OUTA 52 DEMOS

this song is about u

cover photo taken by: Mary Berris

electric gooey and bass: Stephen DeWitt

all of my music exists because of Stephen DeWitt. Once that man uploads music, everyone will see that I am the student and he is the master. 

honestly sad bc i feel like I could do more with this song but I must move on. its jussa demo. ill be back for u someday. 

3/52

4/52

one of my favs 

BASS: Stephen DeWitt

COVER: Dalton Stephens

lyrics:

[intro]
The same height but in this room
Im growing
Im growing

Who am I to tell you my worth 
You’re going
You’re going to 
Move

[verse 1]
It doesn’t matter
You dont need familiar faces
Its all in the phases

You really matter
I dont really know how to save this
But all ide just say is

[pre]

Ide fall in love with you
In all the cool places 
No need to think it through were in the right places
Although my mind seems fine I know how to fake it 
I stored so much love for u but you couldn’t 

[chorus] 

Take it 
Got it weighing on my shoulders feel it in my soul
In man heart I have a hole
Fuck I guess
Ill just learn to fill it
Fake it
For a couple months and rekindle were not alone 
In your arms I found a home 
Its a mess
Ill just learn to fill it

[verse 2]

End of the phone call I catch myself I stall 
Staring at a pretty girl vibrant green eyeballs 
Used to be excited for the season the next fall 
Woulda got the great finds at goodwill the best hauls

Kinda sad no matter what if you text then ide call 
Sometimes look out for myself I weightlifting and I ball 
But other times i think of you and I say its my fault 
Cuz I could think of all the good and ide fall 

[pre]

Ide fall in love with you
In all the cool places 
No need to think it through were in the right places
Although my mind seems fine I know how to fake it 
I stored so much love for u but you couldn’t 

[chorus] 

Take it 
Got it weighing on my shoulders feel it in my soul
In man heart I have a hole
Fuck I guess
Ill just learn to fill it
Fake it
For a couple months and rekindle were not alone 
In your arms I found a home 
Its a mess
Ill just learn to fill it

[outro]
The same height but in this room
Im growing
Im growing

Who am I to tell you my worth 
You’re going
You’re going to 
Move

fill it

5/52

🍋 🍋 🍋 

written and produced by: jolo

bass by: stephen dewitt 

cover taken by: dalton stephens




[verse 1]

this ones hard to swallow
Were back in the shallows
I feel like an asshole just thinking about you 
im just bitter without you

Im one to hold on to 
Im not that anymore
Im one to move on to 
Im not that anymore
Cuz you said you and I are together you see it
Sucks im not that convenient 

[chorus]

All of this is as expected
I got time and I reflected 
All the words that you had said and 
left me bitter in the back 

i was lucky i was gifted 
by your laughter and your presence (presents)
all of this is as expected 
left me bitter in the back 

All of this is as expected
I got time and I reflected 
All the words that you had said and 
left me bitter in the back 

i was lucky i was gifted 
by your laughter and your presence (presents)
all of this is as expected 
left me bitter in the back 

[verse 2]

I want to hold on to you
but actions call for honesty and truth 
so tell me why you’re long gone away from my room
fuck the pain i went through 

[bridge]

There’s no more see you later
On the run dont need a chaser 
All the love on the paper 
But I still feel like im a hater 

[chorus]

All of this is as expected
I got time and I reflected 
All the words that you had said and 
left me bitter in the back 

i was lucky i was gifted 
by your laughter and your presence (presents)
all of this is as expected 
left me bitter in the back

bitter

6/52

written and produced by: jolo

artwork: ryann huebner

background vocals: stephen dewitt

[intro]

i kinda felt like
the laughter would never end 
(it would never end)
but that’s okay right? 
i’m just in disbelief and i’m
relieved and i 

[chorus]

can’t believe i met you gems 
i’m blessed
feels like my life time friends 
ill go to the night and make amends
and then what’s next 
the tattoos hence the gems hence the gems 

