This is a song I wrote back in 2014 when I started high school.

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I'm sorry for the noise! I live with dogs and a toddler.

All I Want - Kodaline (Cover)

The idea of this song came to me in January when I was reading the book Illuminae, and then I visited it in June and thought, "Imma finish this song" and sooo this is it. I hope you like it!

Stars

This is a song I wrote in February 2017, 2 weeks in since I bought a guitar (which is why I play really shitty I'm sorry HEHE). It's about the deception of this girl who this boy loved so much but when he found out about the truth he just flipped out and said 'no way'.

I Was There

First written in January 28th, 2016, and then finished in May 3rd, 2017 with the help of the awesome Jennifer Salim.
P.S: keep in mind i've only played guitar for like 3 weeks so yeah pretty shitty
The Lyrics:
I know, I know, I know
That I'm just a speck of dirt
In a garden full of beautiful flowers
in your eyes in your heart
To you, I don't hold a candle to her
You want her and you need her
and I should get over us
But everytime I see your face 
I'm haunted by the memories

It's been a year 
and i still think of you sometimes
it's been months and
i'm still hung up over you

i need to let myself let you go 
you're not the only one that deserve happiness
i need to bury all the memories
shove it on the ground we're not a goddamn fairytale

i get, i get, i get it
that she's always been better than me
there's nothing to compete for
i know that, i know that
you don't need to tell it to my face
i can see it for myself
that she's your golden queen
and i was just another pawn
in your little game of throne

our time's long gone
but i still got you in my mind
our story's done
and you will never be mine

you're the romeo to my rosaline
and you might be the king in this goddamn town
but in the end, but in the end

you're the romeo to my rosaline
and you might be the king in this goddamn town
but in the end
you died
and i survived
baby i survived

I Know

pretty lies, pretty smiles
poisinous wishes and ravenous kisses

yeah you, another monster obscured by a stunning face
stealing kisses that you shouldve never taken
i guess i shouldn't be so surprised

can you tell me how the kindest boy
can turn so vicious
can you tell me how the sweetest smile
can be so indifferent

pretty lies, pretty smiles
poisonous wishes and ravenous kisses

me, another innocent prey to your pitcher plant
gave you everything i had when all you wanted was
just another girl to break

can you tell me how the kindest boy
can turn so vicious
can you tell me how the sweetest smile
can be so indifferent

now you're standing right outside of my front door
begging me to give you another chance
cause you realized
that i was the best thing you had
but no excuse
i'm banishing you from my life
cause i can't take no more

cecillianadia

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