Ball In Peace All My Purple Heated Spartans 💜

More Den Pain (Fa-Fa)

only one (prod.Galaxy)

H - If you could go anywhere, where would you go ?/
My answer is my own funeral/
Who is in attendance ? I would sure like to kno/
Chemical dependence finally took my soul/
Searching for the answers prolly search till I’m old/
Auntie died of cancer how I miss her so/
People still demanding I fit into they mold/
Just because it glitter, do not make it gold/ (face it tho)
Reality can sometimes be harsh/
Plenty people finish before they even start/
Evil in the corner, think the room getting dark/
Weakness getting stronger, overcoming my heart/ (had a silent alarm)
No wonder I didn’t wake up/
Everybody hate you till they want what you got/
Lovin what the drugs do, how they making you numb/
Everybody love you till you run Outta Love/

V - 
Don’t say happy Father’s Day to me, I ain’t been much of a father/
Even though I fail and fail time and time again, I’m trying my hardest/
Used to havin my head on a swivel, paranoid, like who the fuck watching ?/
Now Ion care who be watching, go take a picture last longer/
I show my face oh so rarely, might as well go call me the Loch Ness/
In my heart I feel sincerely, I have become monster/
Give me whatever title you need to, already considered a goner/
Lost cause what they call me, only one still believes is my mama/
But that’s okay fuck the odds, forever dey been up against me/
Ain’t gotta prove shit to nobody other than me that I’m worthy/
I’ll take my chances, quick learner, that’s what I been since the nursery/
I’m the man they ain’t heard a me, till I pop out and murder shit/
I did my time waited patiently, with none but goofies surrounding me/
I prayed ta God wit complacency, begging He’d get me up outta there/
It took me a quarter of a century, to see that I got some problems/
They deep inside of me solvin em, taking more than I thought it would/
This go out to my son I fall short on God, yeah I know I do/
One day I’m make it up to you, be the dad I’m supposed to be/
Tell you the reasons yo mama was so convinced I was bad for you/
Tunnel vision’s a sad disease, ask yo mom who your daddy is/

H - If you could go anywhere, where would you go ?/
My answer is my own funeral/
Who is in attendance ? I would sure like to kno/
Chemical dependence finally took my soul/
Searching for the answers prolly search till I’m old/
Auntie died of cancer how I miss her so/
People still demanding I fit into they mold/
Just because it glitter, do not make it gold/ (face it tho)
Reality can sometimes be harsh/
Plenty people finish before they even start/
Evil in the corner, think the room getting dark/
Weakness getting stronger, overcoming my heart/ (had a silent alarm)
No wonder I didn’t wake up/
Everybody hate you till they want what you got/
You jus love what the drugs do, how they making you numb/
Everybody love you till you run Outta Love/

Outta Love prod. by Speaker Bangerz

ROCKABYE

Dunk Contest

5 Star Mami

$$$ (feat. R2RMOE)

MASTERPIECE

deserve it (prod.1realrichmoney)

Sorry 4 My Ways

Mirror Talk

(Gotta feed ma habit)
I’m in traffic going back & forth from Saint Paul ta Duluth/
4 pints of Quagen zip of Fentanyl, they say I’m robbin the youth/
Robbin em of what ? Go head & ask em, i doubt they’ll tell u the truth/
cuz truthfully we jus in love wit the things that these drugs do/

& I’m Trying, ta quit soon/
But turns out it’s difficult, looks like I’m inna pickle/
Oh why, must I misuse ?/
How the whole world telling me addiction is some sick thing that we choose/

Fake news, but yeah it’s tru, I did choose to abuse/
But I never, chose to give it control tho that’s what most of u would assume/

It’s all consuming nobody immune ta this, jus pray u find a community/
& It’s tru they gotta be as tough as nails, & if they ain’t now, well they soon’ll be/

Press rewind, way back before I got high, & tell the young me all the things i kno, now/
I tried, quittin on my own & I tried again & I tried sum more wit no end, like dang, boo hoo, child/

I was rocking Nike Tech, Shatter had a tech, pointed at police/
He go blat, & they go blat right back, man I shoulda guessed/
Flash grenade, it bounce a couple times go bang, now I can’t hear a thing/
I was way overdressed, first time almost booked for holding meth/

Streets vicious & evil, I’m begging u plz don’t be fooled/
Got me wit this pistol ta my temple, bout ready ta let this thing boom/
Swear I was gon end it all, wrote letters to my loved ones saying don’t be sad that i’m gone/
1:28
Look what’s next, God had a plan, man I shoulda known/
Look now I’m married, now all I need is my son back in ma arms/
Daddy got put inna timeout, went & did ma time all 30 months/
There’s some stuff if dey find out about, but shh, that’s whisper & gin/

This ain't what you think it is plz don’t misunderstand/ (mm mmm)
My God’s power is infinite & I am jus a man/(mhmm)
Ain’t even on no religious tip He grabbed me from the depths/
He’s omnipotent & comin back again, jus like He said He would/

Go take a look, open up your book, it’s simple/
Every prophecy fulfilled is the testimony of Jesus/
God gave us freedom but He don’t need us/
The world needed a Savior, He sent His only Son to be one/

3 fold/ (trés)
God the Father, Son & Holy Ghost/ (saved by Grace/
His followers begging Him not ta go/ (He say “it’s okay, jus wait)
I’m sending u ma Helper who’s been prepared for this day/

& I’m Trying, ta quit soon/
But turns out it’s difficult, looks like I’m inna pickle/
Oh why, must I misuse ?/
How the whole world tellin me addiction is some sick thing that we choose/

Trying prod. by CHEF ZG

Trying prod. by CHEF ZG

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