[verse] 

thank the universe for that night and the clean play 
(we so could cuz)
it’s by house we could swim under the moonlight on the dark blue lake 
this shit feels so real cuz
there’s no room for us to be so fake 
but white lies are so fun to make 
with the people i adore ill say  

[pre]

i kinda felt like
the laughter would never end 
(it would never end)
but that’s okay right? 
i’m just in disbelief and i’m
relieved and i 

[chorus]

can’t believe i met you gems 
i’m blessed
feels like my life time friends 
ill go to the night and make amends
and then what’s next 
the tattoos hence the gems hence the gems 

[chorus]

can’t believe i met you gems 
i’m blessed
feels like my life time friends 
ill go to the night and make amends
and then what’s next 
the tattoos hence the gems hence the gems

thankful i met u gems <3 life's a MOOOOOVIE

gems

priceless

written and produced by: jolo

[chorus]

point across
I caught the message
boy you're not 
all that worth it
you're stored among (yea)
all the puracheses 
I saw my time its
jus so priceless

[verse 1]

I lost my mind 
in the month of august 
I found myself falling
(not for my time) not for my time
(that's not right) its enough to be causing
for me to be roughing it out

[pre]

on the days I should enjoy (should enjoy)
all myself my pride and joy (pride and joy)
ill fill the spot not a decoy (a decoy)
I scored so much don't need the 

[chorus]

point and news across and i
I caught the whole message (message)
boy youre not as much and you're
not that worth it (worth it)
youre stored away among (yea)
all of the purchases 
I saw my time its 
just so priceless

[verse 2]

I got good finds (got good finds)
I got an eye for the people
surrounded in my good life
remember times (member times)
back when I felt no where lost but I feel grateful to just be alive

[pre]

on the days I should enjoy (should enjoy)
all myself my pride and joy (pride and joy)
ill fill the spot not a decoy (a decoy)
I scored so much don't need the 

[chorus]

point and news across and i
I caught the whole message (messege)
boy youre not as much and you're
not that worth it (worth it)
youre stored away among (yea!)
all of the purchases 
I saw my time its 
just so priceless

point and news across and i
I caught the whole message (messege)
boy youre not as much and you're
not that worth it (worth it)
youre stored away among (YEA!)
all of the purchases 
I saw my time its 
just so priceless

[bridge]

priceless
ill just save up fine
ill fill my cup right
pay for my time im

priceless
ill just save up fine
ill fill my cup right
pay for my time bitch im

priceless (ill save up a ton)
ill just save up fine (ill fill the cup fill the funds)
ill fill my cup right (ill look at me jus for fun)
pay for my time (dont need the past now im done)
bitch im

priceless (ill save up a ton)
ill just save up fine (ill fill the cup fill the funds)
ill fill my cup right (ill look at me jus for fun)
pay for my time (dont need the past now im done)
bitch im


this song is about no one besides me n my worth 

thanks for listening <3

priceless

written and produced by: me

lyrics:

[verse 1]

its still warm feel summer times
all leaves no clouds its all blue sky
all one side I feel alright
the feelings I can't describe
wakin up in the mornin woah 
cannot believe where we arrived
with you I feel so foreign cuz I have a nervous lovers mind

do u wanna get real high 
get caught snackin in the middle of the night 
so comfy yet im feeling really shy
I feel that good I feel that fine
I find myself pink blushing always when you blow a kiss towards I
I could just look at you all day cuz it is sucha pretty sight 

[pre]

im drawing a blank here
I got a wave of fear
the most this year
a wave of fear
the most this year

[chorus]

im in no rush 
we could stop and smell the tulips
fuck im scared got me actin kinda tough
bc no ones ever made me blush

im in no rush 
we could stop and smell the tulips
fuck im scared got me actin kinda tough
bc no ones ever made me blush

[verse 2]

