Lyrics:

So I’ve lost my job again, I’ve just screwed up my life again 
It’s rock bottom situation, so the world keeps telling me
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but to memory I’ve been 
Always just a little damaged, coming undone at the seam

I’m a messy pile of broken glass, a puzzle missing pieces
And I sometimes lose the will to go on
And isn’t being such a fickle thing

Sometimes I see a building or a bridge 
and I can’t help but think how easy it would be

But I keep living, oh I keep living
Even if I can’t see the path in front of me
Yes I’ll keep living, oh just keep living
Until the sun is shining bright and the skies open up for me

I have a constant need for validation no-one can fulfill 
Which I wish that I could fix with an injection or a pill
Well I’m sorry that I grew up in an unrelenting race
Where I’ve constantly been rated on career, body, and face

And it’s true I’ve never measured up to long held expectations
So I sometimes lose the will to survive
And isn’t breathing such a fickle thing

Sometimes I see a busy overpass 
and I can only think how easy it would be

I’m unbalanced and a nervous wreck somebody please come help me
I’ve tried yoga, running, therapy, they were no guarantee
I know I’m comparatively fortunate in many ways,
It’s a shame when even love can’t put a smile upon my face 

It seems I’ve become ungrateful for the things in life I have,
‘Cuz sometimes I still get the urge to disappear
When existing seems like such a fickle thing

Sometimes I see my friends and family 
And I can’t help but think how broken they would be

So I keep living, oh I keep living
Even if I can’t see the path in front of me
Yes I’ll keep living, oh just keep living
Until the sun is shining bright and the skies open up for me
I’ll keep living, yes, I’ll keep living 
It’s just a matter of perspective don’t you see
Just believing, oh, yes believing
That someday I‘ll be as happy as can be

Yeah I keep living, oh I keep living
Cuz I know that past the rubble there’s a road stretching ahead
I’ll keep living, yes just keep living 
Til I don’t fear imperfection and I love my flaws instead 
I’ll keep living, oh yes, keep living
Knowing this is but a moment and someday I’ll live the dream
Just believing, oh yes believing
That some day I will be happy to be me

nalsio