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N-v Ft Eli Garcia - Product Of Society

Often, people like to describe "floating" on in a life as a good thing. I disagree. Only dead fish keep on floating.

Lyrics:

I'm the greatest you've ever seen, homie,
I want you to believe that,
Diving deep as death don't drop it,
Make me what I can't have,

All that I really can do is just do what I can,
Damn...
Change what I have the strength to,
& Be the better man, like:

I CAN do better, And I will do better,
I'm a god damned veteran of heartbreak,
Stronger, smarter, faster, & I'm mastering,
Disaster for once,

I cannot stop the train that has been set in motion,
& It's howling out into then night,
A pumpkin blowing smoke from it,

The ghost of a dream,
That is ready to be put to sleep,
I think about as fast as I talk,
& I talk about as fast as I read,

My only issue now,
Is to make sure that these demons sleep,
So deep the light can't see them,
'Cause I don't need 'em with me,

I got a lot of em, honestly not a problem,
Man, I'm not stopping all of 'em,
Blood in my eyes and teeth,

Envy is fuckin' back at it,
Monster, man and machine,
If you ain't got the time for me,
I don't need to speak,

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Listen closely, Don't just that assume you know me,
Only dead fish keep on floating,
You know that I want to swim,

But the current is currently,
Water under the bridge,
Never thought it could come to this,

Listen closely, Don't just that assume you know me,
Only dead fish keep on floating,
You know that I want to swim,

But the current is currently,
Water under the bridge,
Never thought it could come to this,

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I'm like a wall of text,
Living moving and breathing,
Sliding to the rhythm,
Making life look like it's easy,

I've been the best at absolutely everything that I pursue,
So to fall flat on my face only makes me want to improve,
I'm cocky, honestly, and who's about to stop me?
Think of it as a learning process, heh...

I'm as human as human can really be,
Slipping in cracks, falling like leaves from the trees,
But I'm here to plant a seed,
& This time i'm regrowing me,

A psychadelic toad-stool, 
Grown from shit and deceit,
I'm about as vivid as living inside a dream,
So for you to call it quits, It shows me that you don't know me,

I'm a chameleon, I'm a snake,
I slither low and hide my face,
I blend and change adapt and break,
Rebuild, I build, I'm building me,

Was building up, for all to see,
But these ashes ain't keepin' me down,
I'm just gonna bleed out in it,
Mix it up and paint my face,

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Listen closely, Don't just that assume you know me,
Only dead fish keep on floating,
You know that I want to swim,

But the current is currently,
Water under the bridge,
Never thought it could come to this,

Listen closely, Don't just that assume you know me,
Only dead fish keep on floating,
You know that I want to swim,

But the current is currently,
Water under the bridge,
Never thought it could come to this,

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N - V - Listen Closely (Dead Fish)

An older song I wrote months ago, but a friend of mine insisted that he liked it a lot, so i rerecorded it & here it is:

Dropping it,
Rotten and awful as ever,
Man, I'm so malevolent,
Get on my level, just

Stop what you're doing,
& Loosen them screws in 'yo head a bit,
Life is a definite, Desolate,

Decadent, Delicate specimen,
Spit on it's grave,
& I dance with the skeletons,
Wine, like poison, lining lips,

 I walk with thieves, 
& I sit with the kings,
Wearing a dead man's ring,

& You can't judge me,
You don't know me,
Walking in the dark is lonely,
'Ain't that shit, homie?

Aluminum bat & I go in,
& Smack it until it is open,
I'm hitting the pavement,
& Hitting the shoulders, just over and over,

Regaining composure & I'm feeling over it,
My heart is broker than you ever noticed, &,
Maybe a little bi-polar, but,

I play violence like a violin,
All I really gotta do is hold the strings,
Put on that big fake ass grin,
& Show you fuckers what I 'been through,

You don't know me, I will end you,
I will wreck you, I will best you,
I will cut you into pieces and dissect you, 
Humming at you :


N-v - Lament Of The Breathless

A picture is worth a thousand words,
I could put 'em on a page,
For you to listen to the hurt,

Baby you gave a face to it,
A smile like a blade,
I know that it'd last longer,
Take a picture, Fake it...

