I never would have thought such an ugly experience could lead to something so beautiful. I hold this song very dear to my heart. The beat production process took me months to create. I had to have my heart and mind smashed into countless pieces in order for this to come to fruition. 15 vocal tracks and 6 different takes stacked in the chorus. © Copyright April 24 2024. All rights reserved to Malcolm Alexander Leinberger A.K.A. Maco's Shadow A.K.A. Grim Jones Musical Enterprises.® Lyrics: 
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why am i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust anyone?
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago
so sick of this fight 
please let it go
i lost my life
in a glass bowl
i lost my light
down a dark road
lost track of time
where did it go?
don't think i'm fine
where is my hope?
am i in hell?
nobody knows
tell me some lies
tell me i'm dope
tell me i'm fine
tell me i felt
what was just mine
obsessed with self
darkness in my mind
no one to tell
nobody minds
i won't as well
feel so alone
peace is a joke
leave with my bones
crushed in my heart,
it's torn apart
doing these drugs,
till peace is far
and i just shrug
Malcolm please come down off that stuff
please can you trust
we need you with us
don't turn up dead please don't doubt
i need god and a priest for now
let these demons drown i need Jesus now
they eatin' me alive kill these leaches how
i'd seen myself in a dream about
3 years ago gotta leave this town
gotta quit these drugs get clean somehow
let the love in let these demons out
i'm by myself
i need some help
i got my love
but that ain't enough now
forget all these drugs
i am too numb now
never even felt
i lost myself 
forgot who i was
is this just hell?
who are you to tell?
could you just help?
never even felt
lied to myself
said i needed no one
how could i be so dumb?
....................
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why'm i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust
anyone
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago

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