Toxic Reality - Be Fine

Don’t Care

A YEAR AGO

V - I’m overwhelmed it’s, hard to explain I think I’m sick/
I need sum help wit, all of my tendencies many negative habits/
Like methamphetamines & heroin, xanax/ Yes I’m an addict/

Chasing the perfect high, I’ve tried everything ta feel nothing/
I’m in ma chest tonight & I bet if u can relate u a junkie/
Started wit facin blunts, I was tryna drown out all of my problems/
To be honest really Imma monster, but I don’t stay inna closet/

Went to the joint as a child, I touched down February/
I needa shout em out, this for my guys who still in it/
My heart is witchu now, I can’t wait till u out here wit me/
Told me ta slide to the City, Vi La Vi till they kill me/

It’s me versus myself, cuz I don’t see no better opponent/
I’m Cash Money Middleton like I be playing small forward/
Won’t catch me at the mall, I’m in this bitch still recordin/
I won’t ignore what I’m posed ta do, no hoe in my priorities/

Onna mission dawg, could call me Salvation Army/
I had dem bricks on board, & a couple bruddas wit shotties/
I gotta hit the sto, & drop a couple xans in a Faygo/
Not supposed to don’t tell my PO okay bro ?/

We got what dey want, & I ain’t never been on Tik Tok/
Smokin marijuan, prolly rock like 3 or 4 wrist watch/
Want an Audemar, but right now this Armani is fine/
My wife so solid thank God, she down ta ride for the cause/

Remember on the yard, had ta learn ta practice my patience/
Errybody swear they hard, but all they be doin is arguin like bitches/
Few years behind dem bars, spent most my time contemplating/
I’ll make waves when I’m able, no longer chained to my failures/ 

Not On This Earth Long don’t waste it, told her plz take my name/
I was jus incarcerated, who woulda thought I’d be married/
I’m saying “pinch me” it’s crazy feel like yesterday pinching bags/
Praying Lord shine your face on my family when it rains”/

No hook, prolly what I’m best at/
I’m talkin no look, hit chu witta crossover step back/
Y’ll trust in Facebook, that’s why I wonder where yo head at/
Man I ain’t saying I’m any better, my God is King I been trying tell you/

I can’t stand ignorant judgmental Bible thumpin ass fakers/
Need super raw, honest, loyal people not tryna change me/
He been there all along, I’m talkin about your Creator fool/
No mistakes He don’t em make em dude,
look my debt has been paid in full/

You don’t kno whatchu got, until it’s taken away from u/
Mistakes ? I’ve made quite a few, my son prolly hate me too/
Said change was impossible, but look what my God can do/
Tried everything else now what could u possibly got ta lose ?/

Born for addiction jus hoped one day I could kick it too/
Life always felt like playing myself in peekaboo/
All I knew were the drugs I used, & the freedom dey made me lose/
Been remade & renewed, He yearns ta take your pain too/

A Year Ago

V - You won’t believe me 10 minutes ago yeah I jus died/
But my homie he saved me, thank the Lord he was by my side/
Gotta lotta demons, they win no matter how hard I tried/
Me verses the needle, I ain’t won a single time/
Ain’t won a single time, my son don’t see his daddy/
Angels been on my side, somehow I am still standing/
& all to thank but I, my dumbass just keeps relapsing/
In the blink of an eye, your life just went from great to tragic/
My baby lost his parents, even tho both of us alive/
It is quite apparent, I really don’t know your mom/
Can’t vouch for what she wearing, she callin it “self love”/
Always been transparent, like what a joke huh ?/
I think your mother’s joking, I mean she has to be/
What a joke right, you don’t kno the half of it/
Friend or foe tonight, depends on what time it is/
It’s like you love to fight, you right & I’m wrong once again/

H - I’m wrong once again, prolly will forever be/
I got this heroin, finally makin me feel right/
Pain gone fuck that bitch, I OD like once a week/
Gray rocks in my syringe, silence please jus let me die/
Please tell my mom I ne, ver ever meant to leave/
All of the shit I did, never was done outta spite/
I’m on needles & pins, better let em settle in/
Promise you’ll not forget, the times we spent before I died/

V - It’s always been just me, nobody by my side/
I lost everything, you shoulda seen me then/
My closet got some fiends, I’m boutta end they lives/
I fought endlessly, but I could never ever win/
My mama said to me, don’t let no one decide/
Who you want to be, really it should come within/
I got some felonies, won’t ever have no rights/
Servin amphetamines, won’t ever do that shit again/
Why you still knocking me, they must be mad tonight/
Really not what you think, they never let me repent/
The problem’s more than me, & I know that you’re surprised/
Man even fuckin junkies, deserve a second chance/
I thought I’d lost it all, I fell for every trick/
Claimed she was my ride or die then one day stopped believin in me/
I couldn’t stop the drugs, how hard I tried to quit/
Feel like forever I’ll be pickin up the broken pieces/
Really I jus wanna nod, but they beggin me to quit/
They always say they love me till they see sum evil in me/
I been right all along, I’m just a piece of shit/
My one regret is my shorty don’t see me like he need to/
I sold my very soul & in return I live wit demons/
No I’m not very old but don’t let my youth be deceiving/
I’ve been down many roads and almost all have led to grieving/
I’ve always said for those with hope to never stray from Jesus/
My goal was stay afloat & then I found how poppy’s healing/
Why go thru pain alone cuz drugs IV’d can stop that feeling/
High lows became the norm cuz you dint kno you needed treatment/
Withdrawals break your hope still you keep thinking bout that needle/

H - I’m wrong once again, prolly will forever be/
I got this heroin, finally makin me feel right/
Pain gone fuck that bitch, I OD like once a week/
Gray rocks in my syringe, silence please jus let me die/
Please tell my mom I ne, ver ever meant to leave/
All of the shit I did, never was done outta spite/
I’m on needles & pins, better let em settle in/
Promise you’ll not forget, the times we spent before I died/

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