SadVibes ◊

https://soundcloud.com/biv/child

my only option.

Biv - CHILD (RED RXXM Flip)

tortured soul
what you know about me?
headless crow
didn't wanna run, what you want from me
i dont even know why you talk to me
who would fucking love me
who would fucking know me
who would wanna be around me
why am i like this?
why cant i be fucking happy?

(what makes him different
why am i never good enough
why am i never good enough)

how much more can i take

Lady Gaga - The Dead Dance (Slowed and Reverb)

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

PRODUCED BY
@deadwint3r

VOCALS
@deadwint3r
@waerry

DEADWINTER
it's like don't know where my life has been
it's like i've said a thousand words and it's all gone
it's all gone

its like you said these things to me before
i tried my hardest and i believed but it's all gone 
it's all gone

WAERRY
i been trynna get a hold of my self
that's why all your calls have been on hold, tell

your friends that i'm dead
write my letters all in red
cause i bled it all out for you

no more
no more pain
no more pain for you

no more
no more pain
no more pain from you

DEADWINTER & WAERRY
i gave it all away
you gave me all your pain

DOWNLOAD

PAIN - deadwinter & wærry

Artwork: Doug Keating
Ft/Prod/Mix/Master: @deviantraps
Ambient sample: Shtev
_____________________________
LYRICS

[HOOK]x2
Tonight
We're in the lost and found
We're sinking til we drown
And no one knows what you're about
Now was it really worth it?

[DEVIANT]
I'm just tryna hide out
Don't wanna be seen
I'm just tryna fly south
Spread these aching wings
Fuck it Ima slide out
Kick it with my brothers at the hideout
Fuck the in between
We all know it's ride or die now

Poison in my veins
I'll beat it hands down
Spit it in your face
Don't need a fuckin handout
Tryna pave the way
Yeah that's the plan now
Fuckin with the dream then its man down, man down

I don't need your help
I'm doing just fine
Snakes in the grass
Tryna take what's mine
Baku in the mist
Devouring my dreams
Fuck you and your clique, bitch
it's Lucid what I bleed

I don't need your help
I'm doing just fine
Snakes in the grass
Tryna take what's mine
Baku in the mist
Devouring my dreams
Fuck you and your clique, bitch
it's Lucid what I bleed

[HOOK]x2
Tonight
We're in the lost and found
We're sinking til we drown
And no one knows what you're about
Now was it really worth it?

[SLEEPYBOY HOMELESS]
I don't want a pass 
I don't need your fucking blessing
Keep it to yourself bitch
Ima keep em guessing 
Ima take a shot even if it fucking kills me 
Never been a cool kid never fucking will be 

Go ahead and judge me 
See how far it gets you 
I know you're a lame, I ain't even fucking met you
I know you're in pain, see us shining and it scares you 
Do it for the thrill, say you wanna, bitch I dare you 

Ima go insane from the shit I have to go through 
Poison in my brain, let me show you what this blow do 
You can keep the fame, I be smoking on that produce
Life's a fucking game, bitch I thought I fucking told you. 

Soon they're gunna wish that they didn't second guess me 
Ima blow a kiss to the ones who used to press me 
Sleepyboy and Devi gunna show em who the best be
That's the LUCID clique they'll be fucking with us heavy

[HOOK]x2
Tonight
We're in the lost and found
We're sinking til we drown
And no one knows what you're about
Now was it really worth it?

baku in the mist ft. DEVIANT (Prod. DEVIANT)

Artwork: Doug Keating
Ft: @slen_lb
Mix/Master: @deviantraps
Prod: @krowex
_____________________________
LYRICS
[HOOK][SLEEPYBOY HOMELESS]
My life styles been getting the best of me 
But I just can't leave it alone 
I tried but now it's getting the rest of me 
Another night 
Maybe another life 
I'll come back home

[SLEN]
Take back every word you said to me
Can't sleep, can't eat, can't even breathe
Remembering how it all fell apart
Another chance, let's go back to the start
It's too late, can't wait, we were meant to be
You made a promise that you'd never leave
Leave me here to drown in my blood
Sippin on this liquor with a blunt on my tongue

Will you bleed for me?
I bled for you
You never bled for me
I still bleed for you

[HOOK][SLEEPYBOY HOMELESS]
My life styles been getting the best of me 
But I just can't leave it alone 
I tried but now it's getting the rest of me 
Another night 
Maybe another life 
I'll come back home

[SLEN]
Bleed(x4)

bleed 4 u ft. sℒen (Prod. mlody yerba)

@kamaara @kamaara @kamaara
first song: @deademane
second song: @kamaara

I'llFollowYouIntoTheSun w/ KAMAARA

IDontWannaWakeUp

@abortedaudio @pearlywhite @nxtti
Found Myself In Another Place (4/7)
Stream the whole album here: ampl.ink/gG0zE

Stream

Sakanade (feat. Pearl White, Kill Ebola, NETTI)

Rain tapping on a window
Checking up on me
I'm lost in the greys though
Skies mixing with the shallow waters
All so bland when it shatters

Playing hide and seek
Hide and seek
Counting hopes every week
Playing hide and seek
Hide and seek
Till I no longer breathe

From patterned up 
Heavy storms
Light moving slow 
Forming inner hope
Breeze running across my cheek

Playing hide and seek
Hide and seek
Counting hopes every week
Playing hide and seek
Hide and seek
Till I no longer breathe

Hide (prod. Biv)

Lyrics : Hands are trembling and I’m covered in blood again. I can’t help but be out of time.

These expectations are tearing me apart.
And I can’t hold my eyes open to your
Expectations 
there tearing me apart.
I’m running out of time.
I’m running out of time.

I’ll never be what you want me to be.

Expectations (p. winter ghost)

feat - @ripctrl
prod - @killsage
co prod- @prodraccoonz

Tommy Blve-
im not in the right mind
the right mind
scream until the night sky
the night sky
running out of my time
my time
im not in the right mind 
the right (x2)

RIPCTRL-
im not in the right mind
but when i see your sins 
i turn a blind eye
all my life they waiting for me to fall
and thats why im so fuckin anti
like you can preach all you want
but this shit aint go change 
the way you aiming words at my face
and if you gone talk all that crud
then you best take that mu'fuckin 
keyboard away

i aint got no repents 
cus this aint a lost cause
i never make regrets 
cus thats just what i was told
talk to iblis in the fuckin cold 
im just sick and tired 
of tryna be the fuckin goat

IM NOT IN THE RIGHT MIND (FEAT. RIPCTRL)

out on spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/18lHA4qU33ftRm5lMFNXhB?si=iYWYMqbZTwuvJbZBci-qZw

prod: @voidexx

Lyrics:
all the awful things that you said to me like im never gonna be shit
but you love my attention 
and you'll love it more when im rich
you dont even know blowin up my phone
you dont even know blowin up my phone

yeah i did 200 in the whip 
link up with the gang 
man this shits too loud
yeah she love when its just me and her 
cus she love this shit 
yeah she love this sound

nothing been the same since you left like that
why you gotta fuck with my head like that?

IDontWannaWakeUp

NothingNothingNothing

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