don't know what to say... I'm not well, and these songs are helping me comprehend deeply, emotionally, that I'm not the only one feeling all these kinds of things.

"regression" hits the mark in describing the degree to which i feel i've deteriorated. i'm seriously one of maslows monkeys with the terrycloth rn... it's fucked... and I sometimes worry i can't get better to live a life i once knew and could imagine myself enjoying. 

but...

"regression" does one of those sneaky shoulder taps when it's on the other side of you, cuz like when I and many of the musicians featured in here feel like this, we long to go back, even though "going backwards" (both kogarashi and tame impala via dorian electra) is meant and easily understood as a negative thing to happen. 

And then without thinking about it we might say shit like "put me back in my mother" (push push) and "i can't remember the last time we even climbed a tree... please tell me when when we'll frolic in the meadows again, or play'n on the forest, i dreamt that any day now we'll be free" (angel emoji in their song 'collina-mals,' as in 'calling all animals,' in order to call out our animal joys and sense of play and freedom). 

My animal is out rn tho, and it's shit.  just a fuck'n terrified monkey(but that song's still a banger).
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... my therapist told me today that i should be playful and creative for my imagination of my future, and it's fucking hard when ur only used to making escape plans and are too anxious to even imagine getting any autonomy back. but it's better for the world, i guess, than if i have to become a non-autonomous agent in order to experience the freedoms of (some people's) childhood(s) "again."

Regression

don't look at me

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Kogarashi - Heartclef

i covered 'feels like we only go backwards' by tame impala. 
produced by count baldor. 
watch the video here: https://youtu.be/3G_rxMlAzeE

feels like we only go backwards - tame impala (dorian electra cover)

(i think it kinda goes something like
ichi ni san yon go roku nana hachi
kyuu juu juuichi
juuni juusan juuyon juugo
one two ready? go!)

i haven't slept eight hours in
like nine or ten or eleven months
it's easy to fall down
the whole way

a hoax, a hack, a star, a champ
a fake, a fraud, a king, a god
i choke on words
they haven't said it's okay

an inconvenient time for
you held your skull against mine
too soon too late, i had died
with our fingers intertwined

an all familiar thought has come
planted there by somebody from
a time before the concept of the lack

paintings
of the same things
made before we
had ever been

watch the leaves
are you bleeding?
don't you touch me
fucking freak

how lucky they are to have so many options
amongst all of the heads that they have talked with
overthink all of the words i have been saying
oh my god what if they hate me
they definitely hate me

i don't believe in superstitions or whatever
but it's fun to pretend whenever we get together
that there's energy in crystals and meaning in the numbers
because i know that these things bring you a great comfort

beyond practical and pragmatism
i am dedicated to an idealistic caricature
of a body sculpted from stone and born from heaven
scornful, contempt, and so irreverent

october usagi

say a prayer for me
i got my finger on the trigger and it's ready to squeeze
say a prayer for me
i got involved with someone who feels no empathy
say a prayer for me
i'm sick of letting God down habitually
say a prayer for me
i don't want to spend more time in purgatory
cuz when you're on my mind you make me wanna die (x4)
say a prayer for me
my fingers tremble while holding my rosary beads
say a prayer for me
mortal sins are the only gifts you've given to me
say a prayer for me
i know the only thing you love is your twitter feed
say a prayer for me
i'll never fit into your communist fantasy

Say A Prayer For Me

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Link Cable

Tongues North Star Remixes

Earth Monster (Dave Parley Remix)

a picket fence, a perfect lawn
a coffee at the break of dawn
it's all a fantasy
in reruns on TV

accepting I will never own
a happy Norman Rockwell home
with two kids and a wife
a stable modest life

the A/C can't beat summers heat
the traffic moves at glacial speeds
I'm drifting off into post-modern dreams

it isn't fun, it isn't fair
to live to serve the billionaires
so I won't fight for scraps
not I'm lying on my back

I'm dropping out I can't compete
kick off your boots and rest your feet
cause working hard is dumb
when there's no prize to be won

the A/C can't beat summers heat
the traffic moves at glacial speeds
I'm drifting off into post-modern dreams

a flannel shirt and worn blue jeans
an address on a quiet street
and a girl to love is all I'd ever need

Postmodern Dreams

greaser

F.U.C.K (Bloodhound Gang)

skill issue

Nadam se da moj izgovor u redu.(Znam da sam loše izgovorio prijateljima, teško je reći (,,>﹏<,,) snimaću ponovo kasnije)

Bila si na žurci
Sa svim tvojim prijateljima
Bio sam kod kuće
Već sam bio jako pospan

Ne znaš kako se osećam
Jer ni ja ne znam
Jer ni ja ne znam
Želim da znam

Želim da idem sa tobom ali
Ne mogu da idem sa tobom

Hoću da nestanem
Hoću da nestanem
Ću da nestanem zauvek

Hoću da Nestanem

lol jk!!

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