A picture is worth a thousand words,
I could put 'em on a page,
For you to listen to the hurt,

Baby you gave a face to it,
A smile like a blade,
I know that it'd last longer,
Take a picture, Fake it...
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Call me crazy, but I savor every detail,
From crawling into bed with me,
To hoping that you'd leave him,

I'm just a memory,
A mistake that's one of many,
Another photo album,
Of two people who pretend, see,

The pretense and  pretext,
Hinted that you weren't leaving,
& Put me in this preset,
Of actually believing you,

We're picture perfect,
But we found it hard to take one,
Some beauty can't be seen,
Through a certain kind of lens,

When you focus on the details,
You can see the ugliness...
& The loveliness of motion,
Is the only way to explain,

Those tiny little details,
That always drive me crazy..

A night of love, can fuck you up,
When the photo's all you've got,
The person with it, gone,
In the photo, time stopped...

I'd say I love you, but people throw that around...
I can show you what it sounds like,
& So if you are listening, and I come to your mind,
Pull out that camera and smile for me...

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A picture is worth a thousand words,
I could put 'em on a page,
For you to listen to the hurt,

Baby you gave a face to it,
A smile like a blade,
I know that it'd last longer,
Take a picture, Fake it...

A picture is worth a thousand words,
I could put 'em on a page,
For you to listen to the hurt,

Baby you gave a face to it,
A smile like a blade,
I know that it'd last longer,
Take a picture, Fake it...
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N-v Pretty As A Picture

I'm the dark knight,
Living in the dark night,
Been creating sparks like,
I work black magic,

I got enough tricks in my bag,
To fill a hat with,
If only you could come to see,
The mind that has been trapped in it,

Strange & Beautiful, Genuine and True,
Trapped in a rain cloud, & hanging from a noose,
At the bottom of the well, plotting,
My awful movements, feet dangling in the fluid,
I feel dead...

A sign of life, a little twitch,
To feel the warmth on my skin,
Is something different than to know,
 That you're gone & I gotta live with it,

I'm trippin', & It isn't nothin' new,
But I brought it to the surface,
So maybe it could boil the blood in you,
The way it did when you hurt me,

Your love just feels like herpes,
& On top of this vampirism,
Heartbreak,

Starving with the same
Blood running from our lips,
Take a little bit of it and smear it on your skin...
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Dearest love,
Hear it thump,
I want your blood,

Pull it through my chest,
I would give all to you,

Dearest love,
Hear it thump,
I want your blood,
I'd give it all to you...

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Meet up for one last time,
Give to me that kiss...
Bite the inside of your lip,
& I'll bite mine like I never did,

Mixing blood, I slip my tongue in,
Teeth sharp, eyes numb,
Standing out in public,
But nobody seemed to see,

Walkin' right on by us,
While you cling to me and bleed,
My perfect little romance,
With the beauty and the beast,

But they don't, it's like they didn't even notice,
Blood running down your chin,
With them fiery demon eyes,
& The both of us locking lips,

That should be the last one,
I know you threw Mina off a cliff,
But she's somewhere inside you,
Wanting to bite on your bottom lip,

Walking now through wonderland,
Where Alice always sits...
But time is tickin' for the rabbit,
Haven't seen her since,

& I'm catching all the static,
From the magic that she left,
It's actually left me feelin' fantastic,
If you can understand,

You are like my own little personal disease,
That I die for at night, and dream of when I sleep.
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I live in waking nightmare,
But can you hear my screams?
Tortured here, beside you,
& Living for eternity,

I've given up,
I am the scum,
I always wondered if I was,

A broken hearted, love-sick,
Hopeless, numb,
Creature of the night, girl,
I want your... blood... <3
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N-v - I Want Your Blood

 The king is coming, Killa,
Catch me kickin' crooked bars,
A raven, & A crow,
Heart beating in the dark,

Dust to ash, & fade to black,
As the kingdom ran, I stood~
Hanging from a foot,

The world ain't the way that you see or believe it is,
Read inbetween a bit, sleep on it,
Dream on it, Then see again,

Feed your head & Just listen for a second,
Wreck a record like i'm spinning it backwards,
Man are you deaf or something?