I see the color n I see the vibrance 
shit fuck all the gaps and were fillin the silence 
but we dont need talking if you see through my lense 
im lookin @ u dont need nothin im content 
ill be w you from the sunrise to sunset 
from the beginning its sucha fun concept 
there is no pressure n there is no wrong step 
paint the fingers sunny day on a lawn bed

didnt think I would carve this year
I met you I got blessed my dear 
i got the glasses off its so clear 
that ur so sweet and ur sincere 
i got a wave of fear 
fuck im drawing a blank here

[pre]

im drawing a blank here
I got a wave of fear
the most this year
a wave of fear
1234

[chorus]

im in no rush 
we could stop and smell the tulips
fuck im scared got me actin kinda tough
bc no ones ever made me blush

im in no rush 
we could stop and smell the tulips
fuck im scared got me actin kinda tough
bc no ones ever made me blush

[outro]

its still warm feel summer times
all leaves no clouds its all blue sky
all one side I feel alright
the feelings I can't describe
wakin up in the mornin woah 
cannot believe where we arrived
with you I feel so foreign cuz I have a nervous lovers mind

thanks for listening <3

blush

9/52

Written and produced by: jolo

Cover taken by: Stephen dewitt

Lyrics:

[verse 1]

Am I driving wrong?
Dont really know which way
you can choose the song 
jus tell me ill press play

Our sweaty palms 
on a red and yellow day
we walk upstream uphead 
not knowing which 
way to 

[chorus]

Go
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you

[verse 2]

The trees shine so bright 
From all the sun rays
We walked through the scary hotel 
And its miniature maze

You were my favorite film shot of the day
Can’t wait to get it developed to say

[pre]

That was our day in Estes 
Almost got arrested
If you asked me again
Ill show up well rested 
To

[chorus 2]

Go
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you

[verse 3]

Carmel apples on a riverside for two
We got to the side and I had to think it though

And still I jumped two fences 
Thought it was impressive
Cuz I was so nervous
Jus standing next to you

[pre]

That was our day in Estes 
Almost got arrested
If you asked me again
Ill show up well rested 
To

[chorus 3]

Go
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you
Oh 
It feels so golden with you

golden

written and produced by: jolo

lyrics:

at search in a haystack
a needle Ill find for you
ask me to start a torch
ill start a thousand or two

sit out on the porch
with our slippers as our shoes
dye my hair the color
so you never feel the blues

the bottoms are raising
with a skirt and a twirl
enjoying our laying
our bodies are curled
start anything with you
ill give it a whirl 
like you do mine
ill try to light up ur world

the bottoms are raising
with a skirt and a twirl
enjoying our laying
our bodies are curled
start anything with you
ill give it a whirl 
like you do mine
ill try to light up ur world

10/52 

thank u for listening <3

very excited for the full version

to light up ur world (demo)

written and produced by: jolo

11/52

lyrics

edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today
edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today

got a mullet and a nose in my ring
I be throwin a fit on at three in the mornin 
the neighbors be screamin
the neighbors be horny
they screaming to daddy
parental control please
you should believe in yourself 
all the trust
at the end of the day 
no one else all the shit 
all the shit that you seen 
you can't tell all the way 
holidays
and only time can really tell 
so
edit me 
say I do fake carts and ketamine 
better please yourself with what is embarrassing 
then you can do one thing and please tell me 
so I can laugh from the gut and the tummy

edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today
edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today

when my head flys that’s a sign 
My chest is tight 
When I self doubt cuz
You might be right 
Of all the assumptions 
You have about me 
Can you please 
Just tell me what you see of me
When you have the thoughts when you drink 
I could just stop look stare at me but i don’t know who that is 
how could you?

edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today
edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today

edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today
edit me and show me what you just made
just so I can not be that person today







11/52

edit me

12/52

made dis like six years ago. fr. 

WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY: JOLO

BASS: STEPHEN DEWITT

Lyrics:

[chorus 1]

Please just help me quit
Got no fucks left to give
Dont really wanna say im sorry 
Cuz half of the time they’re just so damn rude

Please just help me quit
Got no fucks left to give
Dont really wanna say im sorry 
Cuz half of the time they’re just so damn rude

[verse 1]

And I felt all this traction 
Took it away from me
Like it did with my fashion
Took it away from me

Know what im feeling workin a 9 to 5
I hope so when you come in next time 
maybe you can empathize

I stole a lot of different things 
and I got back my moneys worth 
Im sorry mom and dad but in the scheme of things  it could be worse

So im tired of the bitch fits
This shit is so not important 
Ill do so fast as my finger *snap*
So pls just help me just fuckin quit 

[chorus 2]

Please just help me quit
Got no fucks left to give
Dont really wanna say im sorry 
Cuz half of the time they’re just so damn rude

Please just help me quit
Got no fucks left to give
Dont really wanna say im sorry 
Cuz half of the time they’re just so damn rude

[bridge]

You should say im sorry 
You should say im sorry 
You should say im sorry 
You should say im sorry 

Im unable to 
I know that shits past me
But still got me sayin 

You should say im sorry

[chorus 3]

Please just help me quit
Got no fucks left to give
Dont really wanna say im sorry 
Cuz half of the time they’re just so damn rude

Please just help me quit
Got no fucks left to give
Dont really wanna say im sorry 
Cuz half of the time they’re just so damn rude

wrote dis song ab some rude ass people. 

enjoy! <3

im sorry

dis one was pre fun

written and produced by: me

13/52

lyrics:

allowed to be

allowed to be


broke one and I feel to my knees
I dont care if you're above me
its just not so wrong
you could have all the money
think its just funny to have a Ferrari 
its just not at all

I dream about 
ill clench my fists and shout (my doubts)
my doubts allowed to be free

allowed to be free
allowed free bruce lee
allowed to be free
allowed to be free

for my fathers sake
givin him a break 
and I know its hurting waiting for me give me just a little more time just a

I packed up the bags and fought with them 
no empathy of what I sought or did
im kicking it far like a soccer kid 
had me wishin a star
at the end of the day I
I get why possessive apostrophe
ill pay for my due my imposter fee
I think I could do what I want to be my doubts allowed and they wanna be free

am I self centered?
am I better off censored?
do I need a mentor?
for my fathers sake givin him a break and I know its hurting waiting on me give me just a little more time just a second

I dream about 
ill clench my fists and shout (my doubts)
my doubts allowed to be free
allowed to 

from them
to be 
allowed free bruce lee


am I self centered?
am I better off censored?
do I need a mentor?
for my fathers sake givin him a break and I know its hurting waiting on me give me just a little more time free bruce
am I self centered?
am I better off censored?
do I really need a mentor?
should I try to be more better?
am I self centered?
am I better off censored?
do I really need a mentor?
should I try to be more better?

ooooooo

FREE BRUCE LEE

14/52

lyrics
[chorus]
I feel like I’ve won and I bet ya (for how long?)

Since I threw that party n I met you (for how long?)

Has it been since I felt my best yet thriving

Spend all day relaxing youre my best friend darling 

[verse1]
We just spent 144 together

And we can dream bigger 

Our goals 

endeavors 

Feeling selfless like the strokes

And listen to the on and on

On and on and on and on and on 

This is what my favorite part it sounds like about time 
(On and on and on and on and on)
At the end of the day we did so damn much
(On and on and on and on and on)
Reflection on my nine lives
(On and on and on and on and on)
Todo nueve were so much fun 
(On and on and on and on and on)
Goes so fast lost all track of time is gone 
The game we are playin I got lucky on 
Cuz baby with you I know ive really won

[chorus]
I feel like I’ve won and I bet ya (for how long?)

Since I threw that party n I met you (for how long?)

