This is an unfinished song since I want to rerecord part of the voice and piano tracks. But since I can't pull myself up to do that right now, I'll share the world this raw version that still fits my still well.

This is Herstory, a song about my inner struggles that I try to brush off since there are bigger problems in the world. I'm sure it can be relatable to some. Hope you enjoy.

Lyrics by n0ip: Do you know that girl? Have you seen her story? Don’t worry, it’s pretty boring, no mourning.  She has a great life, with parents so caring, but they did care about what she’s wearing. She shouldn’t be daring.  Loved so dearly and praised with her creations, so much warmth but with a grain of idealization, for the second one born with no mental deformation.   It messed her up, not knowing what responsibilities she’s supposed to take. It’s like drowning in an empty lake.  (But she won’t tell. She’ll stay in her mental well. To be taken seriously is a lot to ask compared to that other friend. It’s hard to make amends.  With yourself, we all can tell. So she will stay quiet till the end*) Do you know that girl? Have you seen her story? It’s nothing interesting, so no worries .

*didn't make it in this version, but who knows if it will end up there at some point.

Herstory

Herstory _ version 1.0

A very emotional and personal song for me, where I share one of my biggest struggles. I really like it the way it is, raw and honest. The song I'm most proud of so far. I will probably not update this song like I'm planning for all the other ones I've uploaded so far. Hope it can be relatable and soothing for some.

Lyrics by n0ip:
Give it back, my reality 
Or don’t 
I don’t know what I want to see..

Give it back, my twinkling sins
You can’t 
I have not been the same ever since...

-Chained down in these dreams
Nothing looks as it seems
But
Even when it hurts it still feels like a bliss
Sometimes it’s not the reality I miss-

Take me back to my dream
Or don’t 
Whichever, they’re both terrible scenes

Take me back to reality 
I can’t 
Can’t remember where I’m supposed to be


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Responsibility, don’t wanna know her
Everything I’m lacking, don’t wanna show her, no

I can’t lose myself again 
But it feels so nice to not look back again, I,  might be

Chained down in these dreams
Nothing looks as it seems
But
Even when it hurts it still feels like a bliss
Sometimes it’s not the reality I miss

Sometimes it’s not the reality I miss.

giveitback

A silly soundtrack I used for my visuals at a school gallery. This project represents the errors and trials of my brain. The sound is supposed to sound strange, random and annoyingly overlapping. Just like my brain, yay. Ok bye.

Brain Error

BrainError _ Random Soundscape

A sample of a song I wrote during covid, I am uploading a updated version of it to soundcloud. This song is about stepping out to fight, a revolution of rebellion! 

The vibe and sound would fit Lady Gaga and her new album really well... I hope she or her team find their way to this sample!

Red _ Unfinished Sample

An art project. I wrote this song inspired out of a collection of images that spoke to me. This is the version in which I added some filters to make it sound like you're listening to it from a radio or shitty speakers. I'm not sure if I want this or to keep it clean, I do want it tohave some character. Also, the singing was recorded in one go, I might redo it if it's not to listeners their liking. Please give me feedback, this is the first song I upload and share with the world.

Dry Rain

Dry Rain (ver.1)

An art project. I wrote this song inspired out of a collection of images that spoke to me. This is the end result in which I added some sounds to make it sound like someone came across this song by accident.  Please give me feedback, this is the first song I uploaded and shared with the world.

I followed some tutorials to get more used to a new program I'm using (FL Studio) and this is the result of one of those tutorials. Another Lo-Fi Hip Hop Beat that doesn't last long. You can loop it though!

The beginning is not that great, I tried to make it sound a little like how the person did it in the tutorial, but it just feels off... Sorry about that lol.

That's about it... Enjoy?

Another Lo-Fi Beat

Second song from no one in particular. You can listen to it and figure out what it means yourself. I don't want to spoil your creative imaginations. Enjoy.

Gold _ Version 1.2

A voice, among many others.

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