lyrics:
I don't wanna hear a word you say don't wanna hear the lies
All the back and forth it breaks me down like every single night
I won't respond to your texts 'cause it'll end in a fight
I'm breaking down I'm a mess can't turn my wrongs into rights
I tried yeah I swear that I tried
My time yeah you wasted my time
I don't plan on staying here and growing old
'Cause in the end you die alone

I don't ever wanna see or feel or hear from you again
I guess this life we built together was nothing more than pretend
I don't want see you in public  I don't want see your friends
It goes to show that everything that's good in life has to end
And I know I got my problems yeah I'm fucked up in the head
But that don't mean you gotta leave me here with everything you said
I'm sick of living with my thoughts I might just fill my brain w lead
And after everything we been through all I'm left with is regret

All these cuts on my wrists and my thighs tell the story
Of the girl that once loved me but left in a heartbeat
Every apology couldn't take back all the words you said
Well what did you expect no I don't wanna be friends
And I know I'm not perfect but I'm on a better path
But I've been tryna be optimistic I'm tired of feeling sad
I don't wanna reminisce about the memories we had
I'm tired of feeling love for you I wanna leave that in the past
I don't think I can
I'm taking shots in my bed
I'm saying fuck my friends
They're never there in the end
I realized I'm the only person I can rely on
But I still capture every moment that I can with this Nikon
I got these Polaroids inside my room they keep me sane
I take this medicine to balance chemicals in my brain
I fall in love with every girl I meet I swear I'm insane
All I want is to be happy but it can't be obtained

I don't ever wanna see or feel or hear from you again
I guess this life we built together was nothing more than pretend
I don't want see you in public  I don't want see your friends
It goes to show that everything that's good in life has to end
And I know I got my problems yeah I'm fucked up in the head
But that don't mean you gotta leave me here with everything you said
I'm sick of living with my thoughts I might just fill my brain with lead
And after everything we been through all I'm left with is regret

My plate keeps stacking up I'm acting up off drugs I swore I kicked
My life keeps switching up confused as fuck I'm stuck inside a ditch
I know I messed it up I act impulsive
Momma I'm still a kid
I'm too broken I can't be fixed
I just need two more then I'm lit
Yeah I'm sad as fuck I mask with drugs I don't know I can't quit
Can't control me you don't own me if you try ima get pissed
I don't even try to hide the paraphernalia in my crib
Never sober on my shift
Get my bag and then I dip

I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna hear you
I don't wanna see you
Ever again

dont wanna see u (prod branwen)

produced by branwen
w/ syrnsos: https://soundcloud.com/syrnsos
+ astarari: https://soundcloud.com/astararri

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produced by lapper luna
featuring astarari <3

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