Has it been since I felt my best yet thriving

Spend all day relaxing youre my best friend darling 

[post chorus]

Darling 
Darling 
Darling 

[verse2]

To yours or mine? I dont mind pls come over
Been that way since the last time in October 
Changed my perspective 
I found a lot of things respected 
Girl like the crochet im bettin
That my first try is pathetic 
But youre still empathetic
Remember when I messed up in a second
Remember all the nerves fuck I felt it
So glad for the future where were heading 
So glad you weren’t turned off by the bunk bed
And now you always there like you are my best friend

[bridge]

Youre the only attention I want to steal 
(Like you are my best friend)
I love the times, butts hurt with you, with you I feel 
(Like you are my best friend)
Youre the only attention I want to steal 
(Like you are my best friend)
I love the times, butts hurt with you, with you I feel 
(Like you are my best friend)

Has it been since I felt my best yet thriving

Spend all day relaxing youre my best friend 

darling 

[chorus]
I feel like I’ve won and I bet ya (for how long?)

Since I threw that party n I met you (for how long?)

Has it been since I felt my best yet thriving

Spend all day relaxing youre my best friend darling 

I feel like I’ve won and I bet ya (for how long?)

Since I threw that party n I met you (for how long?)

Has it been since I felt my best yet thriving

Spend all day relaxing youre my best friend darling 

this song is ab someone special <3

darling

demo 15/52!! 

written and produced by: me

cover art by: dalton stephens 

I had a lot of fun with this one..

16/52... OCT 27

hurdles

this song was a journey. it kinda makes me sad that its being released bc it meant a lot to me. 

demo number 16/52 - '10 days late!'

produced and written by me

an electric guitar part by stephen 

lyrics

hope it’s okay 
that it’s 10 days late 
no matter it’s special 
i’m finding the levels 
i will revel 
with you in my 

days with you
i don’t deserve all your time
oh how we have grown 
since us at the table 
exchanging our phones (and trends)  
with you i am so stable 

remember the time (when)
we met in the middle 
ill never forget 
the excitement 

but unlike then 
i’m struggling 
in this recession 
i 


don’t have alot of money 
ill try be super funny 
you to me is everything
and that’s what i want for you not me


i’m sad hear me out please 
i wanna buy cool expensive things
the ones that are so fancy 
bouquets so big one day ill be

oh so rich for u 
and you’ll see
ill buy the world 
the charge is free

forever plus one 
with you my girl 
ill buy the world 
that you deserve 

we’ll travel around 
explore the different towns 
i was lost then i found 
direction 

in you i love your sound 
your laugh and voice it’s bound 
that you’re my queen and crowned 
perfection

but right now shit
im strugglin 
in this recession 
i

don’t have alot of money 
ill try be super funny 
you to me is everything
and that’s i want for you not me

i’m sad  hear me out please 
i wanna buy cool expensive things
the ones that are so fancy 
bouquets so big one day ill be

enough to show
i dont like to be unreliable
id have to show you 
Our future, ill show you
My actions, ill show you
Wondering how im gonna prove it all to you
My actions ill show you

But right now shit
Im struggling 
In this recession 
i

don’t have alot of money 
ill try be super funny 
you to me is everything
and that’s i want for you not me

i’m sad  hear me out please 
i wanna buy cool expensive things
the ones that are so fancy 
bouquets so big one day ill be

so rich for u 
and you’ll see
ill buy the world 
the charge is free

forever plus one 
with you my girl 
ill buy the world 
that you deserve

thank you for listening <3

10 days late!

17/52☘️

written and produced by me

I wrote this song high as fuuuuuckkkkk

lyrics 

i don’t eat normally 

i need a green appetizer 

i don’t mean sprouts n beans

it’s heavy but it’s makes u feel lighter 

i feel motion sick

my eyelids look tight shut 

my thoughts are morbid 

but who am I to blame it on?

