XMysticX - Promise Me (Prod. HeyyLotus)

I Dont Love You Anymore (Prod. Clvr)

The Shame ft. Misfortune (Prod. Zoni)

Up To Heaven ft. sadfiend (prod. noevdv)

[Lyrics]

Everything you said still scares me
I don't even know if you miss me
I'm all alone, you're not here with me
When you're not around, I'm always crying

You don't get along with the old me
When I used to get high, I just felt so free
You're not here, I want you with me
You're so much better than I could be

I still wonder if you miss me
And are you vibing with your posse
We don't get along and that's surprising
Open up my eyes and let it blind me

And I don't know where you could be
Could you be out there with your baby?
I really care and it scares me
When I close my eyes, you're here with me

Don't let me be alone with these voices
(Just hold me, just hold me)
Don't let me be alone with these voices
(Just hold me, just hold me)
Don't let me be alone with these voices
(Just hold me, just hold me)
Don't let me be alone with these voices
(Just hold me, just hold me)

Voices (Prod Frozy X M4ndume)

[Lyrics]

(X2)
I don't wanna be friends
Don't wanna see you again
Go live your life with him
You know that this is the end 

I want to move on,
Without you,
It's hard to,
But I try to,
Be happier,
Almost impossible
Nowhere unstoppable
Stuck in a hospital
Locked in a room with you
Depressing as a funeral
It's nothing inexcusable
The problem is disputable
The feeling isn't mutual
I think I'm delusional
It's nothing unusual (no)

I'm sorry
What do you want me to say
I'm sorry
I don't want you to stay
I'm sorry
But you want it this way
I'm sorry
That you tossed me away
I'm sorry 
Why do you want me to say
I'm sorry
Another heartaching pain 

#sad #emo #rock #alt 

I'm Sorry (Prod. Melone)

[Lyrics]

Don't let me leave
Don't let me breathe
Don't let me think
I'm on the edge
Please kill me~

Gun to my head
Aren't I dead
I'm nothing
I never was
I can't wait forever
I can't wait, wait, wait
I can't wait, wait, wait

Never coming home again
Never had too many friends
So many stories to tell
I can't wait to go to hell

You have fun with everyone
I can't wait to blow my brain
Wish I was your number one
Finally, I will break the chains

Numb my heart
Numb my pain
Numb my soul
Numb my face

Tell me what I need to change
Nevermind, I hate this place
You're still you, you're still the same
Shaped yourself, you're not ashamed

Don't let me leave
Don't let me breathe
Don't let me think
I'm on the edge
Please kill me~

Gun to my head
Aren't I dead
I'm not happy, I never was
I can't wait forever
I can't wait, wait, wait
I can't wait, wait, wait

I Can't Wait (Prod. Voidrave99)

𝐗𝐒𝐭𝐚̈𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐗 ft. 5adgirlsclub (Prod Longboystyle)

[Lyrics]

It's all my fault, I've ruined everything 
And it still hurts, the feeling's bittersweet
I should give up, he'll live longer than me
I spoke too much, I know I shouldn't speak
I have the option to no longer breathe
Wish I could ask him to run away with me
Apologize for disturbing your peace
I'm miserable and I am obsolete

And I miss the touch
But I try for what
He locked me out
I lost his trust
He still hates me
He still loves her
That's all he wants

Apologize For Disturbing Your Peace ft. 5adgirlsclub (Prod. 6astard)

[Lyrics]

Never ever trust a hoe
Never ever trust a thot
I've speedin' down the road
I've been tryna to speak to God
I don't wanna sell my soul
But I fear I'm gonna rot
Don't know what the future holds
I've been tryna pray a lot
I don't want this life I own
All my blessings being blocked

She don't call me anymore
I've been crying on the floor
She will never break my fall
I can hardly eat at all
And she said it's all my fault
I could barely breathe before
I can't sleep, my heart is sore
Watch my blood drip down the wall 

Never Trust Ft. Moneymaker666 (Prod. Livso)

Shake ft. FNBCaleb (Prod. Chrxme)

[Lyrics]

Keep my mouth shut, eyes closed
I speak nonsense, I know
Just discard me, disposable 
Keep me dosed and emotional

You wanna kill me, I know
Soaked in silence, die slow
I keep crying, uncontrollable
Keep me locked up, unapproachable

Pour my blood out
Drain me
Shoot my brains out
Chain me
Hanging by a rope
On a daily
Since I'm useless
You better waste me

I'm sick, end it right quick
Still in pain and you know it
Get the shovel, yeah, I need to dig
I should've known that I'd die like this

Excruciating pain
Led to a path astray
It'll never go away, again

Red flowers on a grave
Is it broken, is it sprained?
It'll never be the same, again

Disposable ft. FNBCaleb (Prod. GAXILLIC)

[Lyrics]

Floating like a ghost
I need you the most
And I wish I could fly away with you

Wander like a soul
Now I really know
Why I don't do the things I used to do

I'm really not bold
I just do what I'm told
Tear me down, it'll only take a few

I want pills until I'm dead
You live in my head 
I'm ready to do what I shouldn't do

Yeah, see my demons in the mirror
I should let them out of there
Eyes are heavy, I don't care
I know that they're never scared
Gory details, please don't spare
I'm used to death and despair
That will never change, I know, yeah

Take me there with you
In the afternoon
I can't stop gripping this noose
I guess I've always been doomed

Faulty parachute
What else can I do
Inhaling the fumes
I think it's best to listen to the news

Should've died with you
I'd happy to
You wouldn't have wanted me to
Living here's tightening the noose

What bullet should I use
I can't wait to shoot
You're a lucky few
You should all appreciate the view

You have a point
And I'm afraid
That I'll always
Be in pain

I would trade
My life away
You would sell my soul
Anyways

Noose (Prod. Zivo)

She/her 
♡20♡
⛤Let's shine together, forever⛤
"Living here's tightening the noose."

XMysticX

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