Album #4 this album is only being released currently through SoundCloud. I’m giving my fans a first taste at why I’m so sick and mainly it’s my brain it’s all these parts that come together in my mind that are CompartMENTAL! Just like the word I am….. broken down and bits of pieces of it. ENJOY 🤒🤘

CompartMENTAL

My guitar cover for the song "Hypnotize" by SYSTEM OF A DOWN.
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHzq9keEMHM
Backing track: https://www.guitarbackingtrack.com/play/system_of_a_down/hypnotize_(2).htm

System of a Down - Hypnotize

Hide - Juice Wrld

From Zero

IGYEIH

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers🤘
So me and my friend were discussing this song and listening to what I had released and we both agreed that needed to be paid to of what it’s about was quite a Romeo Juliet tragedy of my life that I know if you have been listening since the first time I ever released this song as a demo to see if people would like it. I appreciate you still being a fan of this song and listening to it and I hope that we can continue to make this music journey a pretty memorable one fill out some things that maybe not all songs can reflect.
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Sincerely,

The Sickest Girl You’ll Ever Meet….

My Sick🤒Sunday 

Ps: I’d like to state that this is a song is ‘kind of a big deal’ because it marks pivotal time in my life that really altered and shaped who I became not only as an artist or musician, but as a person. Your never the same after something like this happens to you that one day I will further explain in a book I’ve been planning and preparing to write and have been in a way writing my whole life. From deep down inside the diaries of MY SICK SUNDAY’s broken record of a heart dysfunctional music box melody music. Stay tuned. ✌️

⸻ Written, Recorded and Produced By Stephanie Esperanza Dillon Raygor of My Sick Sunday MSS

8. YOUR TURN- by❤️‍🩹M.S.🤒S.

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Hey SoundCloud users and abusers 🤟it’s My Sick Sunday and it is a fucking Monday. Happy Metallica Monday to all of you. Hope you are having a good start to your work week and that you continue to with doing with whatever you’re doing school college whatever form of responsibility you have keep it up. You’re doing a good job just went to intensive outpatient treatment and so we’re living currently that is my update. Just messed around with some new sound packs on DPM app and also my very own Personal home studio my six Sunday studios here where I am currently living at. Hope you enjoy this little piece of an amateur rock stars portfolio/diary/madness/this song is called trapped inside my mind. I hope you can resonate with this sometimes with your thoughts and how they can ever be free flowing and just not letting them out and how much of a release and how healing it can be too let out what’s inside. Truly hope you enjoy this sincerely forever and always Stephanie of My Sick Sunday peace

Locked Inside My Mind by M.S.S.

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Hey SoundCloud user abusers 🤘it’s about to be My Sick Sunday 🤒here we go now! Just recorded a new track for y’all to listen to, so holler back, if you like love the new track. Hope everyone is enjoying this Spring weekend; the weekend before Easter Sunday. Thanks 4 listening! You guys are all the absolute shit! 💩 

This song had a lot of my new vibe I’m feeling out for My Sick Sunday finally sounding like how I want to sound. It Definitely has taken time, dedication, and patience to work my craft up to this point and I seriously hope you all enjoy it! Peace ✌️ 

Sincerely,

Stephanie of My Sick🤒Sunday 

P.S.: here are the lyrics to my new song below if you would like to follow along and listen be my guest I always loved doing that as well take care ❤️

Title: “Sunshine in Your Face”
(Grudge-style alt-rock / punk rock)
4-12-25
Written and Recorded By: Stephanie Dillon of My Sick Sunday 

[Verse 1]
Saw your face on the back of a dream
Lit up the dark like a sunbeam scream
Half a smile, caught in the rearview
Takes me back to the days I knew

[Pre-Chorus]
We were wild, we were wasted
Young hearts, untasted
Burned fast, left a mark
In the shadows of the spark

[Chorus]
Every time I see your face
It’s like sunshine in a sacred place
Bittersweet like the end of May
Memories that never fade away
You’re the echo in my veins
Running wild through an old refrain
I can’t outrun, I can’t replace
The sunshine I see in your face

[Verse 2]
Cracked sidewalks and laughter ghosts
Midnight vows we needed most
Songs we screamed from our rusted rides
Still live loud on the other side

