the story of love's bliss and pain, its hurt and the forgiveness learned.

these songs, a painting of the past 6 years of my life and its inexorable seasons..
childlike spring, and the swelling tears of touching the shore for the first time in forever.
and oh a long summer.. 
turning days and nights, and the turmoil of losing all my words
that all-encompassing silence of our fleeting mornings.. and the dear dream of a sun room in the heart of summer.
the taste of grace under scorching sun that only we got to know.
the world was our garden and the skies read like: I see you. i choose to see you.
our fall had to come, time and again.. and one last time truly.. asking have you really surrendered where you belong, like you subtly hum?
with bare lonesome branches, it's winter upon my timeless pine tree.

I wonder.. why do i sing at all? to feel what i feel. to keep believing that there's a way to love, timelessly..
recently, to lose myself in the paradox, to crash under the waves.. to accept that we're bound to hurt someone, humanly.

maybe.. to land on some ground, to walk again, and look around.

to lose everything, and keep a reminder that we're  all, one way or another, learning that it's all love.

this is timeless pine love.

-- 
lyrics are in each track's "Behind The Track"

Timeless Pine, Love

lyrics:

i surrendered all i know
to the path ahead

i have planted the dream i hold
just carry me to a night of rest

a heart has grown
of forgiveness alone in your light

all its life, for one thing learned
to receive, and, then die
it's alright

how many times have we fallen
to find the river bed

the only seed that's ever grown in my heart
you sowed

a heart has grown
of forgiveness alone in your light
all its life, for one thing learn
to forgive and then..
die

your heart
my song

just know

in this helplessness
in this helplessness
every good seed found

in this helplessness
lies the only secret..

A Heart

Death Bed

lyrics:

before you say a word
hear me please open your heart

i see a storm in your eyes
your voice still shaking oh

calm your racing heart beat down
why do your eyes still run away from mine

is it okay?
to make mistakes
what will your eyes say if i fall
should i accept it
just like fate
will you still recognize me when i'm not whole

the gardens planted in my chest
your sea of forgiveness their mother rain
come as you are upon the grass
come lay all the puzzles of the past

is it okay
to make mistakes
what will your eyes say if i fall
oh should i accept it
just like fate
will you still recognize me when i'm not whole

hold my hand let's plant roses in our chests
watch them grow in silence and watch the pain

it takes time to learn how to love ourselves
just be patient is all it asks

is it okay?
to make mistakes
what will your eyes say if i fall
should i accept it
just like the rain
just like the rain

this is your home
where forgiveness grows this is all we know

oh how i wish to be a skyline
that carries all your infant light at dawn
the light that once burnt your eyes
it's now a star in the skies

so follow me a while
till you foot steps outshine mine
i can't wait to chase your light

just take your time
take your time

Mistakes

lyrics:

i can hear your beating heart
the darkness of worry ebbs and flows

and yours are dreamer's eyes
painting visions of glory onto the light of day

and where are we
somewhere in our deep
gardening healing stories day by day

here's what i came to know
that family is the earth that grows
the colors in our souls
and brokenness inside
is only healed in love

put your hand in mine
sunshine will soon arrive
as we clear out the thorns above our heads

so let's face the sun and go
what if home feels that warm 
hold my hand on this climb
we'll reinvent all we've known

here's what my heart prays for
to transform the pain and all we've known
and hold each other whole
wherever wind may blow
we know we're loved

we know we're loved

all along there was fear 
dark and weary among what's dear
in this light i see it's only fear of me

thank god it's here
i found my tears, they changed my heart and crushed me clean
and the notes of love out grew this lifeless melody

here lies a dream so close
of hearts open wide
fall apart but still won't hide
they grieve in love to heal their faith
and trust in time

trust in time

oh i'm not afraid to love
let down all the guards
i'll sing when it's light and when it's dark
i'll sing it oh i'm not afraid to love
i'll sing it oh i'm not afraid to love
i'll sing it oh i'm not afraid to love

