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DEAD YAMI MADE THE INSTRUMENTAL!!
@deadyami (deadyami)

LYRICS:
Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Pre-Verse:
I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry

Verse:
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I am not the person I used to be

When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too

I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Verse 2:
My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out

See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes

This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes

Bridge:
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say... goodbye

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD2MugTYAIk

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

concept for a song on my album (definitely unfinished)

lyrics 

kuromiii girls
always in my world
and now it feels like they will look for something better

kuromii girls
always fuck me up
you are so mean
but please don’t leave
just always kiss me after

oh
youre so mean
i cant breathe
every time you say goodbye
i try to leave
i try to be
someone im not like all the time
but its okay
youre my kuromi im melody
i need you please you make me breathe
something to make me feel so real
beacuse lately ive been fucking hating
on my own subconscious
looking out my window
i cannot see nothing
but pain inside
i wanna fucking jump sometimes
sometimes sometimes sometimes

kuromiii girls
always in my world
and now it feels like they will look for something better

kuromii girls
always fuck me up
you are so mean
but please don’t leave
just always kiss me after

i love how mean you are
it makes me smile big and wide
when you call me a retard
i wanna be your wife
if you leave me ill take my life
if i’m alone i’ll fucking die
you can fucking hit me yeah that’s fine
i just want you to hold me tight

kuromi girls (demo)

Pale face on a winter afternoon
sleep-deprived but I dreamt of you
I made friends with the shadows on the wall
you can win some but you lose it all

I think I'm better off alone
sinking like a stone
i don't got a breath you could take anyways
put me down below
rotting in my tomb
wearing out my bones
I'm better off alone

sweat dripping on a summer afternoon
you called up I said hey fuck you
who you think you are not so fast
you can come over and kiss my ass

Better Off Alone

If i was honest id take to go back home
Everyones going to blackies after school
Theres nothing better than stepping on your feet
Don’t stay around those folks they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

When we younger we let the fire die
And Now weve learned to go out and hit the tides
So take your last breath one day it call comes down
Dont take the long way home they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

If i was honest id take to go back home
Everyones going to blackies after school
Theres nothing better than stepping on your feet
Don’t stay around those folks they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

Im gonna this summer 
Stay home and be a bummer(x4)

Blackies (Jaded Juice Riders Cover)

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

when i saw her
short black hair
she saw me looking but she did not care
knee socks black band t shirt
bangs behind shes hiding secrets

 to her im just another loser
i dont know how to get closer
again im completely fooled
why this girl has to be so fucking cute

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad
omg shes so cute it makes me so fvcking mad
why do i have to suffer like this god tell me why
wish id never saw her cute girls are ruining my life

thinking bout her brings me pain
i know we could never date
im wearing eyepatch everyday
to not see her pretty face
x2

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

Be My Anchor

Shadow People

Driving through the snow
Alone inside my car
Over the edge i go
You pushed me way too far

Ill never fuck a girl
Ill always be alone
I hate this stupid world
And everyone i know

oh

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

hey

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

Hey

Now my hope is gone
This world has broken me
All the days drag on too long
Im sick of being me

Just get a job you hate
Only 40 hrs a week
Then blow your brains out with a gun
Cause youll never be free

oh

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

hey

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

Hey

Incel Bells

i saw you at  the mall
you were totally my type
your clothes were really cool
man what am i gonna do

short black hair and mean face
but still really cute
i couldnt help myself
couldnt get my eyes off you

these kind of girls are probably gonna be the death of me
i dont wanna just watch i need your touch
but youre so intimidating
thats why i kinda like that

maybe add me on myspace
we can talk long to the night

ill show you im not just a no name
i cant really think straight
when i saw you that day at the mall

BUT you were standing there with someone else
your boyfriend or brother
i wish for the latter

damn do i have a chance
why life has to be so unfair
you saw me staring back
now how do i react

bridge:
ik i will never see her again
but i will still remember that day
i was too scared to make that call
now shes just another girl i saw at the mall

mall girl

No More Friends I Got Enough

Got The Same Look

stay inside
all the time
all the thoughts
in my mind
cannot change
my fucking life
so just let
me fucking hide

Do Drugs Read Manga Drop Out

mask off

be a little good boy keep your mask on
do you want to be the one that kills grandma
goddamnit you're such an asshole
now I wanna kill everybody else here
cuz you know me 
serial killer
mass murder covid spiller
keep your mask on
keep your mask on
keep your mask on

mask off

Do Drugs Read Manga Drop Out

N0THANKY0U

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