Lyrics:

I know you do
Mean well for me
In all you do
There's love

I know I've not
Been good to you
But don't be sad
I know
 
I can never repay

How I wish I'd never been this way
Had better words for all I wanted to say
And that I could go back in time
Take it all back
Oh, take it all back

How I wish I'd never let you down  
I'll make it up to you and give you my all
I'm sorry for the pain      
I'm sorry for the weight
I put upon your shoulders
I'm sorry for my ways   

I never meant
To cause you grief
You've been through more
Than needs be

I've seen you smile
I've seen you cry
There's not one day
I won't try  

To be a better man

How I wish I'd never been this way
Had better words for all I wanted to say
And that I could go back in time
Take it all back
Oh, take it all back

How I wish I'd never let you down  
I'll make it up to you and give you my all
I'm sorry for the pain      
I'm sorry for the weight
I put upon your shoulders
I'm sorry for my ways   

Never again do I  
Ever want to cause you pain
Again

All I ever wanted was
To make your dreams come true
My way

I know it's not how things are done
I know I'm not all on my own
It's hard to be this close
And still to feel I'm  not enough

How I wish I'd never been this way
Had better words for all I wanted to say
And that I could go back in time
Take it all back
Oh, take it all back

How I wish I'd never let you down  
I'll make it up to you and give you my all
I'm sorry for my ways

I Wish

Lyrics:

Endless rivers from your tears
Don't you cry no more
Fly, oh bird of innocence
To the sky above
Let the sun dry your eyes
Let your fears stay behind
And see

Lay your weary head upon my shoulder
You know I'm here for you
No matter what you do
Let me bring you comfort
Let me be with you
And when you need someone
I'll come to you

These hands holding your heart
Looking deep inside for a memory
Suddenly
Like a carousel
Shining lights in all the colors
It starts to spin
And maybe you can see
What I really mean
All these words I say
Say in a thousand ways

No my darling, don't you fear
There's no need to hide
The world can be so cruel at times
But I'll be by your side
Hold on to my hand
Hold on to my heart
You'll never be alone
If I'm with you

A-a-a-a-a-ah
A-a-a-a-a-ah

And one thing I will say is
No matter where you go
No matter for how long, if
You let me be with you
I'll be there for you

And maybe you can see
What I really mean
All these words I say
Say in a thousand ways
I'm loving you
I'm loving you
I'm loving you

I'm Loving You

Lyrics:

Kid, I know
You think you're not strong enough
But know you're not weak
The will you've shown is enough

This fire inside you
Burns brighter than the stars
I know your strength
And the strength of your heart

Son, tell me what you fear
Let time save you now
Feel the peace
That will be yours
When you're resting on the ground
Yeah, a man needs his rest
You can rest now

I've been told
You have a wayward soul
Yeah, you fight
Remember what you believe

Don't worry my friend
'Cause you know I won't forget
There's no need to run
Slow down, you're going home

I'm here with you
I'll always be too

Son, tell me what you fear
Let time save you now
Feel the peace
That will be yours
When you're resting on the ground
Yeah, a man needs his rest
You can rest now
Yeah, it's alright
You can go now


Rest

Lyrics:

Oh, lady Ruby, I want you to see
It takes more than one heart to live
So lady Ruby, stay here with me
I'll give all my love just to you

Trust in your heart
Follow your dreams
Hold me, love me
You're the one I see
In dreams

I want you to dream forever with me
And keep in your heart all of me
Oh, lady Ruby, I know you can feel
Inside my heart is only you

Come to my arms
Never leave me
Hold you, love you
You're the only one
For me

So look in my eyes, be true to me
You know that it's more than a dream
Oh, lady Ruby, don't stay apart
Oh, don't break my heart again
So please, oh lady believe
There's hope in our dream so

Don't leave me be
Don't leave me be
Don't leave me be

Lady Ruby

Lyrics:

I'm feeling dizzy, running out of breath
I can't see clearly, feeling my death
I've been questioning my mental health
This headache won't stop
It will not let me change the plot
I fought a lot
For the sake of the ones that I love
Still I got caught having these thoughts
That haunt me to tears

What I'm trying to say is
I wish to be fixed
I just wanna find some peace
In between these melodies
I'll hide all my screams
I'm now on my knees
Helplessly thinking
I'm my worst enemy

I want to go back home
Leave this messed up place behind
I'm out of my zone
Been stressed and tired

Promise me it'll get better
I don't want to surrender
And I am afraid
That these feelings won't go away
Cause I'm in pain
And going insane
Please

What I'm trying to say is
I wish to be fixed
I just wanna find some peace
In between these melodies
I'll hide all my screams
I'm now on my knees
Helplessly thinking
My mind is my worst enemy

I want to go back home
Leave this messed up place behind
I'm out of my zone
Been stressed and tired

But oh, it'll get better
I have faith, I won't surrender 
I know I don't have to be afraid
Cause these feelings will be washed away
And when in pain and sorrow
All I need is to stay sane and wait for tomorrow
Tomorrow

Insomnia

Lyrics:

Resigned to myself
Counting my days of peace
I know the feeling dwells
I know it cuts so deep
My heart isn't pure
My soul is cursed
Running away from my truth
Running is just an excuse

