Hey, don't cry
It's okay
All of them will pay

All of them will pay, will pay
Pay

It's what you wanted
It's what you needed
You will regret if
You don't complete it
All of our eggs are
Now in one basket
And it's crashing down

They don't need us anymore
No more

I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. What should I even be feeling?

I actually sat down one day with my friend so I could record them, and as you can tell I got some brilliant stuff out of it. This isn't even a quarter of the screams they let out.

Yes, in the end a very concerned girl came inside the room to check on us. I don't think she talks to us anymore, but it was worth it.

I made the instrumental in a day and got some really nice sounds out of this new amp I downloaded. Had no time to master though. Need to upload before midnight, or else I'll have to wait for another week to upload.

Guttural Screams of the Fujoshi

So I decided to try DeepVocal a try today and chose a random character from the wiki. This guy shows up looking kinda like a Jojo character and is surprisingly good so I go for it. It was fun uwu

 I love the timbre thing that DeepVocal has (adds quite a lot of expression) and the fact that you can draw directly on the piano roll. Also the phoneme thingy. Had to figure out what the different regions were at first but quite easy to use. The only thing I had difficulty with was the quantizing and length settings which could be changed right at the top, but I missed it at first cuz I'm dumb. Also I had to do some heavy compressing on the voice because some notes are louder than others (cuz vbs aren't professionally made so they're bound to have problems).

In other words, this Bousuku guy's design and voice are incredible so he's my baby now uwu

Kuro Bousuku - Bloody Stream (DeepVocal cover)

Obsessed with Jinja's covers lately

Original: Kikuo

Translyrics: Jinja

のぼれ！すすめ！高い塔 /Climb! Advance! To the Tall Tower (German cover)

Thinking of redoing this one but it won't be anytime soon unfortunately.

Lyrics:

You don't exist
But I love you
Wouldn't treat me well
You don't need to
There is nobody to give
This affection to

If you can't love me
Who else is going to?

I imagine us together
Spending time with each other
I know everything about you
You wouldn't throw
A glance at me
What a sad reality
 
I feel what you feel
I've gone through the same
You might not be real but
My fantasies remain
Doing everything
I try to bring you closer to me
But it's simply not enough

You don't exist
But I love you
Wouldn't treat me well
You don't need to
There is nobody to give
This affection to

If you can't love me
Who else is going to?

I wish I was special like you
Had character so beautiful
But I don't know what to do
My heart sinks
When I think of you
I know out there is nobody else like you

I mourn your death
Bring you to life
It is a vicious cycle
That keeps my love alive
Even if you were evil
I think I'd fix you
But we can't interact

You don't exist
But I love you
Wouldn't treat me well
You don't need to
There is nobody
To give affection to
This is the life that I've chosen
It's nothing but sorrow
The tears have been shed and the
The dreams have been torn
Now there is nothing left
What now?

You don't exist
But I love you
Yes, you don't need me
But I need you
I don't live in your world
But I really want to
You will be there
You're always there

You don't exist, but I love you

Youtube link: https://youtu.be/ZyeyWnGHr3Q

My first song all in Japanese? Wild. My friend Andie claims that it's from the modern POV of Osamu Dazai's wife, but I am not fully convinced that it's not about her own obsession with Dazai from BST.

こんにちは、今回歌詞を担当させていただいたandie です。太宰治とその愛人達の生活にインスピレーションを受け、少し暗くて重いけれど純粋な愛を表現しようと思い頑張りました。楽しんで聴いていただけると嬉しいです。ありがとうございます。

Thank you for listening!

Tuning and rendering: Gothic Lolita
https://soundcloud.com/gothicloli
www.youtube.com/channel/UCom3nLyR5zTD...
www.instagram.com/lucindagrey__/
twitter.com/LucindaGrey_

Music, art and video: Nonsense
https://soundcloud.com/n0ns3ns3
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHTDLwErGQVpiUdrE7dtWjA

Lyrics: Andie
https://www.instagram.com/andiehao36/

Vocals: vflower

Instrumental: Please ask if interested

Lyrics:

天国行きの電車　探してます 
Searching for a train to heaven

徴笑んだ口と　甘いロリポップ
Smiling mouths and sweet lollipops

抱きしめてね　離さないで死ぬまで
Hug me tight, don’t let go until death

縛り付けて　かわいいって言って
Tie me up and tell me I’m cute



あああ　騙されて
Aah, deceive me

あああ　傷ついて
Aah, hurt me

あああ　心の止血剤はどこで売ってますでしょうか
Aah, where is the medicine to stop my heart from bleeding sold?



