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made in october 2022 @f3arme

ya i told myself it wouldnt happen but it did
thats so fucked, its all full tho
and i shouldnt worry bout no photos
ya this happens often its gon tool off
faces in my mind that make me throw up
earlier this year i woulda pulled up
change of plans n nothing happened the way it shouldve
now im fallin back in habits that aint good uh

maybe I'm too quick to guess
i'm throwing words again
keep cutting ties, peace of mind
so I can get this out there

and i was never one for realism
but im still the realest
yea its terrible, its awful, its surreal its gone
it goes so much deeper than a right and wrong
overstay my welcome, i dont wanna stay too long
yea stray too far from the source its a dud
open doors, whats behind em , give a fuck
it dont matter it dont change none

*Bonus* Realism (prod. feardorian)

third song ! :) ig: 1yyujin

prod @chxncex 
mix @danikiyoko
cover art- ig: oneblindmice

lyrics:

what do i do
what do i 
have to lose
i’d do 
anything (anything, anything, anything…)
whatever it takes
to keep you
feel like i have to
back away
but every time 
i see your face
it puts me in a place
i can’t escape
why do i
have to be
this 
way

(be this way… when you ,, then you!)

say to me
i’m always in your dreams
but then you
push me away
never to be seen
who am i
to you
tonight
wait here
what a waste of time

it’s my fault
for falling 
for you
knew i 
knew better
not to 
but now you’re 
still stuck in my head
everything you never said 
wonder if you think about me
too

begin again (p.chxncex)

This is a true story the events depicted took place in blah blah blah whatever im cold 
@heartstopmiami @mspts

Sioux Falls ft heartstopmiami (prod. mspts)

@onepttwo @sunsculptor

lost with a warlock
sit and wait for help when im in pain
let me pour it on
i can lift it, i got tele k, not a moron
i can hear you from a mile away but the door locked
i exist to make a little bit of not much
if i didn't know already i would shock up
i can feel the taste of lithium i cough up
he won't even know what hit him, got the drop brah
no one can stop us
don't take me away, i pin all the blame
are you still awake, drop me in the shade
if i'm crashing in, don't write down my outs
know i never win, i still have my doubts
but you doubt me
i'm stuck in my mind like get me out please
why don't you forgive me when you help me
bitch i'm #1 don't in n out me

Lithium (prod. 1.2 x sunsculptor)

@yoggyyoggy

watch where you're stepping 
you don't know if you'll step on a claymore
machete lottery i pay more
say less say more
make friends make lore
fake in fade shore
i just gotta lock in i gotta make more

its like a spit in the face i'm tryna get away
banking on the hope that maybe someone will save the day
makeaway, i'm just tryna get rid of the pain, away
open up the chest, get a mace in the face
hittin up the homies and we making a play
take me out the dream where they made me of clay
i just need a little can you sneak me a taste
is this all entertainment
i don't get it, i'm not drawn all the way in
and you see my diamonds dance like a rave but i'm fly like a raven
theres a bigger piece of pie for the main man
and theres still a piece inside for the taking
theres a place in the ground for the aching
put me back together i become the tapeman
yea i don't belong in this place man
oh i'm in the cut its 1000 degrees
i made the tweet so i'm liking the tweet
good luck finding someone whos higher than me
i'm tired of that bitch but she tired of me
i'm just that bitch yeah its wired in me
i don't even have a spare tire on me
came home too late im too tired to eat
i lost my wings, now they're flying to me
watch where you're stepping 
you don't know if you'll step on a claymore
machete lottery i pay more

pay, i just want a taste
i cant make it out alive
its all in my brain, it's all in my mind
its all a mistake
now i gotta finish what i started

Live Together Die Alone (prod. yoggy)

BAGZ IN THE #TRUNK 😴 (PROD. FEARDORIAN & BBYAZUL)

que lo que
vamos durísimo up in this hoe

miami, miami, miami
my bitch, she don't understand me
she betty tho, i let her have me
getting richer, but still in a camry
it's okay we ain't out yet sadly
i'm wit richard, i told him he fhamily
with the crew, you know where the tags be
fucked on yo thot, it was damaging
i get high, i don't know what be happening

hit a ghost, they still tryna find me
yuh, she still tryna find me
i been missing, they missing me badly 
you get killed if you call me a tr-
on the low needa talk to my granny 
say all the things that i can't
but i should, but i can't
weight on me betty, i feel like an ant

ay, smoke it and turn up 
i hope they learn from us
we too lit for them
they catch a burn from us
obsessed with murder
yeah, but i can't tell no one
so i tell everyone
i put that boy in a song

i made that boy look dumb
told you they learn from us 
that stainless, we don't do rust
it's painless, everything 
everything, everything 
everything, everything numb 
he said he wit us, but what?
they ain't een came with us
they ain't een came with us

that's absurd bruh
she take me home, she pulling my shirt up
she got me good, all worked up
she love miami, i'm worshipped
eric andre, how i bird up
it's simple, grab it & stir up 
2 bands just made my third one 
2 deep till we got that third up

that fast car, we just swerved in, uh
i swear, i swear they heard us
i got heat, it don't come from no furnace
i was in ATL feeling like earnest

