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book two 9/2025

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BOOK ONE.2: something 2 tide you over

@heavensnight0

I want head shoulders knees & toes
bend over, reach the floor
let’s see how low we can go
won’t let you down, won’t lead you wrong
let’s get out the house it’s time 2 be at home
let’s go

let’s go

devil’s rejects
it’s not the life it’s the death we chose
devil’s rejects
every close encounter, it lets me know
devil rejects
you can hold me hostage
don’t let me go
devil’s rejects
let’s go for a ride 2 the depths below

reaching at shotgun from the driver’s seat
secret admirer, play hide & seek
ain’t no sneak peeks documenting behind the scenes
hitting peak speeds
my adrenaline's off the leash

serpentine
homeward through smoke, we’ll get there certainly
circle me
charge my electrodes & all my circuitry
purposely
jump through hoops in hopes that it won’t hurt for me
emergency
you can hit my phone, I’ll be there urgently

murder me

murder she wrote inside a note just how the cursive reads
curse at me
hold you by the throat & gouge internally
eternally
we can take turns, repeat
we just

devil’s rejects
it’s not the life it’s the death we chose
devil’s rejects
every close encounter, it lets me know
devil rejects
you can hold me hostage
don’t let me go
devil’s rejects
let’s go for a ride 2 the depths below

this turn of events
I knew what 2 expect
let’s play russian roulette

we’ll let search & rescue efforts discover the mess
let’s play russian roulette

we've learned 2 accept that it’s all come 2 a head
let’s play russian roulette

let’s turn in our flesh
we know what buttons 2 press
let’s play russian roulette

devil's rejects (hn • christ)

@heavensnight0

day after 2morrow
char em
flame at and discard em
hangman shit and draw em
washing grey matter up off me
y’all can pray that ain’t gon solve it
day after 2morrow

garbage pail child
spellbound
out their misery, won’t take em
hell nah, hell’s hot
got em shitting bricks, ain’t check the mailbox
shellshocked
anytime might catch me off the rails I crailslide
tailslide

when I go salem’s lot
bloodied this tee, cost me like three
it’s not yves saint laurent
got meds on me might n.o.d.
feel like I’m dwayne the rock
that levee break I levitate
& be criss angel high
death, decay, & graves 2 plot

got em shook
got em scared stiff
tryna get 2 me
won’t get a foot, not a square inch
try some fishy shit, ain’t off the hook
get caught like bare skin
get caught up in my neck of the woods
I go blair witch

day after 2morrow
char em
flame at and discard em
hangman shit and draw em
washing grey matter up off me
y’all can pray that ain’t gon solve it
day after 2morrow

day after 2morrow (hn)

@heavensnight0

riding w it
shit get Road Wild
bug ridden, pussy mudslinging & get hosed down
chop, chop
add 2 the fire, shit gon go south
last of the dying
this bitch looking like a ghost town

flies on the windscreen, blood on the windshield
can’t shake this feeling
it ain’t windchill
flies on the windscreen, blood on the windshield
can’t shake this feeling
I can’t sit still

I can't sit straight
hysterical when I blackout- not for display
board the windows for we crack down every which way
we go hammerhead & turn this glass house 2 fish tank
here’s your big break

lambs for the slaughter, moment of silence
new camcorder for all this video violence
New Jack- carve at your arteries, I’m the violinist
might do em grimy, nosediving

bitch it’s a man down
dropping shit like ten pounds
highlight where they texting shit and press down
nightlight go fluorescent, leave you stressed out
my files so forensic, don’t get x’d out

riding with it
bitch we Souled Out
catch serpents in grass lurking, they get mowed down
chop, chop
add 2 the fire, shit gonna go south
last of the dying
this bitch look just like a ghost town

flies on the windscreen, blood on the windshield
can’t shake this feeling
it ain’t windchill
flies on the windscreen, blood on the windshield
can’t shake this feeling
I can’t sit still

flies on the windscreen (hn)

@heavensnight0

what you want? what you need?
I’ll let you catch up 2 speed
try not 2 get cut 2 deep
count my shit like 1,2,3

what you need?

hauling dirt
homicidal thoughts, I damn near bought a hearse
stall the clerks
gone before they call the jerks
call a nurse
all disperse, right up off this earth
they at a loss for words
press the gas & wreck for all it’s worth
I crash shit off the curb

how’s it hanging?
Christ straight out the manger, not your savior
off the pavement, noggins bounce like rain
you on my doppler radar
doppelgangers
on em drop an anchor
I go boston strangler
bottle anger, I don’t talk 2 strangers
my hoes dominatrix

all these baphomet dreams
rock like Bad Luck 13
need a sucker bitch 2 bust some scripts for cash up my sleeve
all this blasphemy puzzling & baffling me
do the math for me, something just don’t add up 2 me

filling cavities
sinking shit like dracula teeth
bet there’s ash on me when you hear my dragula screech
they just crash dummies
fuck around get wrapped underneath
just some Casualties
get your dumb punk ass put 2 sleep
put you deep

dopeman (hn)