I got    tough luck

I put myself 

there

i could try help 

care

Too much im scared

Why cant I eat and I cant I sleep 

Oh its just cause I havent ingested my weed 

enhances but also creates codependency 

did it for work now my brain isn’t working 

Without it

Ive been feeling less without it 

I be on the edge without it

Its just the factofthematter I cant be sittin here with out it

i feel motion sick   

my eyelids look tight shut 

my thoughts are morbid 

but who am I to blame it on?

And I got

Four Tuesdays alls the same and Im 

Frightful paranoid every week how I 

Take it in, hold a breath, after realize that

And I got

Four Tuesdays alls the same and Im 

Frightful paranoid every week how I 

Take it in, hold a breath, after realize that 


I got    tough luck

I put myself 

there

i could try help 

care

Too much im scared

I got    tough luck

I put myself 

there

i could try help 

care

Too much im scared

And I got

Four Tuesdays alls the same and Im 

Frightful paranoid every week how I 

Take it in, hold a breath, after realize that 

thanks for listenin <3

TOUGH LUCK

DEMO 18 OUTA 52 🏠

this song is about many things about home. how im dealing with it, how I viewed it whilst growing up, and what I think about when I reminisce about home

I learned about bus's whilst making this one. a pivotal moment in time. 



lyrics :

[verse 1]
Less to talk about 
and
Less to relate upon 
Its not an endless fountain
that shit will dry away on 
To quote in quote out “the better things and to all the new faces”
That shit is only better if were in same places

[prechorus]
All my life 
I was searchin
For any reasons to go  
they’re excuses
 
[chorus]
i swear i’m not masochist 
but i think about the pain 
and all those times 
i’ve mastered it
i made through today  

[postchorus]
How come
Youre stressed
you made it there 
Have fun
Its best
Youre really there

[verse 2]
less to runaway from
realities upon us
even in the stories fiction 
I buy books just to pile on 
Just for looks and the vacation and all the 
same people
That shit can only be worse if were stayin static “were stuck in the same place” cuz all 

[prechorus]
All my life 
I was searchin
For any reasons to go  
they’re excuses
 
[chorus]
i swear i’m not masochist 
but i think about the pain 
and all those times 
i’ve mastered it
i made through today  

[postchorus]
How come
Youre stressed
you made it there 
Have fun
Its best
Youre really there

thank you for listening <3 

onto the next!

HOME

19/52 :)

[VERSE 1]

Hit my head its ironic cuz im not tall not a long fall 
Best believe im full of shit cuz Im not different from you all 

Guess I got a choking kink
cuz internet got me in a choke hold

I am not excited for trash pics 
Cuz That is garbage ill throw out in a bit

I dont like chores 

But its effortless

Choose you dont have a choice   

You cannot just quit. 

Minecraft with the boys

I need some iron nic

Hehe get it? Cuz nevermind

My jokes corny when I think about it

everyone thinks im funny I doubt it   

They laughin at my awkward typa way 

What if that’s me 

You should do that bit boy every day 

What if that’s me

[CHORUS 1]

Confidence followed by insecurities 

Ill embarrass myself just to cringe and please

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me 

[VERSE 2]

You might think its a coincidence but its ironic 

You should google it

I learned about it when I went to school

Learned thing or two 

Bits and that. 

And that was about it

scored a medal of rides from home and school 
  
Never to fill a tank im sorry to the ones who did that you are cool 

one day take your car 

fill it up 

to the brim 

Im glad for the friendship 

phone randomly always showin past featured pics 

[CHORUS 2]
  
Confidence followed by insecurities 

Ill embarrass myself just to cringe and please

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me 

[OUTRO]

Confident im insecure
  
Dont have the feet for a pedicure 

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me  


Confident im insecure
  
Dont have the feet for a pedicure 

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me  


thank you for listening <3 it has been a while and ive missed it. onto the next - 20/52: my 5 cents

ironic

20/52 :)

written and produced by me

lyrics:

verse 1

Ill be there for you
When you hurt and I heal
Its mended right around your neck 
Fragile pink and steal  

our love
Every day love 
Right above your O N shirt
Its all your heart that I feel

chorus 1

I feel ive been there before
I see your point of view
I hear your brightest or 
The darkest parts of you