ずっと　ずっと　愛してほしいの
Always, always, I want you to love me

あなたの　手なら何をされても結構
I don’t care what your hands do to me

ずっと　ずっと　求めてほしいの
Always, always, I want you to want me

あなたの　手なら首絞めてくれてっていいよ
You can choke me with your hands



あああ　騙されて
Aah, deceive me

あああ　傷ついて
Aah, hurt me

あああ　心の止血剤はどこで売ってますでしょうか
Aah, where is the medicine to stop my heart from bleeding sold?



あなたの背中を
I embrace your back

抱きしめて飛ばす道路
We are speeding on a highway

散って行け私たち
We disappear

【vflower】血の味ロリポップ 【オリジナル】

We're already done for.

Excuse my cheap earbud mixing, I'm waiting to receive new headphones next week uwu

One of my friends showed me this BBC orchestra vst and it's so good. I didn't even modulate anything and it sounds pretty decent.

GioGio

Left

Hewwo, this is a very simple song I finished in a day.
I hate having to whisper in the dorms lol

Lyrics:
In solitude
My sight can't take me much further
My voice too bashful to be heard
I'm warmer
Unable to escape the mould

Remember the dreams that never came to be
The beauty of complex chords
The petrifying premonition
The cry tearing open my throat
The resent of a lifetime
Painfully, faintly
Caressing my head

Alas, I'm stuck with a stranger
They won't budge and let me be
A vernal flower blooms in the snow
I can't look away

I can't do anything. What am I even feeling?

YouTube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvJsyesPNb8

Lyrics:

You can't escape me
You can't mistake me now
These emotions that I feel
My addiction can't be healed
Has me consumed
Oh, I will kill all the likes of you

My dark extensions used to creep past any of your borders
And then one day you got away, you were just out of my reach
Killing me
I feel alive at last

You can't escape me
You can't mistake me, baby
For my wrathful soul is drenched
With repulsion and revenge
I will kill you

Can you feel your fucking heart pounding?
I can
Since the day you fucking cut me off
It's been hell

Kiss me
I'm doing this world a favour
Your existence was mistaken (Oh, from the start)
Across the street
Watching from your window
I will strip you down and I will haunt you
Until the end of time

[SynthV Original] During the time of impunity (feat. SOLARIA Lite)

Wake Up

Youtube video: https://youtu.be/qn_9skhRv5M

Lyrics:

I cannot cry
My eyes are dry
My tears are aching to leave their ductal cages
And yet I cannot cry

Let there to rot
Let there to die
Consuming the back and front of my mind

It hurts to try
To tame my mind
Forever stuck in agony

I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm a nobody, an abstraction
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm fine
I'm stupid 'cause I'm me
Weak because I cry

Pathetic 'cause I love
Who I cannot love
Futile act of love
Futile act of love

I look into my dilated pupils
Reflecting all my ugly and wrong
My existence is unjustifiable
And yet, how can I be loved?

It doesn't make sense
It doesn't feel right
Don't ever look at me
You don't realise

Filth's what you adorn
Mend the heart you've torn
If I was reborn
Free but clothed in thorn

Filth's what you adorn
Mend the heart you've torn
The past I'll always mourn
Free but clothed in thorn

[SynthV Original] Clothed in Thorn (feat. Kevin)

going down

Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXNeufhq_nw

【冬若蝶 】New Darling (NiaoNiao cover contest)

Eu ainda não falo bem português, desculpe minha pronúncia.