KLK 🏆🏆🏆 4K #FRRRSTYLE (PROD. FEARDORIAN & O0O)

ig 1yyujin 
prod @prodnxcks

you got 
me so confused
never feel like
i'll
be enough for you

tell me
i'm all you think about
so what you miss me now?
but i
know the truth

you say 
you’re obsessed with me 
get me all attached to you
and then 
you’re gone again

but i still let you in my life
every single time
i swear 
i must have lost my
mind

cause 
you got
me so confused
never feel like 
i'll 
be enough for you 
(be enough for you)
then
you tell me I’m all yours
everything you’re looking for
what for

promise to stay 
but then
you’ll leave again

i'm all yours? (p.n9ck)

we was smoking za we was stinking up the building
i just took a hit again shit i didn’t feel it
this might be the molly talking, but girl you appealing
go cinderella, i got guap if you need it
had to travis scott the blunt yea it’s lit i was fiending
pull up to spot but it’s hot, so we leaving
rich betty, she gon fly me out for the weekend
k like if i pissed you off with that shit, i didn’t mean it
pull up frreh frreh onnat opp and he do no healing
when betty give me top, yeah she do some kneeling 
k like go cinderella, i got guap if you need it
sleeping beauty off the meds i was sleeping
if he talking shit on gang, yeah, we gon bleed him
dealer flag on ETA, so misleading
i be playing real life GTA, i be stealing
steal yo mans, after that im finna leave him 
from miami you don’t wanna meet that gun play
tryna meet Hunter Schaefer on the runway
in the whip, we so high, we went the wrong way
molotov out the window, like its pompeii
rappers hate and they fall off yeah the long way
i got love for everybody, money all day
im not alive, they know miami a zombie 🧟‍♀️ 
send a text to the wrong bitch, wrong bae
ay racks 2 tha ceiling 
all money talk 2 me, money how you feeling?
money said “i’m good” said “miami how you feelin?”
feel like 2024 gonna be my season

we was smoking za we was stinking up the building
i just took a hit again shit i didn’t feel it
this might be the molly talking, but girl you appealing
go cinderella, i got guap if you need it
had to travis scott the blunt yea it’s lit i was fiending
pull up to spot but it’s hot, so we leaving
rich betty, she gon fly me out for the weekend
k like if i pissed you off with that shit, i didn’t mean it

SPOTIFY

Go Cinderella #frrrstyle prod Miami

plz dont cut me off :((( prod feardorian

uh i got tired of all it
im a bit too fried 
and i got tired of keeping track of all it
i think im in love w violence
everything is looking up
i think that my lifes in balance
and the road was rocky yuh
got 4 Xs fuck the talent
lifted up by my own talons
i'll be my own final challenge
i'll be my own rite of passage
in my perfect world the land is groaning 
and the sky is violet
in my perfect world i could let go 
but i'd still think about it
i've been torn, my cloak is ragged
i've been out i'm back in action
at the bnb unpackin
i just feel too dope for bragging
got too many ways that i could topple down
but i'm still stackin
mystery is solved 
but i still couldn't wrap my head around it
money in my cup yeah i got gallons
now they want my ration
yall gon make me lose all my compassion
funny how it happens
they were on my dick but now they're jackin
i can't let it happen
made a rack while i was napping
now look at whos laughing
idk whos phone im dialing
i got sauce like thousand island
i'm so lost up on this island
in my perfect world the land is groaning 
and the sky is violet
in my perfect world i could let go 
but i'd still think about it
i've been torn, my cloak is ragged
i've been out i'm back in action

Thousand Island (prod. kuru x inci0)

video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYCnp0JV2c0
mastered by fangs

i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-

pour some rosé, some juice yea
we should just go on a cruise yea
stepping out, im in my boots ya
i know that bitch she gon choose ya
walk in the club and they all know my name, put ur drink on my tab, i cant lose yea
need all the drugs in the world in my body im mixing the molly and shrooms yea
told you i could change your life yea
you is not worth of my time yea
no enemies in my sight yea
i just be coolin w my guys yea
told you i could change your life yea
you is not worth of my time yea
no enemies in my sight yea
i just be coolin w my guys yea

i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
'joy being rude
i enjoy being rude
if i dont appeal to you, then i fuck ya momma too
i wake up and i get paid, wtf u wake up to
she pulls up and spread her legs n she ignoring u

aye i dont even really love you
i dont even really  love
i dont even really care about you
i dont really give a fuck
i dont even really love you
i dont even really  love
i dont even really care about you
i dont really give a fuck