Up with the best of 'em, cousin, I run it,
Don't give a fuck that i'm up & coming,
The competition, I'm crushin' 'em,

Can't none of you see me, believe me,
I speak in tongues like a demon,
I reek of weed & I'm fiending,
To make another buck~

Coming for that crown upon your head,
To make you bow to us,
Devour the coward, empowered from it,
Now he's out of luck~

So listen up,
I'm about to knock you down a rung,
I'll kick you to the bottom,
I vow that you will drown in blood~

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The crown is calling me,
Sitting upon the throne,
rawling, & It's all I see,
The ground around full'a bones,

Mouths wide open in hoplessness,
Skull split open & Owned,
But I'm the king of this hill,
You can't pretend you don't notice it~

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Heart as black as ever,
Pray to god I find a better one,
If rain is coming, let it come~
I'm ready for whatever...

Blood ran neon & splattered on all the trees,
It was treason & That's a damn fact,
A rose between her teeth,
& A Knife behind her back,
Man, Whatever I was ready for,
It wasn't fuckin' that~
Won the battle, but the war was, 
Over in less than a flash,
Burnt my body down to ash,
But the heart was still intact,
The rest of me grew after this,
A craft ink, a mastery,
Filling in the cracks with it,
& Using all the bones to build a throne,
Undo the atrophy to my morality,
Alchemically, you ain't half the beast,
I'm blashpemy, Devilish like i'm dastardly,
I will make a come-back for me,  
There's a reason for vanity,
You can call me your majesty, I'm just an abnormality,
 
I'll leave you broken,
A puppet without a home,
Don't try to step to the skeleton throne,

I will smoke you with no emotion,
In darkness, I burnt the roach &,
& Then put 'em all to the rope,
 'N It's hopeless so give it up~


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The crown is calling me,
Sitting upon the throne,
crawling, & It's all I see,
The ground around full'a bones,

Mouths wide open in hoplessness,
Skull split open & Owned,
But I'm the king of this hill,
You can't pretend you don't notice it~

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Couronnes (The Crown)


Every dog has his dying day,
A dead man's drink,
Flip a coin and let it sink,
Burning in the river Styx,

Persephone to the left of me,
Cerberus on the right,
On a throne made of bones,
With a ghost of a life,

What a long, strange trip that it's been,
But I think I like it...
I mean I keep on fighting for it,
Right? But I sit in silence,

Not a word could be heard,
From a certain feathered bird,
& That hurt...
But it's not the worst of it,
It was first love at sight,

Sticking in my back,
Was a knife & A goodbye note,
She's crying as she writes it,
Running for where the light is~

It's winter above,
& I'm in my hell, below,
The chorus of the dead,
Mourning in musical tempo,

Singing through the spring,
Wishing the flowers would grow,
But all the thorns on a rose,
Never felt so hopeless~

Cheated by Demeter, & The seasons of life,
For: once, every year, I must watch love die,
& It's just that time, 
I've grown to accept the ice on my heart,

You're like my light in the dark,
& You melt in the summer,  
'Till I find all the parts,
But I've been searching for stars,

In this great black void,
To put a stop to the bard
Or maybe to deafen the noise
But it's hard to impart to you~

Orpheus, The Liar, & A dozen of strings,
I could pull every one,
I'll let it sit where it is,
 Remember it's all a part of the trick, Don't trip;

Don't look back,
Hades has a hell of a grip,
Even eternal bliss,
Could turn to stone in his midst,

When Orpheus looked back,
She was sucked back in,
He prayed for his death,
Sung until they buried his head, going: ...


N-v13

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