thank u for 1.3k <3

i knew that i was different from the start
from the start yea i knew that im a star (x2)
she saw my ig and she said im hard,
but irl im a loser, irl im a drug abuser, irl im an alcoholic
yea i told her that i cant stop it, my body's failing and i still cannot stop it
i've got some fake pills in my denim pockets
i cry like everyday yea i gotta mop it
my body's failing, i cannot stop it, my body's failing i cannot stop it
my life is failing i cannot stop it, uni im failing i cannot stop it
take a walk in the night see the stars out, found a val in my drawer i might pop it
drank so much that i might pass out, i dont care about money so i cop it
she saw my ig and she said im handsome, but in real life im too ugly
i got some great friends so im feeling lucky, i got some bad friends so im feeling lucky (x2)

she saw my ig (st47ic)

VERSACE (ME & SEEPY) #PARTYBOY

🙄🙄🙄 remix (xaviersobased)

thats a shame (444jet)

@mystical7778
@thirty7mins

single from da EP

2stay ft. phreshboyswag (thirty7mins)

what i love (occult14)

(https://soundcloud.com/mystical7778/what-i-love-occult14)

phreshboyswag - what i love prod occult14

phreshboyswag - VAMPIRE FT CLIP PROD OK

i failed By PhreshBoySwag (no speed up)

phreshboyswag - im w rain 432Hz Audio

[0:00-0:20] Intro
Hello? Who are you? Don't you know? BPD... I'm your DID...
[0:20-1:00] Verse 1
Look in the mirror and see who you are,
We are you helping you survive,
Can't trust the world we help you let go,
Burying the pain in amnesic memories.
You don't remember but we know all you hide,
Ten years passes with no memories of what I did,
15-17 nineteen to twenty nine years blank space no time no place no face.
[1:00-1:20] Chorus
Walking in a empty space I called my home,
A world inside while I ran on autopilot...
High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips,
Frames chips of film play by smell tastes touch a panic rush...
This is the end of everything...
[1:20-2:00] Verse 2
Full of dread and the feeling of death I'm running from,
29 I'm awake for a moment to move to the next place in life.
Got married started a life memories shaky but I manage to stay in the light,
Seeping out into my eye the breaks in time were I fought to survive.
PSTD blacked out till 31 evolved by 38 sitting in a room,
With four unknown until I'm told that's not normal people don't do that.
[2:00-2:20] Chorus
Walking in a empty space I called my home,
A world inside while I ran on autopilot...
High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips,
Frames chips of film play by smell tastes touch a panic rush...
This is the end of everything...
[2:20-2:40] Bridge
We don't work that way we do though no one understands,
Walk in infinity cosmic gate many I am so like shattered glass.
I'm so alone but not alone at all I feel you moving under my skin,
Their echoing voices of memories hello? You don't remember...
[2:40-3:00] Verse 3
But we've been talking to you for a long time now you notice us,
Now we can come together to support you inside of hiding you in the light and dark.
Of dissociative mental states we are the love the fear the hope the destruction of you,
Protector lover the torched like black as embers glow.
[3:00-3:20] Chorus
Walking in a empty space I called my home,
A world inside while I ran on autopilot...
High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips,
Frames chips of film play by smell tastes touch a panic rush...
This is the end of everything...
[3:20-3:40] Bridge 2
Self distortive only when the pain leaks out of are cut skin,
We speak to help you not to nose dive into a hell you never knew.
But crawled through over like embedded razors on naked flesh hello?
Your not crazy you're just noticing us now we've been here along...
[3:40-4:00] Outro
No memories that we don't hold from you're heart,
It's nice to be with you this is evolution trauma evolution.
Hello you know your not doing this alone,
We have our own illnesses ideas thoughts hold emotions like masks with sub layers of attached memories...
Places people faces we are you just hiding the pain internally,
If we let you see well all died with you you wouldn't be able to handle,
The visions we each hold for you to live... (fade: "visions... hold... eternal, gas chamber whispers black, hollow wind ashes forever")




VERSACE (ME & SEEPY) #PARTYBOY

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