prod wish, blxty , kuru

i sip only red
i speak only bread
if you not talking bout money please do not hit send
if you talking bout a feature come wit cash2spend
they like trin you is the movement always setting trends x2

@blxty

bae make a wish
my face hurt like a bitch
these painkillers not working
i want you i want this
can't lie i'm always lurking
can't lie i'm always nervous
i open twitter i @ grok
i ask what's my purpose
i been crashin
baby like my fashion
i got so much on my fucking head
wanna smash it
i can tell you don't want no fucking attachement
tryna fly up out the window belt unfastened 
i don't want no fucking pity
i don't want no fucking ugh
shawty said she wanna talk to me
her love is like a drug
and i know i'm fucking up
i know i'll never be enough
and it sucks
and it


why u wanna die, like why u so sad
yeah i think i lost the one & i cant go back
sent a message i just wonder if you wrote back
big ass choppas on my lap ts got blow back

i just got me some new shoes
number 1 you number 2
im not tryna see yo blood close my eyes when i shoot
you dont got alot of trust im like baby what i do
now im scared to fall in love after what you put me through

i sip only red
i speak only bread
if you not talking bout money please do not hit send
if you talking bout a feature come wit cash2spend
they like trin you is the movement always setting trends x2

red ft blxty

@raaynen:
And I don't think that I could say to much
All that I could do is really hope for your love
Cause I don't really want to say to much
But if wait to long then there will be nothing left for us
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya

And we can talk about it if you want
And I'm so sorry that I'm so hard to lo-
If you got something to say let me know
Cause as long as I'm here you'll always have a home
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya

Girl don't let me fall back to where I started now
Girl it's not my fault that I'm so hard to keep around
Let me be the one to hold you I don't wanna start over
And I can say that I feel happy but it's hard to stay sober

@trapjump:
i know it’s hard but i still wish you luck
i know you’re mad i didn’t give a fuck
you know it’s cold to say that we messed up
know i care about ya, always
we messed up
know i care about ya, always (we messed up)
we messed up (alw-always)
we messed up
i just wanna see you
i just wanna care about ya
i just wanna feel you
i just wanna, i just wanna

@raaynen:
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you

I keep starting things I didn't mean to
And to be honest girl nobody has loved me like you
If I could I think that I would try to be just like you
And if I could then I think I would try to be something new
Like even if you really don't want to talk
But when you have no where to turn to, trust me I will be your rock

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see ya

@1eldridge:
And I don't think I'm making it far
It kinda sucks that's how things are
It's been going too far
But that's just how things are
Posted up with Raynen 'cause he's always there for me
Always saying shit about me I just can't believe
Did I ever mean anything?
I just need some closure I've been always wondering

see, you w/ ephraim + eldridge (zayok)

derailed @kirarrii

prod @iinnam
cover @cheetoed

shout out to my team, cause they ride or die
cant fw no btc, yea id rather die
tell me that you love me while im getting high
feel like '23 im back in my prime x2

im jus tryna roll up and get high
im jus tryna escape life
ts fuckin up my night
i aint ever switching sides, and they thought im going left but i swerve and took a right
btc im never going sad
smoke that pack i love dat gas
spend dem racks i make it back
shoutout twin yeah shout out swag [@clean]
i dont flex about that bag
number (n)ine dont check no tags
saw yo link ts is trash
omg it make me laugh

shout out to my team, cause they ride or die
cant fw no btc, yea id rather die
tell me that you love me while im getting high
feel like '23 im back in my prime x4

rather die (innam)

u4u feat crusey & akkiro prod cwta

#XO prod @kevinmjrr & gabe 
Stream on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/4Mw1fKk1PISUa5FNW1xwMd?si=68e90cb803cc497b
Get this preset! cldxp.net/shop
Lyrics:
Way too geeked, can't come back down
New clip hold 100 rounds
New beats, got brand new sounds, yuh
New speakers, I played too loud
Say cheese for the cam, she wild
Finna jump when I see that crowd
See green, I don't need no sprout
Double C on the belt, stand out

Way2much, I got way too much in my head
Just stack dough, make that bread
Gotta get shit off my chest
Gotta get shit off my brain
Push you to the side, no main
And they say that they ain't gon' change but let's see who stay when the money in play, yeah

Cookie cream car in the lot
Want more, love what I got
Got more, still not enough
High speed race from the cops
I show love to my team, but I still ride round town dolo
Can't do your verse for free, man I ain't got time for no pro-bono
Blue denim it's on my jeans, that's Old Navy, make it look like Kenzo
Winning team, you see us on scoreboard
Kevin down field, put the ball in the end zone

Final Cut, man you lookin like demo
Saw my girl on the gram, like damn hoe (love you Etta)
Told Carter go load that ammo
I'm tryna spaz out, losing my mental

Tired bein patient, I'm done waitin, it's my time to go up
Blacked out rims in the blacked out truck with the blacked out tint, did this shit just cause
They sprint off when they see it's us
Just copped new chain, man your shit look rust
See the fam in the crowd, know I feel that love
Grind for my bands, I ain't make no fuss