ya its big megatron nigga pay attentionnn

gonegirlcity

exulansis

exulansis (prod me) music vid in desc

no hate tho if u like those songs but yeah @f3arme

ohh ohh 
bitch ima lurker, ik i cursed her
screaming murder, i'm feeling worse yea
bitch ima lurker, taking me further
touch down i uber
take a trip, here in Zeroworld its cooler
i cant see that shit subliminal
i'm tossing, turning aah
tell DJ turn it up aah 
i feel so evil but i'm not
but i could never fall, this is all i got
yeah, in the woods i'm on a cot
i decided if its really what i want
so much water i'm still filling up my cup
fucking my life up, i'm the villain of the month
made a hundred reason whys 
but didn't drop em cuz that shit suck
i stay dropping what i want and you still dick suck
i love hanging with my friends and taking flicks yuh
you're not on my timing you're not in my mixture
im so lucky i need clovers on my wrist yuh
you'd think i'm trolling how i chill under this bridge yuh
i'm so lazy but i know im still gon win, uh
man with all this hype i hope it lives up
and i would never sell out for a quick buck
cuz that's too easy, i do this shit for the thrill yuh
... i thought i was feelin ya ...
i wake up i'm on the ceiling yuh

In the MIX (prod. feardorian)

@yumenikki

pressure to give up and give up
i sever the ties to the king of surveyors
whatd u say last week theres no way ah
all the best things come in layers
you can come around here and i can take ya
but i think that i fell in love with paper
i know she helped me out but i still made her
yea that shit had me shocked like a taser
yeah i dont have the will to do a thing at all
dont hit me up to listen to the songss
now youre unrecognizable
used to care but i lightened up
i wish i could say that i love what i see now
i used to be proud (of U x2)
whys she texting me like how does this concern me
mus1cs not the problem u cant m3rk me
i wasnt the zombie that you turned me
i see yall riding the stars like kirby
im not praying for the fall im just praying for the love back
but i cant but i cant hld my breath
walk in with my DCs with my mud packs
n you already know the rest
i wish i could say that i love what i see now
i used to be proud (of U x2)

M3rkmus1c (prod. dollmaker)

2022StupidProdFeardorian

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

@albatross0
@ways15xx

i hope u guys enjoy :) more cool music coming soon i promise im trying my hardest rn

cover art by my goat @meatgraffiti on insta

ways=get_around_frm_me {producedbyfreger.albatross0}

Im tired of bitching bout shit i had go head and rewrite my verse
I know that if yall could hear my speech out you wud be sharing the words
And i got tired of hearing u talking i turn up the volume all on nerds
I wont let up til i hear a yes sir drop on ur knees and kiss on the earth
Bitch
 kiss on the earth
 
Give my cane
I gotta pull u off stage
U looking lamer than ever

How u a junkie with all of that money
U sipping pain cus ur peer pressured
Juke me out but i press the space bar
Now ur on the ground sorry as shit

It gon matter if i press the 3 key and u laid on the ground like a bitch
Keep it hush hold shift cus u dont know what u started how it could end
I resent all the roleplay cus its cliche and make too much sense

I wanna sound like Rollins i wanna go out like him on book tours and shit
I know if we had a problem Discussion could solve it but id just say how it is 

I got a grocery list
Youre at the top and my favorite dish
Im gonna drive to the store ina Beamer and step out in some raggedy sweats

I wanna be invisible to my hometown I dnt  wanna coexist
I am not Saturn Im ulysses drenik I will not fall for identify shift

Im not celebrity i am not perfect I barely feel intermediate
But im honest and if im being real I aint wanna try sticking to older shit

I talked to an older woman and she stalked me saying that shed woulda died the dick
I told her ass to watch out for her kid and leave me alone and dont stream my shit

Clutch my key between my knuckles u aint gonna see when i swipe
how can i take ur word at face value i barely trust whats happening inside
Its gon take some time until im right and hit that finish line
I wont get pulled over im too sober, B.A.C lemme drive

All I see (prod. coni miiura)

WISH RN ❄️🧊❄️❄️🧊🗺️

Prod d0llywood1

Im up in the sky
I could get U right
She jus want whats mine
She text wont reply
I dont wanna fight
I jus brought my pipe
Bitch Ion like ya
On drugs I fly
Fw me I biteya
Fw me U die yuh
Im a VAMPIRE
Im w my bros I cant B lonely
Im off dis BLUNT
I lost myself but can U help me
Im off these drugs Ik U can smell me
Im off these drugs bitch Im not healthy

I put on this goddam real tree
Fuck dat fakeahh weed nigga dis some real tree
Ill make my own beats Ion need beats
Im out in Philly like Im f1lthy
Kickin shit but I dont need cleats
Wdf U niggas kno abt these streets
Ion gaf if niggas dont feel me
They wasnt fw me cus a nigga silly
Ill fuck dat bitch n den I pop a pilly
I was down bad aint need No1 to get me
Talkin bout my life dont care if U dont get me
Out in Philly s/o gibby

Idgaf Ill leave a nigga 6feet
Real Emo Bitch niggas know Im picky
Dickridin niggas niggas B some pickmes
Bigahh chop roast a fuckin piggy
U dont kno bout grind niggas fuckin dickeat
Big 45 in my fuckin Dickies
Fuck a grinder my fingers sticky
Ready to die like Im fuckin Biggie

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