[Pre-Chorus]
We were chaos, we were grace
Skinned knees and slow embrace
Held the moment like a knife
Cutting deep into our life

[Chorus]
Every time I see your face
It’s like sunshine in a sacred place
Bittersweet like the end of May
Memories that never fade away
You’re the echo in my veins
Running wild through an old refrain
I can’t outrun, I can’t replace
The sunshine I see in your face

[Bridge]
Can’t bottle time, can’t fake the light
But you show up in my sleep at night
With a laugh that breaks my guard
Like a punk song played too hard

[Breakdown - Screamed or Gritty Vocal]
You’re the ghost I never laid to rest
Ink-stained heart beating in my chest
Still I breathe you in like smoke
Still I wear the words we spoke

[Final Chorus]
Every time I see your face
It’s like sunshine in a sacred place
Bittersweet like the end of May
Memories that never fade away
You’re the echo in my veins
Running wild through an old refrain
I can’t outrun, I can’t replace
The sunshine I see in your face

[Outro – Soft, fading]
Sunshine… in your face…
Never fades… never fades…

⸻ Written, Recorded and Produced By Stephanie Esperanza Dillon Raygor of My Sick Sunday MSS

5. Sunshine In Your Face by M.S.S.

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers 🤘it’s fresh song Friday and here is something of a sick cool grunge rock girl sound of my style 😊  song I’ve whipped up for the very 1st track of my next album hope you enjoy and TGIF ❤️ -MSS ✌️

1. Everyone Always by MSS

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers, 🤘it’s yo girl laying a track straight fresh out cho’ way. This song is about putting up with a lot of bullshit in any situation or relationship and it goes so far as to become a childish war of just exactly how mother fuckin’ low you can go by yours truly ✌️🤒 MSS

Ps: lyrics below for your listening pleasure

“How Low… Can U Go!?”
(by My Sick Sunday)
Written on May Day 2025 by MSS
[Verse 1]
Woke up in the gutter of my mind again
Coffee cold, dreams sold, ain’t got no time.
Every mirror’s crackin’ — can’t look me in the eye
But I still fake a smile when I’m dyin’ inside

[Pre-Chorus]
Push me down, I’ll taste the floor
Scrape my knees just to want it more

[Chorus]
How low… can u go!?
When the world don’t wanna know
Screamin’ quiet in the undertow
Bite my tongue, let the venom flow
How low… how low…
Can u go!?

[Verse 2]
Used to be fire, now I’m just smoke
Faith like thread hangin’ by a joke
Tired of beggin’ for a piece of peace
They preach love, then call the police

[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me lies, make ’em sweet
‘Cause I’m still standin’ on busted feet

[Chorus]
How low… can u go!?
When the walls all start to grow
Trapped inside this shadow show
Lights out, but I still glow
How low… how low…
Can u go!?

[Bridge – Spoken/Whispered Screams]
How many hits ’til I turn to stone?
How many cries ’til I break this tone?
You watch me fall — just another show
But I rise… yeah, I rise… too low to know

[Outro – Soft & Raw]
How low…
Can u go?
(I’m not done…)
How low…
Can we go…?
(…’til we become undone?)
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Written, Recorded and Produced By Stephanie Esperanza Dillon Raygor of My Sick Sunday MSS

2. How Low Can U Go…by MSS

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“Pins & Needles”
(Lyrics)
(by Stephanie E. Dillon Raygor of My Sick Sunday)
Played w/grunge punk with a love-struck melody + chaos

Written on May Day 2025
By mss sick sunday
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[Verse 1]
I tiptoe on glass just to hear you breathe
My nerves are shot, but I won’t leave
Your touch is a blade — soft like a scream
I bleed for the moments you live in my dream

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[Pre-Chorus]
You’re the spark and I’m the wire
One kiss — and I’m on fire

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[Chorus]
Always walkin’ on pins & needles
You twist my heart like it’s thread in your fingers
Can’t fight back, no — you make me feeble
But I’d rather be yours
Even when it lingers—
Bloody.
But I love it.

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[Verse 2]
You say I’m crazy like it’s news to me
But I dance with the chaos so beautifully
I choke on the silence between your lines
But I swallow my pride just to call you mine

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[Pre-Chorus]
You’re the storm I beg to feel
Truth or poison — it’s all real

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[Chorus]
Always walkin’ on pins & needles
You twist my heart like it’s thread in your fingers
Can’t fight back, no — you make me feeble
But I’d rather be yours
Even when it lingers—
Bloody.
But I love it.

