2019 repeat

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

Hooked on a Feeling

This is a cover by the youtuber and singer cavetown! Credits go to their original users!!!

Tear In My Heart - Cavetown (Ukulele Cover)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75g1G4O5fco

This Is Home - Cavetown

Produced by (@rowenmakesmusic)
Cover art by Julia Jordan

I never know why~

Lost in you

Download!

Lost in you (prod. not)

sorry it's been so long.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5BTIuoLO20tBe9DBVooLqN
apple: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/numb-single/id1252086345

I'm different now
Pill poppin' got me feelin visceral
Melancholy girl tell me where you're from
Why the fuck should I smile I'm barely on

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Do this 'till you're fucking on with me.
Leave it behind it's all gone 
If you really wanna let it go
Let it.
You wanna feel something and that's fine.
You gon' let him swallow up your pride?
You can come with me and just ride
We can do this till the night end
Cigarettes and pills burn your eyes
You can take off your disguises
He ain't worth the tears that you cry
All you wanna do is get high
That's okay, lets get high.

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Same kick with a new bass
Same bitch with a new face
Same dish with a new plate
Cookie cutter that's the new way
New friends think they knew me
Old friends act a new way
I've been getting it the hard way
They gon' find out the hard way
When she call me baby hit her with the plan b, and that's plan a
Car straight from Japan, hands free but ignore when she call me
I can't depend on nobody and everything that I've been doing it's all me.
Who the fuck gonna stall me.
Who the fuck gonna stop me.

I've been numb.
I've been on.

Apple Music

numb [prod. by aftertheparty]

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

Will He - Joji

CHECK OUT THE REMIX https://soundcloud.com/atwood/khai-dreams-through-and-through-atwood-remix

Produced by Wizard Island (https://soundcloud.com/wzrd-island)

Bass provided by Semi/Cool (https://soundcloud.com/samperlman)

Guitar provided by Zach Hoffman

shout out 2 @through-and-through

Through and Through

Through and Through (Produced by Wizard Island)[REMIX IN DESCRIPTION]

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. 

lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color

but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing 
to feel nothing at times

cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through 
all those moments without you
when i lost you

anger and sadness 
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough 
to cope with 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and when i do
i’ll be 
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel 

and when you do 
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it 
yeah you dealt with it 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong

it’s just better to feel 
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long

purchase it here :-)

temporary nothing

la de da de da de da de day oh

I Wouldn't Mind - He is We

YEAH RIGHT

BALLADS 1

SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK

she don't care if I die

stumbled over this song a week or so ago and decided to do a lil remix on it <3
original: https://soundcloud.com/sushisai/discord
beat: https://soundcloud.com/sketchmyname/hopes-up

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning and 
you fell asleep with that cute little snore but
You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat

Were so fucking foolish ye I know
We set it up for failure from the very start
UwU OwO UwU OwO
Worlds separate us both so why do we care so much
Maybe its an act 2 lonely fucking souls just
Getting what they wanted aye someone there to fall apart with

demxntia:
cuz we sat in that call 
till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep
but i'm still wide awake
cuz the words that you say
just won't leave my head
and i think of your voice
when i lay in my bed

when we sing along to the
songs that we play
it's a little out of sync
but it's all okay
when i see your face
through my dirty screen
i won't feel alone
if it's you and me

You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat
Through that screen
We can fake like were happy

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
Those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even tho it's fake

suisai & demxntia - discord (remix)

CANT GET OVER YOU - Joji ft. Clams Casino

I Made An UwU Song (this is not mine that is just the title anyway ENJOY <3)

Quick little thing while i work on other stuff :)

Josh A - Anxiety (why not remix)

cover of joji - yeah right // https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG7wLK4aAOE

instrumental used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LT7egF_VN4

2019 repeat

Wade Ravens