You know we could reach the sun
With everything we've done
And the help of everyone
But then, they say it's just a game
Round and round again
Until we go insane

But I won't let this life
Knock me down or make me cry
Twelve years ago I thought things were right
Still I find my way

Their upstairs now, don't speak
This way we can feel free
Wake up and make up
This world is done, yet I'm holding on

But I won't let this life
Knock me down or make me cry
Twelve years ago I thought things were right
Still I find my way

Listen to things go around in your head
Never really know, it's all blinding me
Listen to it all fall apart
Never really know if it was all just a dream

But I won't let this life
Knock me down or make me cry
Twelve years ago I thought things were right
Still I find my way
But I won't let this life
Knock me down or make me cry
Twelve years ago I thought things were right
Still I find my way

Lost in Thought

Won't Let This Life

Before You Know It

More on this 590th weekly Disquiet Junto project, Concrète Roots (The Assignment: Make music combining field recordings and feedback), at: https://disquiet.com/0590/

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Fieldback (disquiet0590)

Diamonds and music...both can be shimmering and sparkling when enlightened by inspiring light.

Shimmering Diamond

Delighted once again to work with my good friend and Magnificent composer/master of Mixing  Fiona Greasley  AKO Electrometis
https://soundcloud.com/fiona-greasley

This is Chapter 4 of our Elvenland saga. Hope you enjoy :)

Devastated by Gildor's failed attempt to help her escape from the castle, Raewyn begins her own search for freedom. She discovers a small lever set into the wall in the far corner of the tower. As she pulls the lever, a hidden door opens creakily and she finds herself in a dark passage, water dripping from the roof. The end of the passage opens up into a large cavern, with a mysterious golden light shining in the distance - A Portal! But does it lead to good or evil?
Find out in Elven 5 😆

John Buckle: Synths, Mood Sound Layering
Electrometis: Original composition, mix/master
Vocals: Ghosthack

Free download if you like it :)

Thank you for listening ♥

Elvenland 4 - The Portal (feat. Electrometis)

How many hearts can one ribcage hold?
How many minds one skull?
How can I find you so desolate, so cold,
And so beautiful?
What orients this needle of gold
Is it God’s or Gravity’s pull?
This love I fear
The kind of love that turns you into a deer
All I know is I don’t wanna die here

I want to ask her: “Don’t you ever get bored?”
The winter never seems to end
I watch her eat the same meal every night
Sing the same old songs with the same old friends
My horizon is one bar away
In every measure the question again:
Will the snows ever clear?
The road back home has all but disappeared
All I know is I don’t wanna die here

Another blizzard, batten everything down
We’re at the edge of everything now

O that big old mountain towers over the town
Like the Devil’s own horn
The jagged peak carves a wound in the clouds
Heaven’s underbelly torn
If I’m here when the Angels spill out
They’ll find me among the broken & forlorn
O this place is so weird
And it gets weirder and weirder every year
All I know is I don’t wanna die here.

Ample & Bold

Hold still now
I’m trying to figure it out
There are many voices inside this room
But not clear enough to make out

What’s that there
In the corner of my eye
They are moving all around this space
But not clear enough to make out

You should of communicated
And words are so fuckin dangerous
Unstable forms of interpretation

You say something I don’t hear
You say something I don’t hear
You say something I don’t hear
You say something I don’t hear

You should of communicated 
And words are so fuckin dangerous
Unstable forms of interpretation
You should of communicated

Liminal Echoes

Voices

I feel low
You can’t see it
So much inside
And I can’t heal it

But then you say to me
Whatever you need to face
And then it’s all on me
Nothing remaining but pain

Was I right or am I wrong
Somehow I am feeling low

I feel empty
You can’t feel it
Too little inside
And I can’t feed it

But then you say to me
Whatever you need to face
And then it’s all on me
Nothing remaining but pain

Was I right or am I wrong
Somehow I am feeling low

Was I right or am I wrong
Somehow I am feeling low

There’s no one to talk to
There’s nowhere to walk to in here

There’s no one to cry on
There’s no one to rely on in here

There’s no one to talk to
There’s nowhere to walk to in here

There’s no one to cry on
There’s no one to rely on in here

Sad and Low

Sad And Low

Tie me to the ground
So I won’t blow away
Hold me in your arms
Wipe my fears away
Because it’s getting very hard
It’s getting harder every day
I feel like I am falling down

I need something real
To feel alive
I’m not made of steel
I’m lost inside

Hold me in your arms
So I can be disguised
Let me feel the pleasures
That you hold inside
Because it’s getting very hard
It’s getting harder every day
I feel like I am falling down

I need something real
To feel alive
I’m not made of steel
I’m lost inside

Tie me to the ground
So I won’t blow away

Lost

If it's Good Enough for Them

Instrumental neoclassical electric-acoustic.

Shared on October 5th 2023 inspired by this poem:

"Disappearing
snow on mountain peak
unfurls a rainbow"

Music composed and performed by DD

Electric guitars
Electric bass
Acoustic guitar
Analog Synth

Haiku by Sôen Nakagawa
Picture by Mateus Campos Felipe

@naviar-records

A Rainbow (naviarhaiku509)

My Lost Remedy is an indie alternative rock band that delivers powerful and emotive performances. The band has been making waves in the music scene with their dynamic sound and honest lyrics.

With influences ranging from classic rock to modern alternative, My Lost Remedy has crafted a unique sound that is both nostalgic and fresh. Their music is characterized by driving rhythms, soaring guitar riffs, and haunting melodies that stay with you long after the song has ended.

The band's lyrics explore themes of heartbreak, loss, and self-discovery, drawing from personal experiences to create a deeply relatable and cathartic listening experience. Whether performing on stage or in the studio, My Lost Remedy is known for their raw energy and passionate performances that leave audiences wanting more.

The band recently released its first and second full-length albums under collaboration with accomplished Times Square producer Mike Wuerth (Long Island Sound Studios), known for his previous studio work with prodigious Grammy Award-winning artist John Legend.

Since their formation, My Lost Remedy has built a dedicated fan base and garnered critical acclaim for their music. With each release, the band continues to push the boundaries of alternative rock and cement their place as one of the most exciting acts in the genre.

Lost

My Lost Remedy

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