thought cycle

our hate

#voice memo moment

i probably should've lied
i knew you saw the inner parts of me you wished were just a fallacy of yours
i lost my ambitions
i know you thought i was missing the pieces you collected, the image you presented
of me 

how do i forget all the things that you said about how i'd never be close to you
how do i forget all the times i thought you meant all the great things i could be, i can't be
i can't be

slowly learning more than you taught me 
i show you i show you i show you
i show you i show you i show you 

i probably should've lied
i probably should've lied

thought cycle

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