Hate my spot so I flip it around
Got bored so I switch up the sound
Number 1, man I gun for the crown

And she love my song, man she run it back, replay
Hit it once, go ghost like Ceeday
Just called up Bryan, said be safe
XO bro's, nun else, IDK

Way too geeked, can't come back down
New clip hold 100 rounds
New beats, got brand new sounds, yuh
New speakers, I played too loud
Say cheese for the cam, she wild
Finna jump when I see that crowd
See green, I don't need no sprout
Double C on the belt, stand out

Way2much, I got way too much in my head
Just stack dough, make that bread
Gotta get shit off my chest
Gotta get shit off my brain
Push you to the side, no main
And they say that they ain't gon' change but let's see who stay when the money in play

I show love to my team, but I still ride round town dolo
Can't do your verse for free, man I ain't got time for no pro-bono
Blue denim it's on my jeans, that's Old Navy, make it look like Kenzo
Winning team, you see us on scoreboard
Kevin down field, put the ball in the end zone

#XO

way2much

@rhekdens @7akkiro @1crusafix
prod @2rel @rhekdens

rhek, akkiro, crusafix - of course (rel, rhekdens)

produced by me and @cr1siss + @rxtrx
much love to them 
inspo from @trustt
https://open.spotify.com/track/4xPVcsNXNRyC6pN3xoCtty?si=cf5c44bf62fb4c88

trynna call my phone i wont pick up
all those words you said still get mixed up
im still lookin for my fix yuh
they were never real
like damn that shit sucks

i, dont wanna cry if you'll see it 
say, that you miss me you dont mean it
fall, is my favorite time of season
now, now i hate it and ur the reason

-

and the days been gettin colder
i said im tired and i told her
i need some help i need some closure
it'll never be the same since october
october october
since october
getting colder
i said im tired and i told her

-

i dont know what i want
but im missing something
what did i do wrong?
but cant i feel nothing
(x2)

urthereason

prod zeromandia + qweshkka

lyrics:
yea thats my fault 
and now i dont know where to go 
yea you know your empty promises 
dont mean shit when they broke
do you hear my words?
can barely speak cause now i always choke
put another on my tounge
im praying that i overdose
yea its too late for me 
no i wont thank you if you pray for me 
ill live just one more day it seems 
i wait for death so gratefully 
oh whats the point in living 
if i only give and they just take from me

tell me am i going the right way if im going back?
tell me is it right?
tell me is it the right drug if my visions fading black?
tell me is it right?
tell me am i going the right way if im going back?
tell me is it right?
tell me is it right?
you know it hurts, you know it burns
i dont know which way is right
i build it up to tear it down 
i dont know why i should even fight
oh whats the point in living life?
oh whats the point id rather die
oh im just wasting all my time 
know all your promises were lies

yea thats my fault 
and now i dont know where to go 
yea you know your empty promises 
dont mean shit when they broke
do you hear my words?
can barely speak cause now i always choke
put another on my tounge
im praying that i overdose
yea its too late for me 
no i wont thank you if you pray for me 
ill live just one more day it seems 
i wait for death so gratefully 
oh whats the point in living 
if i only give and they just take from me

no i cant change it 
oh the world it keeps on changing 
under surveillance 
feel like everyone is watching me 
and now its raining 
living life is getting draining 
the blood is staining me 
i feel like theyre all watching me 
so tell me- tell me- tell me how i make it out 
im scared of responsibilities and how i make it count
wont you watch as i fall down?
wont you watch as i break down?

when the suffering ends

+* im awake n0w//down from the fallback*~

prod: me
cover art: me

@mysticbummer
+* im awake n0w, from my slumber, +* im awake n0w
(MB prod tag)
yea 
(Heaven bound)

im //down from the fallback*~ but im not tryna let you down
got stuck in the moment yeah 
yea im givin all i got rn
yeah u know, u know
ive been tryna find my way for weeks
yeah u know, u know
gotta seek u especially

i-
let my thoughts take over
but i gotta full trust in u
yea
and when its done and all over
its just me and u 
God 
me and u

Lord u gave me a gift, pray that i never take it all for granted
im not making a wish, cuz ive been blessed with the things that'll put it in action
yea u my rock i cant switch
im finna live for ur gloryy*~
ion even care if they hatin now
cuz i'll grab my faith and anchor down
much older
now
and my days get colder
cold
woah
got a bad taste in my mouth from the mess i made
but Lord u knew i would, u knew i wouldve

and u stuck by my side
even when i failed and let u down
but why
im not worthy of it 
im not worthy of 
ur luuuuuuuuv yea
Lord ur gracious to me
ur luuuuuuuuv is untouchable

yeah
im //down from the fallback*~ but im not tryna let you down
got stuck in the moment yeah 
yea im givin all i got rn
yeah u know, u know
ive been tryna find my way for weeks
yeah u know, u know
gotta seek u especially

+* im awake n0w
from my slumber
+* im awake n0w





+++++ acknowledge God today brodie +++++




@mysticarchive

+* im awake n0w//down from the fallback*~

The 33 sessions - A Balcony in Cityplace

++ 20 ++ Houston TX ++
##Digital outcast craving a purpose*~