cherry freestyle (p. rxkz)

lighthouse (p. flousen)

everything

blossom

nobody (p. yugen)

alright

mud on this stump 
dirt in this brush 
churning these gears 
they’ll turn till they bust 
and sparks start to spray 
like the stars on the cusp 
im dead till im dust 
fields full of clover im running w luck 
i’ll run like im gump 
there’s mud on this stump 
churning these gears
they’ll turn till they bust 
half of me hates who 
i think I’ll become 
became 
who is to say 
scared of my light
pick you decide 
edge of the  wall 
is where I reside 
feign for the high 
what do i mean 
is there’s means 
to it all 
do all my questions 
come w resolve 
i need an escape 
too much i can’t take 
i feel I can’t talk 
im yelling in space 
gasping for breath

edgeofthewall

carry me out there 
somewhere amongst the plains 
this maze is quiet here 
simply tell me you don’t care
carefully lay me alone 
promise you not like the rest 
or better yet promise you won’t break a promise
see how your fears encompass 
the very things that you posses 
this reservoir can’t hold no more 
don’t do me less 
just give me more 
cause im feelingless 
like you always do 
do i have beg 
do you see me hear 
im waving at you 
w my hands too 
the sky
covered in love 
they can’t see my eyes
when they look at me they recognize 
see we know different 
because of what underlies 
all the corners we cut 
an undermine 
looking for mindfulness 
trying to siege 
but all that i’ve seen 
taken & shore to die 


im feathering these fuckers 
couldn’t conjur up a fuck to 
give i pick & pry my problems 
as i dissipate 
im tryna reprimand my sins 
before i see the heavens gates
tryna bring correction 
the parts that need addressing 
stressing thoughts 
they keep on stretching

time (intro)

i try to much or to little 
never enough satisfy 
my sanity gone 
im tryna patch up the wounds 
i need gauze 
feel a little lost at times
 i need god 
im right im wrong all in the same sense 
we talk fuck make up 
im brain dead 
and it’s painless 
heart made of glass an it’s stainless 
I’ll gorge my self 
i can’t ignore myself 
there’s a hoard of holes 
let me dig em out 
deeper 
rip me to pieces 
or do it away 
either way i’ll sit wither away 
w or w/o 
a role i uphold 
and i know i must play
forever is all that we have 
when we fade 
never short cut 
all the corners i face

brokenheartedsaint (p.autrioly)

rain hits the asphalt 
on a 
hot summer day 
it’s an overcast 
looks like to me 
another day of rain 
body to the grass 
while I’m 
playing w it’s hair 
when i look up 
to the sky how did I get down from there
all i have is care 
love to give 
and hate to bare 
cold to the touch 
and I’m masking a front 
imma bastard 
you can cum when you feel 
an leave as you want 
use too door slams 
an seething in silence 
it’s beating me up 
im not needed enough 
i can’t be what you want 
this is me
it’s for us 
i can see what you want 
it’s not me that you see 
when you see us as one 
a ghost that you know 
that lives still 
I’ll give you your answer 
my lips sealed 
im here just to perish 
i hope to do more 
than experience 
memories echo 
through channels 
and wave from under the brush 
is where i was made 
in the shade in the dark 
is where I feel safe 
alone is start 
longing for change 
a quarter away 
piece by piece 
this brick that i lay 
the closer i get i remember
the taste 
of chase 
thoughts in my mind overlap 
it’s race 
my past in fight with the 
future i praise
the struggle with questions 
and answers i seek 
i don’t wanna sink 
head above water 
im tryin to breath 
so much to witness 
i don’t wanna blink 
hours to days 
and days turn to weeks 
months turn 
to years since yo heard me last speak 
there’s oceans between 
me and the person you knew me to be

overcast (p.nekogod)

if i told you 
that i didn’t 
would make you feel any different 
can i call though 
im still scared 
every times it’s 
it’s like a nightmare 
gritting my teeth 
shivers of resonance 
take over me 
bare bones 
scrape 
hands held 
don’t let me go wait 
you don’t remeber this day 
this where your supposed to leave 
turning in to stone 
stale and white 
pale as day 
dark as light 
canard 
i can’t say lie 
life’s a stage 
a path away 
i walk the line 
i seen the signs from miles away 
and still i ride 
hopeless right 
away im off 
or on my way 
ain’t no days that im taking off
like a nail how I’m hanging on 
i feel no ways or im feeling it all 
they say the middle you should 
im im deepend
scoured bog 
all i seen was leaches 
alone 
or together 
still can’t tell which is better 
or if it’s one in the same

thebog (edited)

create or consume 
road to be saint is reprehensible 
struggle filled and full of many questions 
and second guessing your first step 
all that you want is for everything to be perfect 
still can’t catch a break cause the problems resurface 
i spend my time running 
running in place 
tryna chase the highs 
because the lows are hard 
too face 
hard to find satisfaction 
in growing up 
it’s getting harder laugh at jokes 
im sorry im not mad you 
just tryna find comfort 
in this person im bounded to 
i wanna find solitude 
away from the crowd an judgement 
and laugh of the public 
im scared if people can see me 
for reasons i don’t know why 
the shame an guilt that i hide 
the answers become more clear 
as time kisses us bye 
I’ll look in the rear view mirror 
im leaving here 
tired of living in fear 
what could an what might not 
worries of what i can’t help 
keep me inside a box
building myself a coffin 
sooner later i’ll drop 
sooner later I’ll—

n4te

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