Shoutout my old friends who kept it real
New life new shi don't know how to feel
I thought with time everything would heal
White nikes on my feet my girl got red heels
Story time sadness
I've about had it
Tell me what is happening
Everything good in life comes and ends this is madness
Hopped into the rolls look up find a star and just grab it
(its a fucking story of mine)
I pull out a racket this shi get to clappin
I thought we was up bitch but you is just capping
I dont give a fuck yuh dont know why im rapping
Ima switch the flow up
Tell me when to go yuh
Would you fucking like me If I was covered in gold yuh
Yuh i feel like spike lee im on stage at the shows yuh
I can tell you hate me and don't care and it shows yuh
I just wanna leave is that not today
Free world but everyday the fucking same
Yuh
I say im okay
Everyday I just sit and fucking wait

storybook @teenslug

https://soundcloud.com/hardrock4l

https://soundcloud.com/beatsbygnd
https://soundcloud.com/alex-watkins-581768856

original song: https://youtu.be/U_glrbqBhpA?si=IfoWh8-s5RQDsiiq

Hardrock - CantGoBack2U (Pawl4k X GND X Iamstarborn)

burger - bored based poem #MaybachMusic [prod. vanc]

it be the saMe old shit, i can never fucking tell
i lose myself, i lose myself, and idk if im going 2hell 
i don’t wna die, baby, i dont wna die 
tell me ill be fine, make me feel aight
yeah, i overthink & dont know what it means 
even if i died baby you wouldnt even bleed
dont know what im doing 
i dont know what im doing 
please baby, tell me whats the reason im pursuing all this fucking music
idk if im good at it dont know if im good at it 
dont know if that should matter 
just tell me 
tell me if im doing something wrong 
tell me whats the matter, whats the cause
sorry im different, im just gone 
sorry if acting different baby im just scarred 
im just in my thoughts 
dont know what to do if i let you into my heart
thats the worst part 
you gone have me fucked up, like baby, dont you start
you gone do some stupid shit then tell me
im just gone lose my mind 
im gone lose my mind and tell you im just fine 
i cant leave you lone baby even if i tried 
i took that shot in spite
i dont wanna cry 
ill let you decide 
do you want me or just want me by your side 
im gone tell the truth baby even if i lie 
yeah i love you, baby, chill, im just tired 
im tired of my life, im tired of these lies 
please, send me a sign
tell me im aight 
tell me that you love me & youll never leave my side 
tell me you wont leave, if i show you whats inside 
me, & inside my mind 
tell me youre all mine

LØSEMYM1ND! ##emotionalfreestyle </3

anycia ft.slayton

getemout (444jet) ft. KYD AND CAMBRIA

in love with drugs

produced, mixed, mastered @cryberia

#artilleryvictim - keep it in your heart

i'm so scared i might say. a thing or two
cuz i've said a thing or two or three

i hate the way i split in 2
i don' feel like me.

it's end game fuck the rest
lies n lies put me to rest
i'll have a knife i'll show it off
if u need it i'll cut him off
new knife same brand
new life it's a new path
triple option i crash
get back up make it last

i'm dehydrated, bitch i'm jaded
no i can't face it, i wna stay faceless

yea i wna stay faceless .


keep me faceless baby
i'm gon pull up make u wanna fuckin show me off
take another shot n take it off 
take it off n then i spin it off 
spin it off like there's someone i should call 
i should call youuu
baby i should call youu 

i should call you 
i should take u 2 a mf ballroom 
i just wish that i could mf stall you 
slip some paper in the door 
never close it i might drown 
keep it open n i'll show it 
way u needed it the most 
pick myself up in the process i've doin the most
(baby yea, fuck) 

i've been doin the most
doin tha most

i dragged it on n on 
n on n on 
n on n on 
i don't wna cut it off 
cut it off 
cut it off
baby yea i put u on 
put u on  
i can't fuckin take the loss

i dragged it on n on 
on n on 
on n on 
i don't wna cut it off 
cut it off 
cut it off
baby yea i put u on 
put u on  
i can't fuckin take the loss

on & on

u see it ($ilky) **TAPE SOON*

Mercylæin is @mercy-in-the-well + @porcelaein

Pay to view pay to play credit cards get sunk
stay used babes paid play hard n get strung
speak rude on my name kill my hard extract cum

Fuck that
im already lost

we dont see one to one I see in 1:1
This not no one on one cuz she already won
My only landmark the direction of gunshots
Arrive late hesitate to just touch the punch clock
In dreams im a ------ real life treat the cunt soft
My life a point and click pick commands from the hot bar
Pointed knives at our necks in her dads car
Violent rabbit no holes like im max
Try your best but we wont leave the well intact

Tell me I should kill myself

And i got bitches gassing me up like it's all love
Catch me gagging but still sipping from the wrong cup
Yakking, I love when I puke
It makes me feel young and it makes me feel all empty and used
I hope I get drugged, roofied
I dont want a hug wanna see my face brusing
Make me spend till im spent
Give a hundreth of a bird to a ten

Tell me I should kill myself

toy with the edge of my pillowcase
between fingers held dear til it feel the same
but it wont feel the same like the pill is fake
or a gram of cocaine tainted, cleaned with ace
heart ascending in tempo from fears of years past
need an echo or else young mercy can't hear that
I break it I break it too late to take back
All necrotic and rotting brain tissue turn black

can you lose if you fetishize loss
melt yourself and have sex with the dross
can you lose by being found if you get off to getting caught
mistress with the tools to break a little boy bot

and she want me real quiet real silent
empty bedroom bright screen white crying
getting cucked a stand in for desires real violent
so she want me real quiet real silent
want me permavirgin given up on trying

storybook @teenslug

night

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