i'll sing it oh we know we are enough
we are enough

Not Afraid To Love

lyrics:

she said "i had to forge myself away from your stream"
she said i've stolen our dreams
and all the love you gave

almost forgot to tell you 
i never planned to sail
i guess i was afraid

late night, breaking down, fall of the earth to reach you
she said no apology can make up for your pain

i'll just pile the grave
why say it any way
i'll run out the same

your part is done, my dear
you must have needed a heart break
turns out it's a fiction i drown in with sunrise songs

curse a page of your heart from every hill on my way
who are you now?
No fucking answer to blame

these scars turned to thorns
i wish i could explain
there was no one else to stave

your part is done my dear
the play i'm writing won't ever be tamed
turns out it's a fictional town i loved you in
my pen is thundering out

oh garden hills you're just a poem now

you left me with fire in my hands
and my legs broke from running just to glimpse a time of healing

i'm alone
in the river now
and all the trails burned down
forgiveness nowhere found

Never Found

the song i dreamed to write, then sing no more.

lyrics:

hear, a million seasons hummed
the wordless nights
the murmurations,
heaving prayers
circling light

dear collect them with now,
we'll lose it all
it's time we sailed
our story starts at this foothill fire

finally, I can hold you tight
fnally, freefall the broken skies

and here it goes, my love
I'll sing the only song
I ever really dreamed to write

right here,
would you be my wife?
my crimson sky
cerulean pines
my window cracks I mend each night

don't fear,
put your hand in mine
this tranquil light
i smile for endless thunder storms beneath your eyes

I will always be here in this gaze
I was made for these broken skies

so here it goes love
It's my last blackbird song
building a home for the rest of time

here it goes again
Come seasons and then die,
I'll always be here roaming surrendered heights

we'll grow our thorns all out
like gardeners do or die
a lifelong wanderer i am
the windows of you
my surrendered heights

Surrendered Heights

lyrics:

Writing songs
 to the moon
I don't know you,
why did you have to die

was lost in time
with no map
i've been roaming
is this broken light still mine

you're not the memory I had to let go
you're not the wilting dreams I had to stop caring for
you're a traveler now
you're a traveler now

so give the whole of your heart or none
a timeless pine, love
give the whole of your heart or none
a timeless pine, love

till the fields dry up
and the seasons stop

So i'm a traveller now
i'm a traveler now
running along the sting of your memory

So i'm a traveller now
i'm a traveler now
running along the sting of your memory

a timeless pine, my love
a timeless pine, my love
a timeless pine, my love

lyrics:

what does the heart know
that the mind can't decide
the truth of love
it knows your eyes

your beautiful face
oh the moon light glow
your rivers of silent grace
a memory deep in my soul

slip in
open your wings

oh i felt you in my bones
before i felt you to my skin
oh i've been here before
this place feels like home

what does the dream know
in my closed eyes grew meadows of your light
the golden rays in your hair
sing i believe in love

slipped in
opened these wings

oh i feel in my bones
it's like i feel you to my skin
oh i've been here before
this place feels like home

born too soon, along the harvest moon
born too soon, along the harvest moon

born too soon,
my dearest harvest moon

Ayla

:: this song just hit me so hard , i'm never tired of it ::
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- lyrics :   
I'm sorry,
Can't make your party
I'll be busy burning

And I'm afraid
I'd kill your lover
While your back was turned

Oh

So this is where you wanted to be
And it's a goddamn shame that you're not here with me
And I can't see your face anymore
But if I could, it wouldn't look like before
Look like

The thought of your hands
On his chest
Makes my stomach itch

And I see pictures now
Of the two of you
And it makes me sick

Oh

Damn, I love you
Damn, I love you
Damn, I love you
Damn, I love
Damn, I love
Damn, I love
Damn, I love
You

Party Song - Keaton Henson [Cover]

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