i cant handle change remix

im crawling in ur walls its so comfy in here lmao

I'll Always Be Here :/ (prod. Ruined5191)

prod. sickboi

@byearchie
everyday is always just the same
im just praying that i can go home and decay
i just see wanna my skin go away
my brain being eaten by the insects all the way
kill me already ive suffered enough
cuts on me ive already had enough
cutting off my skin just out for the fun

@schizodrawings
my reflections filled with despise
i gotta tear out both my eyes
failing after so many tries
lay on my floor until i die
i cant believe my own self portrait is the thing that makes me cry
looking at myself one last time
knife to my face and say goodbye

reflection w/ ribgore

crumbl cookie

Prod. bug dillinger

[Intro]
Mom i'm a bug!

[Verse]
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
Talking to you is like talking to a wall
I'ma put a bullet in my- put a bullet in my mouth
And my last thought would be of you
And niggas think that I'm playing
Every time I make a song, saying how the fuck I feel
But they don't ever listen, It's so corny to them
But It's how I feel, why are we so afraid to express how we feel
Honestly it's a shame, but I'm praying it's not how-
Not how I feel, I'm probably happy Inside or something
Every time I enter my head It's the same shit
I'm probably a bad guy in my head 'cause that's what I think
I keep having thoughts about ending it all

[Outro]
Fuck, man, I hate having these thought's in my head
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤 (fuck!)

I'm tired bro, I'm fucking tired of the same fucking shit

(I'm tired of going through the same shit every damn day)

I'm tired of the same shit every fucking day

(the only thing I have in this fucking life is music)

Genuinely, bro, the only way I can fucking express myself ever
Is through music, and that's the only shit I fucking have

(It's the only thing I have, the only thing I have to express myself)

I have nothing else but music

(And I'm not even fucking good at it)

I don't know what my life would fucking be without this shit

(I don't even what my life would be without it)

And I'm not even good at it, this fucking sucks

I shouldve just told her how I felt but its too late noe

carving hearts into my wrists

stilettos w/ hope

Did you really mean it when you said you loved me?
And all these days i feel so weak cuz i havent ate nothin
And everytime i walk past you i wish i couldve said something
My mouth is always silent, and I hate that fucking look in my eyes, and i feel so dry

Everyday i wanna die, all my feelings are a lie
All my hope is shredded up, spend all my days online
I'm always so alone, with my fingers on my phone
Why can't everyone be nice, i would have a better life

{Tds lyrics}
Whyd you have to go my dear
Dont you know i really cared
But i heard you disappeared 
Guess theres no one coming near
You were just the one i wanted
Every summer always haunted you
& theres nothing left to see so
Whyd I circum to misery

nobody will come near w/ tds.hook

ur like heroin to me - witchbox

prod me

lyrics:
i never meant to write u off
(meant to write u off, meant to write u off)
pictures scattering my cell walls
(that u drew yourself, that u drew yourself)
maybe it’s me
it’s probably u
why do i wake up feelin so blue?
so many questions, they all for u 
but u don’t wanna answer
(u don’t wanna answer)
paranoia princess, tell me where’s my soul gone
i can’t figure that out, it’s been taken too long 
body shutting down, it’s from the anxiety
i just rlly fuckin wish u understood my boundaries

write you off

letdownloser (@myfinalwish)

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