human centipede

haunt me x3 - teen suicide cover

Hecate

i was all over her

sun poking thru the pine trees 
i saw my body on the forest floor 
all the drugs all my scars 
im like this forever and it hurts so fucking bad 

the guilt gets to me a little more everyday
i want to take a blade i want to make a hole 
I want it to hurt and I don’t want my parents to see 

pill cut 
hate my life 
love my friends until I die 
i can’t help but lie thru bloody teeth
u mean so much to me 

ive done a lot of fucked up shit only god knows 
n it feels like I’m getting colder n it feels like I’m getting further away from the point 

Im a girl  im so fucked up 
smoke pot and cry when I wake up

carving pictures into my arms, with stars in my eyes i cried myself to sleep

5 years have gone by and i cant remember any of it 
i hurt myself again and again
i’ve been dying  and i never learned how 
sharp cut and all i am is my old dead dreams 
i just feel so bad for everyone around me 
My heart beats fast for the last time 
throwing up first thing in the morning my body is nothing 
im not a good person and i haven’t been since i was a kid 
I’ve been hiding everything for so long, it didn’t happen 
I wanna run away from everyone and everything I’ve ever known i want to put a bullet in my head i want to try again

when i finally give up (i knw i will)

bitcrushed puppy dog interlude

go go, oh oh 
go away, go away 
it’s hard everyday 
in a fucking haze 
i visit your grave 
this shit hurts too much 
i do drugs and stuff  
i cut myself again for the first time in 3 years, i spill my blood 
i saw his body 
it’s so fucked up 
i smoke so much i can’t forget it 
my whole life 
i see it now, i see it now 
i shoot myself, make it something beautiful

A Knife to my heart: Yr voice in the wind, through the trees

ive been dying can u save me now? 
i didn’t want it now im missing u like hell 
we all wanted u here whered u go 
i promise u had friends that cared 
i can’t do this shit without u it gets hard and i fall to my knees and i 
pray to god that it gets easier

easierrr griefstyle

Go
get out of my head 
i can’t do this without you 
i can feel this shit falling apart and I’m scared 
Memory of ur voice a painful melody 
Fuck it I’m fucked I can’t help but feel haunted 
i feel like a witch the way I’m talking to the dead 
bloody wrist blood forest i can’t see shit 
push me in the road n let my bones crush under metal, im a evil girl im gonna end up in hell fuk it

My Failed Attempt At Learning To Live Again

i don’t understand this life 
why things happen why I try 
everything i touch turns to rust 
like a girl from a story book 
i wish I could take us away from here 
cus yr dead body is just a couple miles away n it makes me sick 
I hate all the torture of this 
i miss u but I know it cant matter to u now

like a girl from a storybook (demo)

my lifes been too damn tragic need a second need to think 
i see something magic close my eyes don’t feel a thing 
nothings rly permanent not life or anything 
im smoking weed in Paris w my bros maybe one day 
i’m fucked 
this shits such a nightmare 
i really have no one and it’s sad but I can’t care 
i love u so much don’t fucking die i fucking swear i can’t again

Boxcutter Angel

#Chill Beatz Snowy Wednesday Evening <3

crush mee

hair bleach

bunny hat

waking up to dead plants bad thoughts, i don’t like where this is headed 
im outside with my flashlight 2am im cold it sets in 
getting better is so hard im trying and im tired and im so bored 

god, why am i so defective? 
why do my hands shake, embarrassed
coping all the wrong ways 
barely here im worried 
i just wanna go home 
close my eyes and vanish 
i think I was tainted by an evil force
it wanted me to suffer in order to progress
im really fucking tired i jst wanna go to bed 

so it goes, im sitting on the floor 
crying over something dumb and smoking weed and on ur spotify 
making lists of times that i fucked up and hurt people i care about 
i know something’s gonna happen 
im so scared and im so sorry 

god, why am i so defective? 
why do my hands shake, embarrassed
coping all the wrong ways 
barely here im worried 
I just wanna go home 
close my eyes and vanish 
I think I was tainted by an evil force
it wanted me to suffer in order to progress
im really fucking tired i just wanna go to bed

girl hospital

i hate waiting for nothing in my bed 
i could eat nothing drink coffee but what’s the point 
my makeup is all smeared i look weird i like it 
im so shocked ur not scared im so weird i hate it 

U said u like cute girls i wish I was a cute girl 
I don’t like my haircut u said u liked my haircut 
stoned in a hot topic  claire’s necklace silver with a dog 
i can’t wait for winter  layer up and hide all over again

me and my sjw friends just bought a gun off the deep web

throwing up in the school bathroom
leaving your house to do drugs in my room
i miss smoking in your blue truck
wanna be a girl i'm stuck in the mud

i wish i was a girl

god made me from shit and mud
my brain is fucked and there's no saving it
feeling pretty useless and weird
i just need to give back or something  
Im waiting to get killed; downtown cleveland in the snow at night
maybe then i can fucking chill, close my eyes and not see every reason I shouldn't be here 
every reason i shouldn't be here 

i hope my family is gonna be okay without me 

i'll nvr be ur girl, i'll always be gross thoughts and thick scars and dark parts
god, i'm so fucking gross, i'm so fucking weird, I can't wait to go home

srry i threw up on ur bed

thoughts poems and scribbled out diary entries
from my bedroom with my whole heart

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