The tired reflection cast by the mirror
Can't contain the flood
Though he is holding on, through his broken eyes
I can see the weakness

The void that grows inside
This world doesn't seem real
Cutting through my mind
Fighting just to feel
Something once

Reaching for the light
Trying to face my truth
I know I can't rewrite my way through time
But I'm trying to 
Make up for the past
Still, my soul won't rest
I know the pain will pass with time at last
I keep on looping

The tired reflection cast by the mirror
Can't contain the flood
Though he is holding on, through his broken eyes
I can see the weakness

The void that grows inside
The darkness that won't heal
Cutting through my mind
Fighting just to feel
Something once

I don't wanna feel this way
No, I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way

The promises you made
In dark paint and swirling lyrics
I held close against my heart
As I waited endlessly
But the future never came
And it took so long to see
My soul, my heart, they hurt
As I wasted helplessly

The void that grows inside
The darkness that won't heal
Cutting through my mind
Fighting just to feel
Something once again
Something once again
Something once
Something once again

Once Again

Lyrics:

I need to purify myself 
Oh I've rebelled, is it too late?
To be a better son, who fought a war and won
And this war is all inside my head
Oh no, I won't forget
All the things I said
Do I deserve a friend
Should I be trusted
I tend to misread the room
I tried to be the sun
But I've always been the moon

As I get older
Life seems colder

I can
Not handle this
Stress I
Don't seem to progress
On how to express
How much I actually care

I always let me down
Look at me,
Defenseless against my own thoughts,
Having a meltdown
I'm trying,
Believe me I'm frightened 
But sometimes I lose control
And I'm back where I started

I can't take it anymore,
I'm not strong enough,
For this is too hard
Might as well give everything up
I'm just being dramatic

I can
Not handle this
Stress I
Don't seem to progress
On how to express
How much I actually care

I can't get outside my own head
Is it real? Is it this bad?

I can
Not handle this
Stress I
Don't seem to progress
On how to express
How much I actually care

The Meltdown

Lyrics:

On my way
On the streets
Leaving it all behind
Running free

Future days
The road brings
And the past moves away
Far from me

And when I look back
I can see
All the memories

Flaming sky
I feel the stars calling to me
Painted lights
Shine their hues on top of me
Sing the song
It will last in memory
When the future takes us
Far away

If in tape
Time is bound
I will be holding on
To the sound

Strung in time
Chords of hope
Am I still who I was
Years ago

And when I look back
I can see
All the memories

Flaming sky
I feel the stars calling to me
Painted lights
Shine their hues on top of me
Sing the song
It will last in memory
When the future takes us
Fa-a-ar

Away
Far away
In the stream
Of time

Hues that paint
Life

Flaming sky
I feel the stars calling to me
Painted lights
Shine their hues on top of me
Sing the song
It will last in memory
When the future takes us
Far away

Flaming sky
I feel the stars calling to me
Painted lights
Shine their hues on top of me
Sing the song
It will last in memory
When the voices fade so
Far away

Music, when
Soft voices die
Vibrates in the memory

Hues

Lyrics:

I fear the night
But I'm holding on
To the pieces of who I am
Waiting for the light
When the night feels endless
And hope is hard to find
Just remember that you're not alone
In this fight

When darkness pulls you down
Close your eyes and your
Heart will guide you 
In the depths of your soul
Lies the light of today
So please don't let go

Don't fear the worst
When you feel you're breaking
Remember you've come this far
You're stronger than you know
In the moments that feel endless,
I'll remind you of your worth
You're searching for answers,
But the road seems hard to find

When darkness pulls you down
Close your eyes and your
Heart will guide you 
In the depths of your soul
Lies the light of today
So please don't let go

Oh so many times have I thought of the end
It was so hard to breathe
My world was caving in
I couldn't bear to see
I know it's hard to open up
When the darkness comes from deep inside
When the night is heavy,
When the stars don't seem to shine
But close your eyes

When darkness pulls you down
Close your eyes and your
Heart will guide you 
In the depths of your soul
Lies the light of today
So please don't let go

When darkness pulls you down
Close your eyes and your
Heart will guide you 
In the depths of your soul
Lies the light of today
So please don't let go

Don't Let Go

Lyrics:

Summer rain falls painting my window
Making me think of days to be
All the colors seem to fade
When I think of you
For another day

These notes I throw to the wind
Love letters to someone I don't know
But I know you'll listen to them
Until then
It's another day

Paint my mornings with your love
Save my evenings with your heart
And say
You'll always be with me
You will come to be
Some other day

It's cold, but I long for the rain
The wind, it sings with your voice
It keeps me warm
So I can wait
For another day

Love, a mysterious rose
Grown in a garden of hope
It's the only color that glows
In the stasis of my world
So I'll reach
For another day

Paint my mornings with your love
Save my evenings with your heart
And say
You'll always be with me
You will come to be
Some other day

The storm is raging on
And the wind is blowing stronger
In the windmills of my mind
Where the noise is growing louder

When the night comes around
Don't want to be all on my own
So I'll find the words
For you alone to know

Paint my mornings with your love
Save my evenings with your heart
And say
You'll always be with me
You will come to be
You will come to me
In a summer rain

Summer Rain

My Deepest Enigma