Name: breakers - 8485 / live at the monarch / 21/12/21 by kat
Duration: 1 min 51 s
Description: the audio is not from a clip i've filmed myself!

song i made 4 fun <33

lyrics: 


Baby I miss you
Can you call me on my phone can I reach u? 
And I know you don’t like talking but I need you
I’m feeling kinda nervous can it be soon? 
Tell me what you thought when you saw me 
You were looking on ur phone and u swiped me
all these other bitches they don’t like me 
but i know that they’re just mad they aren’t like me
Baby I miss you
Can you call me on my phone can I reach u? 
And I know you don’t like talking but I need you
I’m feeling kinda nervous can it be soon? 
I don’t like when ur online
The way you act it just ain’t right
I love when ur in front of me
But hate when ur behind the screen 
I’ll admit you’ve got me stressed 
let’s smash our phones let’s disconnect 
Can it be just you and me? 
I’d love to give you everything 
Cuz Baby I miss you
Please call me on my phone I need to reach u 
I don’t care u don’t like talking cuz I need you 
Ur making me so nervous can it be soon? 
U could hold me really close, you could bite me 
But I’d never think to run I’m never trying 
I’d do whatever u want to keep you by me 
And all u have to do is fucking call me

online presence

mix / master: @luvglitz & @vintagepopstar 
prod: nermal6

lyrics: 
my insides feel so twisted 
i untangle them it hurts 
i destroy my body 
i enjoy the process 
seeing how I change from all the damage that it causes 
I’m sawing all my limbs off 
i let them fall apart 
these part of me are useless 
disconnected from my heart 
your love was just too good and I choose you every time 
I’m blinded and I’m bounded so my judgments never right 
desires I can’t feed 
forever hurting me 
I’m so captivated by ur taste 
It’s hypnotizing me 
my vitals are unstable 
i can feel my body drop
but i love the way it feels 
cuz it’s never gonna stop 
u learn to love the things 
that you used to never want 
it’s not sick it’s just survival 
or ur head gets all fucked up
everything u do it has no consequences 
cuz I’m the one who suffers 
better to put up defenses 

touch my soft skin made of porcelain 
you got me breaking 
all the shit you said was unreal 
now im hallucinating 
grinding me up with bones in my coffee you just like my decor 
instead i just sat down crying on the floor 
i think you know me 
i dont wanna know why 
i think you know me 
you dont have to be shy, do you know me? Think that you know 
why do you know me 
think that you know why.

twisted + vintagepopstar

now on Spotify <3 

mastered by: @luvglitz 
prod: temcandoanything 

lyrics: 
the longer I’m away from you, the weirder that I feel 
it’s not until I see you that I start to see clear
tell me what the truth is baby, I always live in fear
I guess I always feel that way until I know you’re here 
(tell me why you did it, every dream falling apart. 
tell me why you did it, after the promise.
still aching, still aching oh 
baby I need ur love 
looking so different, glaring street light) 
everything that I write it always ends up about you
your beds the only place i really wanna get into 
always have this strange feeling that ur doing something shady 
really hope I get it wrong, I’m feeling unsure on the daily 
letters bounded, flashing lights 
standing in one place tonight 
never fail to feel at ease cuz this is what u do to me
careless and collected 
I see the way ur heart is headed 
tell me if ur love will bite 
you can leave me to the light

live in fear ♡

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prod. teeth
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she asked me if im scared to die
got a switchblade weildin big knives
im out in the night she want name i take her life
skinwalkers im not alive bitch die bitch die
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)

yea im fucked up out in tha club u dont love no u dont love no
take my love note its a suicide yea its just u and i lovely suicide
yea im fucked up out in tha club u dont love no u dont love no
take my love note its a suicide yea its just u and i lovely suicide

she asked me if im scared to die
got a switchblade weildin big knives
im out in the night she want name i take her life
skinwalkers im not alive bitch die bitch die
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)
u dont need me plastic surgery (bitch die bitch die)

are u afraid to die?

