I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR THIS TO COME BACK THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH

This is the only song I love 😍❤️🔥🔥🔥

prod by @skrittzy 

thank you for waiting!
2 AM thinking about why I always stress,
All these thoughts are running through my mind like nothing
Liquor breathe, messy head, yea I confess
Filling up my lungs with smoke at least its something
Every now and then,
I stop and take a moment
to try and contain all these emotions
Even if your body decays, I know your soul will stay


Fuck my life, fuck my life, fuck my life up
Tired of feeling so numb I can't feel no more
Baby was it worth it , I guess I'll go
My life hurts and you know I'm never done
Fuck my life , fuck my life, fuck my life up
I'll feel no more

Depression comes so fast
Xanny doesn't make it go away no more
I've got gold on my necklace, she wants me now
I can't feel my face when I'm with you

Fuck my life , fuck my life fuck my life now
I can't feel with this blade in my right hand
Roses on my nightstand its my funeral
I guess things are over now

( switch up)
Deep resistance in my veins
I've built my grave up
3 am I've died today

ROSEGOLD NECKLACE (FUCK MY LIFE)

blood moon.

produced by @skrittzy
(hook)
I only want designer on me
I want a good girl with a body
my feelings are complicated
my feelings are complicated
Front seat, 4 door , 2002 Acura
came out, slumped out , feeling like him Dracula
My feelings are complicated , My feelings are complicated.
(verse 1)
Young boy , drugged out , emotional by himself
Lonely, only, romance vinyls on his shelf
smoking til' my lungs pass out, now I wanna go crash out
Fast car, Nascar running like a track star
ass up , thighs down , fucking like a porn star
I just wanna take it slow, but things aren't that simple 
(breakdown)
Sad boys :( with the Faygo, where the hell did my day go, 
missing days played with legos , syrup on my Eggos,
Bathing in my Ape clothes, Drop the ceiling like its Halo , get on your knees and stay low, fat booty like J-Lo

You're a pretty pretty pretty picture, never wanna wanna miss her, 
used to be a high school ditcher , moody girl sweet kisser

I just want money for my health with a bit of taste of the wealth

I only want designer on me
I want a good girl with a body
my feelings are complicated
my feelings are complicated
Front seat, 4 door , 2002 Acura
came out, slumped out , feeling like him Dracula
My feelings are complicated , My feelings are complicated.


Think I started something, never really wanted it
but we all gotta fall down, fucked up fucked up,
I dont care if they wanted more , I don't even wanna throw it down
 I just wanna be ok

Off-White on my shirt Off-White on my shirt,
you know that I'm hurt , you know that I'm hurt
Too much of this makes it hurt

I guess I'm the only mess I deserve

ACURA

so long : the death of me

modern conversation

call me its sensible, 
come in first and let me love you
flames on my meaning I'm so fucking flame
bape stars on my jacket im an astronaut
and ill be on my way.
(everything I do is for you)

at time it'll be difficult
were romantics teenagers acting like adults
ill give you all the things that you wanted
you'll never know unless you fucking try
I don't care if you let your feelings hide 
flames on my meaning I'm so fucking flame
bape stars on my jacket im an astronaut
and ill be on my way.
(everything I do is for you)

EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR YOU

prod by @skrittzy
All the boys , 
never sleep , never eat
working day shifts , every night shifts to get their bags
going down my street race cars and drop it in 3rd gear 
and watch me disappear.
zoom zoom Im racing down the interstate
vroom vroom
 I gotta get to my place
swerving lanes a hundred on my dashboard
slow down I don't need to fast foward

admitting love confessions
roll one up for a session
zoom zoom Im racing down the interstate
vroom vroom I gotta get to my place
swerving lanes a hundred on my dashboard
slow down you don't need to fast forward

cruising for the faster life
riding round the city thinking of my past life
what if I dont get my shit together?
at one point you made me better
nicotine in my veins
dont want no pain
lost in my own fucking lane
we'll drift away
some nights i see you in my dreams
a movie scene 
is it you or the cocaine?
we'll drift away
admitting love confessions
roll one up for a session
to a place where we'll feel free
it would be just you and me