Guitar: https://youtu.be/-e784DvyRMs

Garota De Ipanema (cover)

A track I made for Lera's university project a couple of months ago uwu

They will see in our eyes how much we love eachother

Datteeeee

Akumunorondo

#NNCoverContest2023

Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckJ_TizUxxE

[枫聆月Lyria] わるぐち (NiaoNiao Cover Contest 2023)

YouTube video: https://youtu.be/U3a6rcGJ4jI

Instrumental and SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1y5LPQLOXud7fdl5bYm4XrSpI27TKf5AU?usp=share_link

Lyrics:
Restless eyes
Troubled lights
Bloody fights
Passionless nights
Dreamer's blight
Holy knight
Warm and tight
Twist, twitch and turn
From the knife in our backs,
As the sickles and axes are swung
And we all run away-way-way-way

Lies, only she is true
Shame on you, shame on you, shame on you
In this hell, nothing grows anew
In this hell, only she is true
Shame on you, shame on you, shame on you
Through the all-seeing light of the Moon,
Change your heart and forgive me soon

My life is not mine to live it for

The Blood Moon is calling,
A mother is growling,
Her child has to go out and
pray-pray-pray-pray

Lies, only I am true
Shame on you, shame on you, shame on you
Just like God, please forgive me too
Yet again, black is all that I can see
Shame on me, shame on me, shame on me
Taint our blood, and you've broken our creed
One day, like all of you, I'll be free

(Kevin) Tainted [Synthesizer V Original]

needed to relax a bit so i made this

song: ATWA by System of a Down

kevin atwa

Only I would make a comeback with such a mediocre song. Never want to listen to this again lol. No complaints though, at least I'm still going despite everything!

Stream my music: hyperfollow.com/n0n53n53

Lyrics:
Your overflowing joy
Condensed into my prayer
Just deception
Void betrayal
If your heart was next to mine
My neighbours they would not complain
If we just had more time

If your heart was next to mine
My neighbours they wouldn't complain
If we just had more time
Then the warmth would never drain
Alas, you will despise me
Our gazes will grow cold
The creed that we were born in
Cements this loss foretold

Instrumental and SVP:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1oytxCOxFZe3JNoIx--v0laT3Ud8i3l9u?usp=sharing

(Mai) Star-crossed [Synthesizer V Original]

rpgmaker horror game style

Arrogant's Desire (Instrumental)

Finished in two days, woohoo! This was certainly something and I'm extremely happy with the result! I think I'll make more arrangements in the future!

Yes, it's Miraculous Ladybug. I'm a kid so I'm allowed to like it lol

It's so addictive h E L p

Miraculous Ladybug Theme [Original Arrangement]

Sorry for the bad quality, my microphone isn't the best and I had to mix this on my phone so it'd sound decent ^^; Anyway, I arranged this myself by listening. The original song is Sakuran by MARETU! You should check it out!

Sakuran Piano Arrangement

I don't know how to name most of my tracks

Voice reveal??? I can't sing at all, forgive me lol

All The Things She Said (Я сошла с ума)

My debut track for Duck Friend's Records~
Hope you like it ^^~ 

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHg1qV1BpeU

Tuning, rendering and video: Gothic Lolita (I love her and you should too)

https://soundcloud.com/gothicloli
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCom3nLyR5zTDgM670ZlHjsw
https://www.instagram.com/lucindagrey__/
https://twitter.com/LucindaGrey_

Everything else: me

Instrumental: Please ask if you're interested~

Lyrics:
Prone to old vices
They grumble as she walks by
Not fond of silence
Their act, awkward and dry

Sweating bullets
They're obviously still upset
Making excuses
To justify their filthy act
It's evident
They have no self-respect
So don't expect the prospect

Scummy, filthy puppeteers
I will manifest your fears

You dared to push me down
I'll pray for your doom to come

I've wiped you from my memory
You haven't seen this side of me
While you're begging for entry
I've wiped you from my memory

Scummy, filthy puppeteers
I will manifest your fears

You dared to push me down
I'll pray for your doom to come

Praise me, please praise me for my bravery
Uncut thread of crimson

[Vocaloid Original] Uncut Thread of Crimson (Maika feat. Eleanor Forte)

Trying to grow.

Please feel free to post constructive criticism!

Stream my music:

Nonsense

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