i walk away in the hottest part of day
and i want to fall away follow flow
in the hardest part i take
and it wants to walk away 
in the crossfire yesterday
and im falling from the sky
and it wants to follow you
breathe
open my eyes
dont hit the gate
ae i8i
someday
one way
we'll save i8i
is there more that i could say
i reach out for the sun and walk away
in the crossfire yesterday 
feeling from the running for the world
breathe!

ae ii

Varg²™ - I.D.N.C.G.2.D

This morning I woke up to terror such as I have never experienced before: I was entirely stripped of feeling. Everything was gone; it was as if I had lost something that had been entrusted to me the previous evening, something I was supposed to take special care of overnight. I was in the position of someone who has been assigned to guard an entire sleeping army, but suddenly finds himself mysteriously blinded, deaf, and effaced. Everything was gone. I was completely empty, without pain, without longing, without love, without warmth and friendship, without anger, without hate. Nothing, nothing was there anymore, and I was left like a suit of armor with no knight inside
I did not see God today
Of course there is a lot of misery, but it is the same misery that's all around us. The trees here are in misery. The birds are in misery. I don’t think they sing, they just screech in pain. Nature here is violent. I would see fornication, and asphyxiation, and choking. And fighting for survival, and growing, and just rotting away
I did not see God today

Music: Varg²™
Words: Anonymous
Design & Laser: William Francis Green
Label: Toothgrinder Press 2022

Varg²™ - 'I Did Not C God 2 Day'

https://www.thewire.co.uk/audio/tracks/wire-mix-kavari

a soundtrack to a sickness and inspiration for Against The Wood, Opposed To Flesh

Wire Mix: KAVARI

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00:00 John Corigliano - Tuning Game (S280F REMIX)
02:38 Kanno Yoshihiro - UNUSED TRACK
03:41 AMERICA 2 - ????? (S280F)
05:41 RYAN AMON - LULLABY FOR MERGO (S280F EDIT)
07:03 S280F - gates of burning adamant
8:18 S280F - ?????
11:11 bbymutha - Roaches Don't Die / Bobby Krlic - Motionless (S280F EDIT)
15:28 S280F - ?????
18:56 S280F -EXCERPT FROM VENICE BIENNALE PERFORMANCE
20:31 Luciano Berio - SOLO, per trombone e orchestra 1999, rev 2000 1-2
21:24 Kuthi Jin - YOLK SLAM, ALTRICIAL GROOVE (S280F EDIT)
22:39 S280F - ????? (HIGH CUP BEARER)
24:31 S280F - 6M (FIRST TAKE)
25:27 S280F -2 (ALT ENDING) (WORLD ENGINE) (111/DESKULLING)
26:00 Shoi Miyazawa - The Promised Consort (S280F REMIX)(DESKULLING) 
28:56 S280F - ????
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I AM NOT ME / I AM IN ME

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Due to a recent law in Hungary, made to limit the right of assembly, among other minorities, the LGBTQ community and Budapest Pride face uncertain times.
The only answer to this, is to unite and let our voices heard.
We need to safeguard queer spaces.

Electronic music has always been a safe space for the queer community, so we're launching a compilation in solidarity with Budapest Pride on the 28th of June, 2025.
The digital release is going to be accessible on Soundcloud, Nina Protocol, Bandcamp and other streaming services.

All proceeds go to Budapest Pride (Szivárvány Misszió Alapítvány)
budapestpride.hu/tamogass-rendszeres-tamogatas-adjukossze

SAWA is a queer interdisciplinary artist, singer, producer, and performer based in Budapest.
Their work blends distorted soundscapes with ethereal vocals, crafting sonic rituals that blur reality and perception.
Rooted in queer resistance, SAWA’s performances disturb the silence imposed by systems of control.

In response to Hungary’s political hostility, their art reclaims space for tenderness, rage, presence and survival.
CYCLE I, their debut EP was released on the 23rd of May.
It is a meditation on existence—each track unfolds as a rite of passage into something raw, unspoken, and eternal.

Listen to CYCLE I: soundcloud.com/sawathelightbringer/sets/cycle-l

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SAWA - construction of identities

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Cover by @ecovoron
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Due to a recent law in Hungary, made to limit the right of assembly, amongst other minorities, the LGBTQ community and Budapest Pride face uncertain times.
The only answer to this, is to unite and let our voices heard.
We need to safeguard queer spaces.

Support Budapest Pride:
https://budapestpride.hu/tamogass-rendszeres-tamogatas-adjukossze

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