additional vocals by @dshayaltez

DRIFT

prod by @skrittzy 
additional guitar :Marki
(VERSE1)
Troubled young teenagers
Heart speeds like a racer
Feeling so sick cause I fell for a heartbreaker..
I just want things to move faster 
But in the end it doesn’t matter
Thrifiting at my Savers
Young boy paper chaser
Running so fucking fast guess I’ll see you later
I just want things to move faster
but in the end it doesn’t matter.

(HOOK)
No regrets,
Reminiscing good times
Made it through the bad times
Baby that’s how life rolls
Maybe thats how I’ll go
(VERSE2)
Rolling Stone Magazines,
Sipping bit of codeine,
Bumping Channel Orange by Frank Ocean on CD,
Im just feelings things slowly 
But sometimes I don’t even know me.
I smoke in my Calvins
money ill counting
Star is on my mountain lost my soul Im drowning
Im just feeling things slowly
But sometimes I don’t even know me.

(HOOK)
No regrets,
Reminiscing good times
Made it through the bad times
Baby that’s how life rolls
Maybe thats how I’ll go..

(ENDING)
Can we pretend?
Can we pretend?
I hope you feel the same..

speedracer ☆ ★

LYRICS
(VERSE1)
why did things end up like this? 
is it the universe?
temporary happiness
am I cursed?
can you bring me back from the dead?
is that chance for reverse?
trying every day to get better, but things end up for worse
restraining myself from yelling at the top of my lungs
regretting every bit of part of me
where's the love?
where's the love?
need seven minutes in heaven to feel less stress
a goner feeling more than fucking less
where's the love?
where's the love?
(hook)
get away from the pain , 
need to restrain
no I'm not ok.
fuck this pain
 running away,
 living the rage 
dont want to feel insane.
(verse 2)
no-one understands that I sacrificed everything, I dont know
while the world goes round why should anyone care that Im sad inside
here we go,
into my zone
walking this road alone
almost home
here we go,
into my zone
walking road alone
almost home

GONER

prod by @skrittzy

(HOOK)
Do you even think of me?
When you're all alone inside your own reality?
Do you miss my company?
When you toss and turn up at 3 trying to get some sleep
(VERSE)
No grip losing control
I can't feel my soul
drowning in my sadness
I can't see what happened
Spirit in person she got me entranced
Pyramids burning eyes of a serpent
Written in curses, all her energy surpassed 
Drifting in circuits , theres no turning back
Is she really working?
Is she really working?
Pretty girls don’t light up their own cigarettes
Looks in every mirror just to see her silhouette
Mind like Juilliard , she’s an intellect 
Black silk stockings you’re my Juliet
I've seen the darkness its endless
It's endless 
I've seen the darkness, its endless, its endless, its endless....

THE GIRL WITH THE RED HORNS

prod by @skrittzy
(I️ love you speedracer <3)

Here we are again 
At crossroads on dead-ends
Won’t think of you of any less 
We’ll figure out the rest
We used to be so inseparable 
When I️ die please don’t let go 

(Hook)
FAREWELL MY LOVE 

Tired of feeling like this
What’s the hardest part of this?
Intersections , moving fast 
Some nights I️ don’t feel I️ won’t last 
Fill my head up with some lead
I️ dont care if it’s selfish 
Backwood burning sensation
Will you be my addiction ?
I’ll let you have your moment
At least I️ wont play pretend

LET'S SMOKE HEARTS TOGETHER 💔

THE ONE AND ONLY

✰ mylifeisoverparty@gmail.com ✰
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The Unknown.
The Iridescent Aurora Dimensional.
The Yearlys my yearly.
ミスフィット
magnetizing.

THE GIRL WITH THE RED HORNS

BENZO AMOR🏎🛞🏴‍☠️🏁🇺🇸

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