i know others are okay with this
but i’m still grappling with feeling

oh so stuck
in the middle of two places
it should be easy to admit
but i just don’t feel like i quite fit.

am i enough
am i enough
i don’t know
i don’t know i tidon’t know if i’m enough

if i’m enough
would i be happier with who i am
but then again,
 what’s enough to them?

(Bridge) G Gmaj7 Am D

i find myself 
laying awake at night
with hypotheticals 
erasing feelings of being alright 

maybe it’s okay
that i can’t quite label it 
i’m sure i’m not alone
in the fact i can’t admit

that i’m stuck
in the middle of two places
but that’s fine, i guess it’s fine
cause maybe one day i’ll be 

okay
in the middle of two places
just like others i’ll accept
that i don’t need to be perfect-ly whole.

that’s okay. 
that’s okay…
it’s okay that i’m in the middle of two places

plum blossom

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stuck

hey everyone !! im back and alive fortunately
I wrote this song many years ago, I mean when I was literally 12 almost 13 so it wasn’t that long ago I lied
anyway
it’s a song that’s a little hard to explain but im sure yall will get it, its not what I normally post, if no one likes it that’s okay but yeah 
here it is !!
I had a terrible day and music makes me happy so 
ALSO i got a mic and im confused about it, i tried my best but i suck at audio !! 
The beautiful art is done by: https://twitter.com/cattactoe

lyrics:
I know you
And I know you don’t wanna stay with me right now
Follow through
I took more photographs of you 
Than you would ever consciously allow
You think I don’t know about her
Just look at her 
With her bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles
You cant resist
I know her
And I know that she smells like bubblegum and peach
But have you heard
Have you heard I feel like comfort in blankets
And love and safety
What can I do to to change your mind
Just look at her
With her bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles 
Ill never win
She is bright and yellow and bubbly
While ill stay here and disappear like this
I know me and I know I could never try to face the truth
The truth is she 
Shes a lovely girl that gives you lovely company
Ill stay silent and ill wish
That I was anything like her
I wish I had bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles
That you cant resist

thank you for listening !! all criticism good and bad are appreciated !

peppermint smiles

I Wrote A Song For My Pathetic Love Life

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Jeanie, can you hear me tonight?
My view’s all white
So I’ll just sit tight
Singing Jeanie, Can you hear me alright?

Say

Stay warm and turn that radio light
I’ll sleep right through that quaking night

Now Jeanie, please repeat me
The Johnson’s alright
Thanks to your enduring fight

Say

Stay warm and turn that radio light
I’ll sleep right through that quaking night

Jeanie

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HUGEST of thank you's to both @ibr and @keepitinside for making this cover as awesome as it is. Both are incredibly talented and kind individuals that I fully believe in and support as artists. Working with them on this cover was an absolute dream, and very inspirational to me. If you haven't taken the chance to check out both of them individually please do!! 

Background Vocals, Guitar: @keepitinside
Piano, Mixing: @ibr
Vocals, Cello: me MWAHA

happiness w/ ibrahim & keepitinside

Twenties

temporary nothing (Charlie Burg edit)

Guess it’s time for sadboy kiss and tell
You ruined my life but I wish you well
I lied about that second part, oh well
Yeah quit leaving me voicemails about your pain
Shouldn’t have to listen to the shit you say
Why’d you even bring it up in the first place

Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you call me back at 3am
Just to tell me your defense 
Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you wanna go and bitch to your friends
Was it something that i said

Lately I fear there’s no end in sight
711 runs after midnight
I know you’re never there but you might
Maybe if I try I could sleep it off
I see you when I sleep so I don’t sleep at all
Slowly all my thoughts start singing my favorite song

Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you call me back at 3am
Just to tell me your defense 
Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you wanna go and bitch to your friends
Was it something that i said

Was It Something I Said

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