Shunned by those who claim to be like me
I freeze I choke I bleed

Carved my curse in the flesh of a verse
Burst with thirst for the worst and rehearsed every hurt
E-every breath I take is soaked in despair
I wear my pain with a flair and it poisons the air

Dagger-tongued demons imprisoned in my head, they are dreaming of treason,
Bleedin' through the seams of my loathing season
I scream in silence, with violence in the rhythm
I'm chained up to my shame, locked up in this self-made prison

Hope is a weapon I turned on myself
I am blind to the good and to praise I am deaf
I am hollow, I'm hallowed, I'm hell in disguise
There's no need for hello, you can start with goodbye

Я КМС
Это тоже как спорт
Я КМС
watch  me smile as I pull the trigger
Я КМС
запоздалый аборт
Я КМС
it's my only resort

I do not belong here I'll never fit in
I aim I slit I sin

Stop trying to help can't you see I am damned?
I will bear this to death and I'm nearing the end

My thoughts are twisted into knots my brain is clotted till it rots
I have connected all the dots to see the holes in godly plots
I have subverted the defaults to watch my world as it implodes
The truth is buried in the dirt where with my honour it corrodes

Я КМС
Это тоже как спорт
Я КМС
watch  me smile as I pull the trigger
Я КМС
запоздалый аборт
Я КМС
it's my only resort

Chokin' on the smoke from the bridges I've burned
And I yearn for the world that they join as I mourn
With the back crack bendin' backwards facing the lack
As I stretch out for a hand and I fall through the black

All the shame thus became the cathedral of pain
Brick by brick it was laid from the depths within my brain
Slick mind split bit by bit by the trauma and guilt
Never fit any script, that's the just the way that I am built
Now the wrists have been slit ugh soul is covered in spit
I'm so sick of it, all I want is to quit

I accept my fate and I leave with a grin
Nothing can be done with the darkness within

Have you ever tried to strike someone from your life?

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