[intro]
Man this must be the hardest thing ever for me 

I know Im not alone in it but feel like it 

It's unreal you know

Love you momma 

[verse]
The loss of my mother got me feeling different 
Contemplated suicide 
but couldn’t pull the trigger 

So I drowned myself in liquor 
hope it took me quicker
But when I woke up in the morning 
I was feeling sicker (damn)

Tried to call my hittas to get my feelings out
Got sent to voice mail 
They was out on they paper route 

When the brain is traumatized 
who heals the king (who)
Who says it's ok
And that it's all a dream (who)

But more like nightmare 
My momma not here 
And mad at you know who 
Cause it's not fair 

Smile on my face to see my ex is calling 
But when she hung up
My eyes went right back to bawling 

Thinking bout all the times that we ever had
And moments never had 
And now won't get chance 

just released a book
And can't celebrate 
And if in being real
Shit it's just another day

I'm feeling like my character Blank
No emotions involved (none)
I'm talking none
No fucks at all (none

And I know that ain't the way be
But he took my short round from me 

Trust I'm all man 
But my momma's boy 
I thank God for my daughter 
She's my only joy

momma sister worried bout me 
Checking on me everyday 
Making sure that I'm ok 
She say that all she do is pray

Taking care of my mother affairs 
Cause emotional flares 
I'm breaking down 
And ain't nobody here

I know life is for the living 
That's the shit they say (I heard it before)
Like when he giveth 
He can taketh away (now I see it)

My soul is crying 
But my hearts beaten 
Trying to stay focused
And keep my mind on leading 

Nobody cares
They got pain of their own 
Just to hear her voice 
I still call her phone 

Her Voicemail stay on repeat
And it sound so sweet
Dear momma 
Look down on me

I digest the weed 
Just to help me sleep
And hope that I see you in my dreams 
Please

[Goapele]
Leaving all my fears to burn and die
Push them all away so I can move on
Closer to my dreams

[outro]
Man I can't believe it took this to get me back on the mic 

I put it down years ago 

But I'm trying to find a way to put my brain at peace 

So I had to get back 

Rest in peace momma I love you 

Make sure you come visit me in my dreams 

Until we meet again

Come See Me In My Dreams

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