Some stories don’t need names. You can hear the truth in the silence between two beats. 
This one is for the girl who healed, and for the boy who thought he’d never be replaced. 
Turns out she just needed a man.


He Was Never Man Enough

This song is for every woman who loved someone that wasn’t man enough to love her back.
 It’s not anger it’s truth. ‘Man Down’ is a reminder that losing a good woman is a self-inflicted wound. Some men don’t grow. Some men don’t heal. And some men realize too late what they threw away.

— Matthew Avery


Man down

Backseat Thoughts is a late-night confession. It’s about the moments when the world is quiet and your brain gets loud. Matty sings honestly about driving around aimlessly, fighting thoughts he doesn’t want to admit 
 especially the ones about the girl who feels like peace.
It’s a track for anyone who overthinks when the night hits.

Written by https://soundcloud.com/nada909 Nada Samir and sung by myself

Backseat Thoughts

Hard To Heal” is for everyone who carries quiet scars.
reminding listeners that healing isn’t linear 
and that they’re not alone.

Written by https://soundcloud.com/nada909
i peformed it

Hard To Heal

More Than My Mistakes” is my redemption song. It’s soft, honest, and very human  the kind of track people will repost with: “This hits.”

More Than My Mistakes

When You Feel It Too is my answer to her song. https://soundcloud.com/nada909
She asked for honesty  so this is me being honest.

It’s about the fear of falling for someone who feels too real,
too good, too close to the heart.

It’s my confession:
I already feel everything she sings about 
I’m just taking my time, so I don’t lose her.

Written by Nada Samir
Performed by Matthew Avery

When You Feel It Too

intimate confession from someone who didn’t realize how lost they were until they met her.
The song tells the story of a man who carries quiet wounds, unspoken fears, and heavy nights 
and finds unexpected peace in the presence of one woman. Not because she tried to fix him. Not because she did anything dramatic. But simply because she existed with honesty, softness, and light.
It’s a gratitude letter disguised as a love song  the kind of track someone writes when they finally understand that another person helped them breathe again.
With warm guitars, soft piano, and emotional vocals, the song captures what it feels like to be saved by someone’s kindness, grounded by their presence, and seen in a way you’ve never been seen before.
It’s not dramatic. It’s real. It’s him saying:
You saved me, even when you didn’t know you were saving me.

I Think You Saved Me

Don’t Carry This Alone is a soft, healing pop-ballad about releasing emotional pain, finding inner peace, and trusting that Allah will replace what was taken with something better. The song tells the story of a girl who loved deeply but was hurt even deeper.
 She’s learning to let go, learning to trust again, and learning to believe that her future holds more than heartbreak.
The track switches between two perspectives:
 ✨ Nada, who sings honestly about pain, betrayal and healing. ✨ Matthew, who answers with warmth and reassurance, reminding her that she’s not alone and that real love will 
find her.

Musically, the song feels like a late-night conversation, soft pianos, airy pads, emotional vocals 
 comforting like a hug after a long day.
 It’s for anyone who’s trying to close a chapter and step into a better future.
This song is about hope. About faith. About healing. And about knowing: You don’t have to carry this alone.


Lyrics 

[Intro – Matthew]
I know your heart is heavy,
you’ve been carrying the sky.
But you don’t have to do this,
not every tear you cry.
I’m right here, I’m listening,
you don’t have to be strong.
You’ve been brave for too long…
don’t carry this alone.

[Verse 1 – Nada]
I gave love to the wrong one,
thought he’d treat me right.
But Allah took him out my life,
to guide me back to light.
I’m tired of all these memories,
they keep pulling me down 
but I’m learning to breathe again,
I’m taking back my crown.

[Hook – Nada x Matthew]
Don’t carry this alone,
your heart was never meant to bleed like this.
In every broken moment,
there’s a door that Allah opens.
Don’t carry this alone,
your future’s made of gold you haven’t seen.
One day you’ll wake up smiling…
and finally feel free.

[Verse 2 – Matthew]
You deserve a love that chooses you,
that prays for you at night.
A man who stands beside you,
not one who dims your light.
You’re healing with every step,
you’re stronger than you know.
Just give your heart some mercy…
and let the past let go.

[Bridge – Nada]
Sometimes it hits me,
and I can’t stop the pain.
But if Allah wrote something better,
it will find me again.
I’m learning how to trust,
learning how to grow 
and learning how to say:
“I’m worth so much more.”

[Final Hook – both]
Don’t carry this alone,
you’re guided even when you feel lost.
Allah’s writing your story
and nothing is ever lost.
Don’t carry this alone,
one day your heart will see 
the love you prayed for
was always meant to be.

