wrote this when I was 16 and just recorded for a uni project. first thing i've ever written, recorded and produced by my self so ... be nice :)
i'm aware some lil timing issues but we're gonna pretend they're not there thanks xo

lyrics:

one day you’re gonna see
not everything is as bad as it seems
see the colours morph into noise
feel like children playing with toys
that we were warned about some time ago
now look what we have to show for it

you showed me my first and you’ll be my last
why does the future feel like the past
why aren’t the stars shining brighter
they’re not quite how i remember
but i guess that was long ago
sober days that i won’t know
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stumbling, falling over
knowing that its’ not for the better
and not really caring either way
as long as we’re alive for yesterday

giving up on each other
going on without one another
finding our feet, finding the ground
nothing’s the same when you’re not around
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i think we need an escape
you look like you need a break
i’ve been told i’m a mess but isn’t everyone
life too short, you’ve got to have a little fun
the trees are my city, the snow is my home
it’s a little lonely but i know i belong

got took from my family locked in a cell
can you tell from my lyrics i didn’t do well
16 and prisoner to everything they gave me
nobody warned me they’d start to hate me
and nobody told me i’d hate myself too
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stumbling, falling over
knowing that it’s not for the better
and not really caring either way
as long as we’re alive for yesterday

giving up on each other
going on without one another
finding our feet, finding the ground
nothings the same when you’re not around
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people tell me I’m wasting my youth
i’m sorry, but i’m doing just fine
refusing, i feel like i’m losing
cause you got me addicted to everything at the same time
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stumbling, falling over
knowing that it’s not for the better
and not really caring either way
as long as we’re alive for yesterday

giving up on each other
going on without one another
finding our feet, finding the ground
nothings the same when you’re not around

mya fudge