Spotify

are u afraid to die? (p. teeth)

idk just something I made last night, I haven’t posted in 4ever. maybe I will keep it up or priv it I’m not sure ^_^ 

prod: @temcandoanything

lyrics:
i can’t fucking run yea I wanna stay awake 
and I’m waiting for ur message, u could take the pain away 
lately I’ve been thinking if I wanna stay this way
I can never make decisions can you say that I’m okay? 
everything’s a mess and everything is rotten 
i think I wanna keep you, keep you in my locket 
would you forgive me for all my sins? 
i think ur heaven, will u let me in? 
i left my feelings in my room I shoved it under my bed
I really hope that I forget all of the things that I said
but I guess it doesn’t really matter
I avoid it and it gets better 
tell me what u want baby do u want my heart? 
I’ll put it on a plate, let u devour it 
I’ll give u my lungs
If you’ll be proud of it

locket

now on spotify <3

mix/master: @luvglitz 
prod: ausuro 

lyrics: 

sink ur teeth right into me
tear every little part of me
I’ll let u that I like it even when i start to scream 
but I never have to worry, I know you’d never hurt me 
I’m going to a psychic so Im changing my mind
yea she did some hypnotizing now I’m feeling just fine 
and I left a trail of letters and it’s leading to ur house but don’t ask me if it’s from me I’ll be quiet like a mouse 
lately I don’t wanna earn u 
yea I just wanna hurt u
bury u and dig u up baby 
I could resurrect u
yea I could resurrect you
make u feel brand new
heart no longer beating but I think I hear I love you …
yea I just wanna hurt u
yea I just wanna hurt u

wanna hurt u

song I made back in august but finally decided to post <3 more coming soon 

prod: luvnote

lyrics: 
I can’t hold it in
Yea I’ll let it out
always cuts me up
So I throw it out
Should I be sorry 
For the things I do? 
When I can’t get ahold of you?

I’m breaking by the minute
Its alright yea im deep in it
I’d explain just how I feel 
But you know it feels too real
Please just let me in
So I’ll show you out 
And I’ll break the door 
Then I’ll shove u out
It’s not hard to get under my skin
I know my patience is way too thin 

Woke up late from a bad bad dream
And ur on my lips and u taste so sweet
And I want you when ur on my mind
But I hate you what a waste of time

I know it’s not true the things you say 
Cuz you act so different every day 
Ur love note it’s on my bed
I read it all over again 
I know it’s time to burn this love 
I’ll purge it out and throw it up 
It doesn’t mean that much to me
You always ruin everything

wounded

prod: neofantasia 
mix/master: me and @luvglitz 

lyrics: 
I told you it’s the truth
That I wanted you
All you have to do
Is take all my abuse 
Does it make me evil in the wrong time ? 
Never wanna make you feel like me
I told you it’s the truth
That I wanted you
All you have to do
Is take all my abuse 
Is it fantasy crawling into my head? 
And things you said that I try and choose to forget. 
I know it hurts too much but I feel it too
You think it’s all on you but I choose to lose

fantasy ⋆˙⟡

the audio is not from a clip i've filmed myself!

breakers - 8485 / live at the monarch / 21/12/21

mix/master: @luvglitz 
prod: ilybeam

lyrics: 
why don’t u just admit it
that you don’t want me around
so when you hear me crying 
do you like the way it sounds? 
baby please just listen place ur hand upon my chest 
but not just on the surface need to reach way deep within 
tell me words of affirmation stamp it right into my skin
now i tattoo your love on me, put the needle right on in 
you think im crazy am i stupid?
cuz you tell me all the time
i think that u regret it cuz u say to me ur mine 
im craving your attention now I spam you on your phone 
I kinda think you hate me kinda hear it in ur tone
yeah your my sick obsession wanna make u say my name
and struggle as you say it but to me it’s all the same 
lately I hate you I tell u I don’t love you 
tell me that I shouldn’t be concerned with things that you do 
I’m gonna fucking lose my mind I hear it always all the time 
Endorphins lies and ecstasy 
That’s just how you feel to me
I need your heart I wanna eat it
It tastes so good I can’t believe it
I think you fell in love with the wrong one
Don’t look at me like I’m the problem

toxic ✮

i made this on my birthday in may lol <3 

prod: neofantasia 
art by @jvn0x on instagram ! 
mix/master: me & @luvglitz 

lyrics:
Baby my birthday’s tomorrow and it doesn’t feel right 
Without you right here I wanna go back to July 
Yeah, I guess I miss you all the time
But you don’t need to know that baby 
Wrap your heart right up and put it in a case
If you’re extra sweet you would wrap it up in lace 
I don’t mean to act spoiled 
though it has to be devine
but you don’t need to know that baby

lets wrap it up 
shut it down 
don’t wanna hear ur fuckin mouth 
I don’t need to make a wish 
all that shit is just a myth 
I could say I’m lucky and you know it’s true
I don’t need a wish when I have you

breakers - 8485 / live at the monarch / 21/12/21

kat

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