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[Bridge – Melodic & Haunting]
Tattooed in my veins, I feel your name
You pull the strings — I play the game
And every scream becomes a song
That I still sing when you’re long gone

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[Final Chorus – Big & Unhinged]
Still walkin’ on pins & needles
Every step’s a symphony of pain
But I wear it like a chain
You own me, love —
No rehab, no retrieval
Bloody.
But I love it.
(Yeah, I love it.)

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[Outro – Fading Melody & Whispers]
Pins… and needles…
Whispers… and bleeders…
I can’t fight back…
So I write you songs instead.

⸻ Written, Recorded and Produced By Stephanie Esperanza Dillon Raygor of My Sick Sunday MSS

3. xXxPins&NeedlesxXx by MSS

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Title: Cracked Mirror
(by My Sick Sunday)
Wrote Living in Treatment about being b4 TX Tuesday May 8th 2025

[Verse 1]
Woke up in a warzone — same four walls
Screamin’ at the silence that won’t take my calls
I bite my tongue ‘til it bleeds black and blue
Fake smiles crack, now I’m seein’ the truth

[Pre-Chorus]
They sell the cure with a brand new name
But I still feel the same
Twisted, wired, barely inspired
Feelin’ the itch of the flame

[Chorus]
Cracked mirror, don’t show me who I am
I see a ghost where I used to stand
Throwin’ fists at the sky, no plan
But I won’t break — I already ran

[Verse 2]
They say I’m bitter — yeah, maybe I am
But I tasted the lie in the holy scam
These polished thrones are built on bones
So I write my rage in microphone tones

[Pre-Chorus]
They package pain in a pretty pill
But I spit it out still
Punk soul, born to rebel
Built to rise from the kill

[Chorus]
Cracked mirror, don’t show me who I am
I see a ghost where I used to stand
Throwin’ fists at the sky, no plan
But I won’t break — I already ran

[Bridge]
Snap the chains, let ‘em see me raw
Flawed and loud with a rebel’s jaw
Scars ain’t shame — they’re how I heal
Bleedin’ truth with nothin’ to conceal

[Final Chorus]
Cracked mirror, don’t show me who I am
I see the fire now — I understand
Screamin’ loud with my broken band
We won’t break — this is where we stand

Written, Recorded and Produced By Stephanie Esperanza Dillon Raygor of My Sick Sunday MSS

4. Cracked mirror by MSS

Let You Fade

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers 🤘 it’s MSS here on my sick Sunday!  Oh yeah! Hope everyone is having a SICK AF SUNDAY I know I am! Here is a song to represent moving to a new sober home tomorrow! Wish me luck! This song is called “Someplace New” by Stephanie of ❤️My Sick 🤒 Sunday
Ps: peace and please ENJOY✌️GOD BLESS! 🙏🏼

Someplace New (unedited) by MSS

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers 

ONCE AGAIN…..ITS MY 🤒 SICK SUNDAY got the best of me again….AH-GAIN!

So lots happening living in my journey of recovery this weekend, made some HUGE progress and looking forward to how my future is going to pan out because I have a good feeling god’s mission and purpose for me is to spread the good news of the lord through song, and share it to those who desperately need to hear it. 

Thanks again for listening

WWJD what would Jesus do what would Jesus do!? I ask u ….God! 

Amen! 

Sincerely, 

Yo girl 

Stephanie of My Sick 🤒 Sunday

Ps: here is a fun freestyle voice warm up I devised/came up with recently just fuckin around on my guitar after just trying to get out my emotion of a recent heartbreak b4 the official breakup.

