produced, written, mixed by Bhertuy


lyrics:

Why do I keep failing at everything I do
It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June
Strived 1 thousand times, I'm so caught up on time
I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why
Let me leave this place or I will do it on my own
Sadly you think it's a phase till you see my tombstone
If I make it out alive I'll get to claim my throne
Everyone will cease their laughter when they've seen I've grown

I hold my tears in front of people that look up to me
I choke my fears in front of people that make fun of me
I wrote the book about how you should just enjoy the scene
I broke my sight into a fraction so I get to cheat
You got to think outside of the box
Put yourself in other people's thoughts
You're only guilty because you got caught
Get sentenced to hell to a place where you rot
Say that you treat everybody the same
But as soon as you're up you forget all their names
I try my best to hold on to my sane
But a bad day will change up the course of my pain

I keep failing at everything I do
It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June
Strived 1 thousand times, I'm so caught up on time
I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why

When you're sitting on your death bed will you satisfy
All your dreams and hopes that you had tried to push alive
Think about it if it's no then you're living a lie
You're just another sheep that lived another persons life

Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself
I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets
Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent
I crashed my car again
A side effect of zero friends
I said exactly what I meant
My heart is not made of cement

Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself
I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets
Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent
I crashed my car again
A side effect of zero friends
I said exactly what I meant
My heart is not made of cement

stream :)

last year

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lyrics:
say i don’t wanna be toxic
how am i gon stop it
look at jim n joe they doin exactly what i’m stoppin
and all of u are fallin
for whatever they’re plotting
don’t listen to them do u ever hear ur heart stoppin
say i don’t wanna be toxic
how am i gon stop it
look at jim n joe they doin exactly what i’m stoppin
and all of u are fallin
for whatever they’re plotting
don’t listen to them do u ever hear ur heart stoppin
don’t lie u chose to walk this path but does it describe you
i say a lotta lies in my songs about u
i hope that youll be fine now that i’m without u
tell me tell me what’s the worst that’d come to me
i swear that i just need one person for my company
i’m so bad at talkin i can’t always provide therapy
just look at my discography that’s what u meant to me
say i don’t wanna be toxic
how am i gon stop it
look at jim n joe they doin exactly what i’m stoppin
and all of u are fallin
for whatever they’re plotting
don’t listen to them do u ever hear ur heart stoppin
say i don’t wanna be toxic
how am i gon stop it
look at jim n joe they doin exactly what i’m stoppin
and all of u are falling
for whatever they’re plotting
don’t listen to them do u ever hear ur heart stoppin

stream

do you ever hear your heart stopping

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

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2/4 of novembermisery

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lyrics:
i don’t know ur name
but id love to hit replay
circling the same things
i once had to escape from
mayb jus a little
did he like u for ur beauty
seven second love
before comfort takes the new me
oh baby i
i don’t wanna stay stuck with u
say something new
my cheeks turning blue
i don’t wanna rinse out the you
that i had to grew
from being
closer by an inch
but we’re further from the picture
seven second love
reason why we ain’t together
reinvent urself
so that i would think you’re better
baby this ain’t luv
we should never b together
my attention span started leakin
now i can’t focus
on you
you can’t allude
several other guys queued up in a line
they want you too
u could
pursue
just do

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seven second love

Bhertuy - Book.

Oslo

Oslo (prod. me)

my fam.mp3

every day

me n skress project v soon!
@skress

Lyrics:

[ay shoutout skress fr haha]

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

When I first saw your face
I swear I fall in love again
I burn inside
Won't tell you why
Until I meet my end
Im crying out
Lend me you hand
Im tired of suspense
I put a wall around my thoughts 
Cause' thats just my defense

You change the way you are
Don't like how I been acting
You argue every night
Say shit for a reaction
She want the glamour
Want the money
and the camera, action
I make the bag do fuckin' flips baby like Riley Lavin

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

I need help 
Baby runnin' outta options
Got some money 
Old friends keep flockin'
Set path and im stuck
Bitch Im locked in
I put posion in my lungs
Smokin' toxins
Bitch I'm posted in the fuction
And I'm nauseous 
They moving weird so I gotta stay cautious
Hit up Chach
When I touch down Austin
Look around and I don't feel concious

Braclet, Cartier
Blank look on my face
I feel outta place 
I don't wanna wait
Try to pave my way
I don't feel safe
Is it all too late?
So much shit I wanna say
I cannot relay
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna wait

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

ifeeldisoriented (prod. skress)

lil song prod me : > not sure how long itll b on here
Lyrics:
every night it’s another problem
toss n turn thinking how to solve them
don’t get too close to me 
keeping me from falling asleep
i don’t really mean to dig too deep
think it’s time to set me free
so
watch me watch me
forget that you were in my life
leave leave 
leave me here you left me to die
so much pressure
nothing better
three love letters
damn my head hurts 
it’s always he said she said fuck you
i never even cared about the shit you do
it was said n done i got to see a new POV
true colors show after you let the light thru
skip town see ya around idk you
love to hate me like i never knew 
cause you know it’s true

and better off alone
picking up the pieces as i go along
now i’m getting second thoughts maybe i was wrong i was wrong
no
such hypocrite
the way you make up this bullshit
cause it never had to with sentiment
yea i see is jealousy 
get tf away from me
see ya later 
i’m falling in love with strangers 
like it was never anything major 
i’m done with it get away from me
so 
watch me watch me
forget that you were in my life
leave leave 
leave me here you left me to die
so much pressure
nothing better
three love letters
damn my head hurts 
so 
watch me watch me
switch up nd leave u in the past
stuck in your daydream 
knew that this shit would never last
i’m skipping the line
i can’t wait no more time
i’m bouta lose my mind 
i’m bouta lose my minddd

Bhertuy - Book.

Jmldnd.

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