✨ Written by Nada Samir & Matthew Avery
🎙️ Performed by Nada Samir & Matthew Avery
🎹 Produced with Bandlab • 2025




Dont Carry This Alone


“Better Than Her” is a bold, confident duet between Nada and Mattew 
a song about self-worth, passion, and the moment you finally realize: no one can replace you, no one can match your energy, and some connections burn deeper than any rebound relationship


[Verse 1 – Nada] I, I feel you still stuck in your mind, mind Tryna play pretend like you’re fine, fine But baby, you know the line, line Yeah, hey, hey, you keep tryin’ to replace me-ay But she don’t got my energy-y No one gon’ touch you like me-e Yeah, she’s cute but she’s nothin’ deep You found a girl, but babe, she’s cheap And there’s one thing you need to see…
[Chorus – Nada] She can kiss you soft, but I can touch you betta, etta, etta, etta, etta, etta (yeah) Betta, etta, etta, etta, etta, etta I can drive you betta, etta, etta, etta, etta, etta (ayy) She can hold your hand, but I can love you Betta.

[Verse 2 – Matty] My way… you know you scream my name-ame You know I set your veins-ains She don’t move it the same-same, no She’s sweet but she ain’t got fire I had you higher, breathin’ lighter You can lie, but I know you remember I’m the one you’ll crave forever…
[Pre-Chorus – Both] She got you all dressed up But can she mess you up? You keep on tryin’ to hide it But your eyes always say too much…
[Chorus – Both] She can kiss you soft, but I can touch you betta, etta, etta, etta, etta, etta (yeah) Betta, etta, etta, etta, etta, etta I can drive you betta, etta, etta, etta, etta, etta (ayy) She can hold your hand, but I can love you Betta.

[Bridge – Nada] And while she’s sittin’ next to you I know she feels me in the room You keep my ghost inside your sheets ’Cause no one loves you like me, no…
[Outro – Both] (Betta, betta, betta, betta, betta, betta) You know I do it betta (Betta, betta, betta, betta, betta, betta) She can love you good, but I can love you Betta.



Better Than Her

“I’m Not an Option” is a bold, unapologetic empowerment anthem for every woman who finally woke up and chose herself.
It’s raw, honest, emotional but powerful.
The song tells the story of someone who was treated like a backup, a second choice, a convenience… and finally stands up with full self-worth and says:

“I’m not an option. I’m the decision you couldn’t handle.”

With sharp lyrics, fierce energy, and a healing message, the song blends heartbreak with victory.
It exposes the immaturity of men who play games, chase validation, downgrade, and lose real women because they can’t handle depth, loyalty, or truth.

This track is for every woman rebuilding her life, rediscovering her value, and stepping into her divine worth.
A reminder that being a rare soul a ruby is never a loss.
The one who loses is the one who didn’t choose you.

A song about freedom, clarity, self-respect… and the moment you say:

“I’m done being an option.”


You saw me standing in the light,
But treated me like I was easy to find.
Kept me waiting on the other side,
While you played games you never defined.
You wanted love without the truth,
A grown man with a boy inside.
You thought I’d stay inside your loop,
But baby, I finally cut the ties.

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m not something you pick when you’re bored,
Not something you reach for when you’re ignored.
I’m not a maybe, a “just in case,”
I’m a woman with fire you’ll never replace.

[Chorus]

’Cause I’m not an option 
 I’m the choice you couldn’t handle.
I’m the flame you tried to light, but you couldn’t hold the candle.
I’m the one you lost while you chased your validation,
Now you’re stuck with less, watching me become your revelation.
I’m not an option 
I’m the one you should’ve chosen.
And your regrets? Baby, they’re already frozen.

[Verse 2]

You thought a cheap distraction makes you whole,
But copies fade when they’ve got no soul.
You wanted comfort, not a queen,
Now you’re left with less than what I’ve been.
You hid your guilt behind a screen,
Changed your status like it makes you clean.
But boy, I see behind your scenes 
You’re haunted by what you’ve lost between.

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m not something you run to at night,
Not something you miss when you lose a fight.
I’m not a backup, a spare in line,
I’m the woman you pray for but couldn’t define.

[Chorus]

’Cause I’m not an option 
I’m the choice you couldn’t handle.
I’m the flame you tried to light, but you couldn’t hold the candle.
I’m the one you lost while you chased your validation,
Now you’re stuck with less, watching me become your revelation.
I’m not an option 
 I’m the one you should’ve chosen.
And your regrets? Baby, they’re already frozen.

[Bridge]

You’ll see my glow in every face,
Tryna find me in someone’s place.
But rubies don’t belong in hands
Of boys who never learned to stand.
I’m done with begging you to see 
I choose myself, now I am free.

[Final Chorus]

I’m not an option never was, and never will be.
You lost a woman who could love you fiercely.
I’m the truth you feared, the fire you dropped,
Now watch me rise to the life you blocked.
I’m not an option 
 I’m the choice you couldn’t handle.
Go light your matches…
But I’m the candle.

Im Not an Option

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Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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