WARM UP-Ohhhh-Kay! And Away…by MSS

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers 🤘

It’s My Sick 🤒 Sunday where we at tho!?
Just chillin and wanting to share this next fun freestyle

Sincerely 

Stephanie 

Of My Sick 🤒 Sunday

Peace ✌️

🤘JAM (we collide)SESH❤️- wAmunson Audio and My Sick Sunday

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Hey SoundCloud Users and Abusers🤘
It’s officially once again…the sickest day of the week My Sick Sunday style here’s another jam for u to get through another shady Sunday afternoon ✌️ Caio 

❤️ENJOY

-MSS 
PS: Here the lyrics BELOW to the next song on my unreleased underground album CompartMENTAL  pss: Enjoy the next song on my fans only on SoundCloud SNEAK PEAK

🎸 Lots Thoughts – BY: Steph of My Sick 🤒 Sunday

Verse 1
Flashes in my head, can’t kill the light,
Crowds screamed my name, I owned the night.
Trophies turned to rust, memories bite,
Glory’s just a ghost when you’re losing the fight.

Pre-Chorus
Can’t slow down, this brain’s on fire,
Every win, every loss builds higher.
Echoes crash like broken glass,
The future bleeds into the past.

Chorus (Choir / Gang Vocals)
LOTS THOUGHTS — burn inside!
LOTS THOUGHTS — can’t divide!
ALL THESE VOICES — scream, collide,
LOTS THOUGHTS — never die!

Verse 2
Tragedy cuts deep, stitches don’t hold,
Warm nights turn black, victories cold.
My head’s a riot, can’t find the key,
Every crown I wore turned to thorns on me.

Pre-Chorus
Can’t shut down, this storm won’t sleep,
The highs, the lows, they cut too deep.
Pages torn, but the book won’t close,
The louder it gets, the less I know.

Chorus (Choir / Gang Vocals)
LOTS THOUGHTS — burn inside!
LOTS THOUGHTS — can’t divide!
ALL THESE VOICES — scream, collide,
LOTS THOUGHTS — never die!

Bridge (Slow / Heavy)
(Spoken-shouted, with feedback behind)
Glory… tragedy…
Laughing, screaming, haunting me…
The moments that I thought were mine…
Now they circle me, all the time.

Shouted:
“It never leaves me — never sleeps!”

Final Chorus (All-in, chaotic choir)
LOTS THOUGHTS — burn inside!
LOTS THOUGHTS — can’t divide!
ALL THESE VOICES — scream, collide,
LOTS THOUGHTS — never die!

Outro (Hard Stop)
LOTS THOUGHTS!

14. Lots thoughts By MSS

Be the Cowboy

Washing Machine Heart

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UPDATE 8/31/2023: LISTEN TO MY SICK SUNDAY'S 1st ALBUM, "UNMUTED" THAT IS OUT ON, Spotify, Deezer, YouTube, FB, Tiktok, Insta, etc AND WHEREEVER APPLE ITUNES ARE SOLD IN STORES NOW! ✌️😆
Thanks 4 ALL USER SUPPORT & 4 AWESOME FANS, AND OF COURSE THANKS 4 Listening Guys and Gals! 🥰.                                 💋PS: Y'ALL ROCK!🤘PEACE.✌️
HEY It’s STEPH-ANIE not STEP-ON-ME! Just an old school Cali Chick ready to shake it up and transform the way the world sees music! I took Piano Lessons when I was younger for many years and took Acoustic Guitar lessons for about 1 year. Also, can dabble a bit on the violin took just 1 lesson, and drums was my 2nd instrument; my Dad is a drummer, and Plays Electric Guitar. He taught me when I was a teenager growing up we had a Ludwig Drum Set with Zildgian Cymbals. My musical influences are a mix of old school Cali Mix of Rock N' Rap (love all kinds of music; appreciate all genres of music; I would say I'm musically well rounded). My Sister and I also performed at a fundraiser, called "The Eagles Cancer Telethon," a 24-hour straight show to help raise money for cancer research. In loving memory of our Aunt Kathy whom we never got to meet b/c of it. My other musical influence growing up was my Grandma Charlette, without her I would have never started playing piano! ALSO, CHOIR NERD ALERT was in my high school choir for both concert and performance, 'GO PANTHER'S!" LOVE learning from old school artists like The Beatles, Nirvana, OZZY! Sir Mix Alot, Ice Cube, Korn, P.O.D, Incubus, Staind, and Metallica baby; master of the puppets AND IRONMAN everyday LOL! Love also the new sounds and how music has evolved is kind of cool to hear what people come up with and come out with now adays!  BLUES ROCK CRYBABY!

8. YOUR TURN- by❤️‍🩹M.S.🤒S.

My Sick🤒Sunday

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