Crying my guts out while healing at the same time.

Guilty (When This Bitch Shouldnt)

I dropped another rock and thought I wrecked it. 
It could've protect me.
Shi- I might be on the spectrum.

Neurodivergents like me getting lectures.
Why would I connect with 
someone lacking understanding?

I find meaning in everything except their rectum.
Its just another fact that
i felt sexual acttraction.
  
Might be something 'bout my brain that is connected
to something unexpected.
'Cause why would I be rapping?

Why would I be rapping?
Why would I be writing?
Why, why, why would I be here?
Thinking clearly, 
soul dividing
from my thoughts.
soul dividing
from my thoughts.
soul dividing..

Intellectualising something: selfreflection.
I call it protection.
Emotions I keep slapping.

Fears causing controlling and masking
Jeez the words and actions
don't align I'm laughing (ha ha ha).

I radiate intensity or maybe a whatever 
for stinky judgemental 
or rational matters.

'Cause reality is I might be selfcentered
to keep myself together.
Who believes in my endeavour?

To why I would create?
Why I would live on? 
Keep keep keep my dreams in here?
Thinking clearly,
soul dividing 
from my thoughts.
Soul dividing
from my thoughts. 
Soul dividing
from my thoughts
Soul dividing
from my thoughts. 
Soul dividing
from my thoughts.
Soul dividing
from my thoughts.
Soul dividing..

Soul dividing

Mentally Killed

This sideproject of Loeki is made for mistakes, experiments and skill improvement. Here you can find my most random, ironic and crazy creations!

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