@heavensnight0

I’m mr. RX only
heart-wrenched, lonely
run away w me sounds pretty farfetched, don’t it?
grab the strait jacket
put your harness on me
ima fade back in2 the darkness slowly

let’s get triple X
R-rated
come in close you might just hear my heart faintly
& maybe it’s just all in my head...?
nah baby
for your light of day I’ll be in the dark waiting
it’s me, your star patient

it’s time 2 let you in
on what my darkest secret, deepest confession is
spent my whole life wanting treatment, needing your medicine
why won’t my head stop spinning?
come be my exorcist

I’m mr. RX only
heart-wrenched, lonely
run away w me sounds pretty farfetched, don’t it?
grab the strait jacket
put your harness on me
ima fade back in2 the darkness slowly

let’s get triple X
R-rated
come in close you might just hear my heart faintly
& maybe it’s just all in my head...?
nah baby
for your light of day I’ll be in the dark waiting
it’s me, your star patient

handprints on glass
it gets fogged up
so antsy, attached
girl I want you
my passion get all of it
pulling like a magnet, I’m drawn 2 you
forever cross paths
girl I’ll haunt you

I’m mr. RX only
heart-wrenched, lonely
run away w me sounds pretty farfetched, don’t it?
grab the strait jacket
put your harness on me
ima fade back in2 the darkness slowly

let’s get triple X
R-rated
come in close you might just hear my heart faintly
& maybe it’s just all in my head...?
nah baby
for your light of day I’ll be in the dark waiting
it’s me, your star patient

XRcist (hn)

@heavensnight0

the number man
take your love for granted
don’t need sympathy we just need understanding
what you get from me might be 2 much 2 handle
want you all 2 myself
my number one fan

miss communication
just tell me right now if you can take it
cuz when I bite down, sooner than later
give it some time I know you’ll be waiting
baby it’s human nature

I can see thru & read you
“I believed you”
girl, me 2
I agreed 2 not leave you
but I still need you 2 be you

why do we do what we do

how you look in2 in my eyes & say my name
one day, out of the blue it changed
you know how I feel? I don’t feel the same
so estranged
guess I’m the one 2 blame

let’s give it a break
& see how long it takes
in time of need I’ll keep you safe
keep watching me, I see you

I can see thru & read you
“I believed you”
girl, me 2
I agreed 2 not leave you
but I still need you 2 be you

why do we do what we do

I won't let you go
until it's time for me 2 go

what we do (hn)

it all boils down 2 this
they’re out 2 get me- I’m confident in that, count on it
worn out again
recognize myself, not one bit
reconciling’s out the window, howling
just werewolf skin & skeletons in my closet begging for acknowledgement
snap out if it

my darkest hour

universal monster, the common consensus
widely accepted, I expect it
not depressed
cleansed through audio-engine
surprised I’m not ever
died nine times already
I digress in…

my darkest hour

terror tower, these walls surrounding
same ball & chain that I walk around with
feel lost without it
my downfall, downtrodden
all crows accounted
just taunt the crowd
strike awe- astounding

from the gallows that I swing
come all, corral over in sync
watch my shadow as I sink
not as shallow as you’d think
as I’d hope
fasten the rope
morale low, it’s extinct
when that valve opens, don’t blink

darkest hour (christ)

right in2 the nighttime, out of my right mind
I know all your blind spots, I’m bouta blind side you
tell you white lies
put you in a tight spot
I’m a ticking time bomb, flicking lights on & off again

baby what you thinking? get it off your chest
in the sand we can sink & lay it all 2 rest
here I am
speaking 2 the walls again
here I am
headed deep in2 the dark again

you can get it any way you want it
I don’t mind how you decide or how you feel
I know what 2 do

you can tell me anything you want
or you can hide it
ima find it but I’ll still leave it up 2 you

but you can tell me anything you wanna
you can tell me anything you wanna

I can keep a secret
you can tell me anything
failures & achievements never mattered anyways
call me General Grievous- guide you through the several stages of bittersweet shit
why don’t you come get a taste?
either way, we’ll clean up mess we made
come meet your fate
look deep in the devil’s face
or keep away cuz it’s easier kept this way
no sweet escapes- sink your teeth in this creme brulee

right in2 the nighttime, out of my right mind
I know all your blind spots, I’m bouta blind side you
tell you white lies
put you in a tight spot
I’m a ticking time bomb, flicking lights on & off again

baby what you thinking? get it off your chest
in the sand we can sink & lay it all 2 rest
here I am
speaking 2 the walls again
here I am
headed deep in2 the dark again

but you can tell me anything you wanna
you can tell me anything you wanna

blindside (christ)

@dead4ever

in cough syrup I trust
all I worship & thank
my heart purple like drank

wish I knew what it was
how I turned out this way
my heart purple like drank

bet I could fill a tub
I park, fill up my tank
I call her when I need a rush, invite her 2 my place
it dawned on me at dusk
think I want you 2 stay
I dreamt of you ’til I woke up & thought I was awake

I’m just sleepwalking in deep thought
hear you whispering bout more
I love the sweet talk
like the fizzing when I pour & everything stops
so addicted 2 what’s yours, don’t wanna detox

in cough syrup I trust
all I worship & thank
my heart purple like drank

wish I knew what it was
how I turned out this way
my heart purple like drank

bet I could fill a tub
I park, fill up my tank
I call her when I need a rush, invite her 2 my place
it dawned on me at dusk
think I want you 2 stay
I dreamt of you ’til I woke up & thought I was awake

BOOK ONE.2: something 2 tide you over

na2as christ