I copy taste your thoughts all on  
im not letting go 
I smell makes me hold on
And im not letting go

verse 2

I hope you see through my lens in  
For you throw my only 5 cents in 
Im Second to last like why?
I emptied pockets and I 
I dont have a lot on me, 
My pennys are all I got
think outloud my thoughts with you 
My pennys are all my thoughts 

they are numb
but with you I feel ive I feel I’ve
Ive been there too I feel ive I feel I’ve

chorus 2

I feel ive been there before
I see your point of view
I hear your brightest or 
The darkest parts of you

I copy taste your thoughts all on  
im not letting go 
I smell makes me hold on
And im not letting go

bridge

maaaan
why would I be by myself girl 
it is a riddle im solving the sentence
shit bruh
I dont know who that I tell
you is always there when I thrown my 5 cents in 

chorus 3

I feel ive been there before
I see your point of view
I hear your brightest or 
The darkest parts of you

I copy taste your thoughts all on  
im not letting go 
I smell makes me hold on
And im not letting go

my 5ive sens

written, produced, and arranged by jolo

DEMO 21 OUTA 52

lyrics:

Saw a line of birds
Above me without care
Didn’t need the words
Sign of the times 
Its spoken to you there

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Lets just ask
How long were u there?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Its not very
Fair to me just ask 
How long were u there for me honestly 
Its not very fair

Saw a detailed bird 
Thought it would be different
Wasn’t from the rest 
Sign of the times
The past and the current

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Lets just ask
How long were u there?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Its not very
Fair to me just ask 
How long were u there for me honestly 
Its not very fair

Its just a normal occasion for you
If it was formal
Still can fancy time for two 
Im down for the ride
Dont consider my time
Its familiar 
Follow the signs
Its been happening 
2008
In the moment so confused
Closure woulda been great
Now I got it
Dropped the keys
And she wasn’t afraid 
Had to leave just to party
Had to split up my bases
And it was kinda cool cuz two house didn’t feel fair
Advantage was my mindset but trauma still is buried there

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Lets just ask
How long were u there?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Its not very
Fair to me just ask 
How long were u there for me honestly 
Its not very fair

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Not me

dis one is bit vulnerable but how else are u supposed to express yourself?

thank you for listening, love u guys <3

birds

demo 22/52 - phenomenon

written and produced by: Jolo
lead guitar: Clay Kauffman
piano: Jack Wickstrom
background vocals: Nathan Bledsoe and Stephen DeWitt

thank you for listening <3

Lyrics:

[VERSE1]
Youre not important (you’re not very important)
Its not so easy (its not so easy)
No need to force it (No need to push it you’ll just force it)
Jus watching replays 
replays

[PRE1]
A different person 
You been on and on
On the search of the next version 
phenomenon 
I bet its worth it 
Cuz youve been gone so long 
Lets find the fun with overalls that are 
finely wrong 

[CHORUS1]
Off the trail
Givin em hell 
Im just as well 
As you can tell
You can just tell me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 

[VERSE2]
Just hold your horses
Its not so easy 
You need to store shit 
No watching replays 
No replays 

[BRIDGE]
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him

[PRE2]
A different person 
You been on and on
On the search of the next version 
phenomenon 
I bet its worth it 
Cuz youve been gone so long 
Lets find the fun with overalls that are 
finally wrong

[CHORUS2]
Off the trail
Givin em hell 
Im just as well 
As you can tell
You can just tell me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 

was way too precious at the end. I just wanted it to be perfect. still not exactly where I want it to be but it still bangs. onto the next

phenomenon

all songs written, produced, and arranged by jolo

i've challenged myself to create 52 demos.

i have made 22 of those demos so far. 

at the end of this journey, i hope to choose a collection of demos, redo them, and release them on all platforms. 

for now 
23/52 - out soon