Ball In Peace All My Purple Heated Spartans 💜

More Den Pain (Fa-Fa)

only one (prod.Galaxy)

H - If you could go anywhere, where would you go ?/
My answer is my own funeral/
Who is in attendance ? I would sure like to kno/
Chemical dependence finally took my soul/
Searching for the answers prolly search till I’m old/
Auntie died of cancer how I miss her so/
People still demanding I fit into they mold/
Just because it glitter, do not make it gold/ (face it tho)
Reality can sometimes be harsh/
Plenty people finish before they even start/
Evil in the corner, think the room getting dark/
Weakness getting stronger, overcoming my heart/ (had a silent alarm)
No wonder I didn’t wake up/
Everybody hate you till they want what you got/
Lovin what the drugs do, how they making you numb/
Everybody love you till you run Outta Love/

V - 
Don’t say happy Father’s Day to me, I ain’t been much of a father/
Even though I fail and fail time and time again, I’m trying my hardest/
Used to havin my head on a swivel, paranoid, like who the fuck watching ?/
Now Ion care who be watching, go take a picture last longer/
I show my face oh so rarely, might as well go call me the Loch Ness/
In my heart I feel sincerely, I have become monster/
Give me whatever title you need to, already considered a goner/
Lost cause what they call me, only one still believes is my mama/
But that’s okay fuck the odds, forever dey been up against me/
Ain’t gotta prove shit to nobody other than me that I’m worthy/
I’ll take my chances, quick learner, that’s what I been since the nursery/
I’m the man they ain’t heard a me, till I pop out and murder shit/
I did my time waited patiently, with none but goofies surrounding me/
I prayed ta God wit complacency, begging He’d get me up outta there/
It took me a quarter of a century, to see that I got some problems/
They deep inside of me solvin em, taking more than I thought it would/
This go out to my son I fall short on God, yeah I know I do/
One day I’m make it up to you, be the dad I’m supposed to be/
Tell you the reasons yo mama was so convinced I was bad for you/
Tunnel vision’s a sad disease, ask yo mom who your daddy is/

H - If you could go anywhere, where would you go ?/
My answer is my own funeral/
Who is in attendance ? I would sure like to kno/
Chemical dependence finally took my soul/
Searching for the answers prolly search till I’m old/
Auntie died of cancer how I miss her so/
People still demanding I fit into they mold/
Just because it glitter, do not make it gold/ (face it tho)
Reality can sometimes be harsh/
Plenty people finish before they even start/
Evil in the corner, think the room getting dark/
Weakness getting stronger, overcoming my heart/ (had a silent alarm)
No wonder I didn’t wake up/
Everybody hate you till they want what you got/
You jus love what the drugs do, how they making you numb/
Everybody love you till you run Outta Love/

Outta Love prod. by Speaker Bangerz

ROCKABYE

Dunk Contest

5 Star Mami

$$$ (feat. R2RMOE)

MASTERPIECE

deserve it (prod.1realrichmoney)

Sorry 4 My Ways

Mirror Talk

been a long time, since I really felt like myself/
ask why I’m alone now, my wife don’t wanna be round the drugs/
she jus got sober don’t kno how, she deserve a round of applause/

shoot not me, i am not that strong/
been abusin poppy, ever since i was a youngin/
only thing that stopped me was gettin locked up, until i got back out/

if i may I wanna take sum time to explain how i became chemically dependent witout misinformation/
u overreacting saying i’m obsessed witta sickness, but i’d like to kno where it came from/

6th grade to public school from Christian, no limits, I thought my auntie’s cancer was in remission/
7th grade started popping prescription, dealing wit death was a new one, when it hit me i was stricken/

i was runnin & runnin around & around in circles like a headless chicken/
Used ta vent all in my lyrics & sho em ta Sami but she had a heart attack she gone/ so young/
Dreaming bout havin my freedom again, laying in ma bunk, back when i was in prison/
Thinking bout my son & the world he’s growing up on, begging Jesus please come/

Swear anytime He could come back, lookin round “where the love at ?” cuz I don’t see none/
Talkin bout God like do u kno Him ? Promise ain’t jus a story, open yo Bible & read one/

Tunnel vision they only see the cash stackin, worryin bout what the next hashtag is/ (Oh yeah)
Way before the virus I seen sum masks on them/
The way dey so prideful make me wanna spazz on them/
But that is not my job, the Lord will have vengeance/

The Lord gon have vengeance/
Ain’t seen ma, son in 2 years, guess Imma bad parent/
Still a drug addict in the mirror, because i cannot quit/
Or at least I haven’t yet, feels like i never will/

Father help me put em down, or better yet keep me up/
I be dreading these withdrawals dey from the evil one/
Plz free me & clean me & ween me off, fentanyl/
I’ve tried & failed at least a thousand times/

a thousand times ? that ain’t nothin/
He died for your sins & mine, because His love abundant/
The cosmos His design, but that don’t warrant assumption/
like u can earn yo way into Heaven for being kind in public/

But who are u when you’re all alone no one stuck around jus trapped in yo thoughts/
your partnas long & gone, yo story long memory lost & forgotten/
Turning blu, jus u & God, needle in yo arm, how many times ?/
They say I shoulda died, for a short time I did, askin my Father why ? am i still here ?/

Making disciples of nations, I’m witchu in Spirit, listen, this is my mission/
Tortured & spit on, You died for my sins God - Jesus Christ my salvation

but i was runnin & runnin around & around in circles like a headless chicken/
I used ta vent all in my lyrics & sho em ta Sami but she had a heart attack & she gone/ so young/
Used ta dream bout havin my freedom again laying in ma bunk back when i was in prison/
Thinking bout my son & the world he’s growing up on, begging Jesus please come/

Swear anytime He could come back, lookin round “where the love at ?” cuz I don’t see none/ (no, not even one)
Talkin bout God like do u kno Him ? Promise ain’t jus a story, open yo Bible & read one/

R+R.A+A. prod. by CHEF ZG

R+R.A+A. prod. by CHEF ZG

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