been meaning to comment for awhile but damn this shit goes

Broken inside 
Am I dead or alive now? 
I can’t see or find any end 
And endless the pain in my head
Voices so loud 
Haunted was I from the get 
(Hey) 
And I’m fucking angry 
And I feel the pain 
Why is it I can’t find escape from my brain ? 
And I need some saving 
Some sun to my rain 
Hellfire for all those who think it’s a game 

And I can’t take it now I can’t take it 
Now I can’t take it now I can’t take it 
Now I can’t take it now I can’t take it now
Blue skies fade to grey all my days 
My heart can’t take the weight of this pain 
I’ve sat here forced to patiently wait so long (so long)

So what’s a little longer? 
Now my tolerance is stronger 
Won’t you tell me why 
Tell me why , tell me why 
You pretend that you ain’t cold 
Don’t worry everything’s ruined 
Go to sleep so I can finally just leave this place that you try calling home 
I wouldn’t wish it on no one 
Tell me you love me then push and you shove me around 
One second up and the next one your down 
You just unlucky 
Cause something’s disrupting the chemicals stuck in your head 
Wanting me dead 
Two eyes looking over my damn shoulder 
Cause if I die now in this Range Rover 
Will you be there ? 
Please don’t be scared 
Deaths only what’s fair 
Don’t be scared now


Girl you only love me in the nighttime 
Love life only exist when moon in the night sky 
Baby be honest I’m not the right guy
Thats why your cutting my heart up just like a banzai 
Bombs away bombs away bombs away inside my mind bombs away bombs away bombs away inside my

Not a love song but 
This a drug song cause 
Without you I can’t breath I can’t think 
Broken down 
Not a love song but 
This a drug song cause 
Without you I can’t breath I can’t think 
Broken down 
Down 
Down down down down 
Falling down down 
Down down 
Falling down down 
Down down 
Falling deep deep down 
Falling down down (yuh)

Broken

dontworryeverythingsruinedgotosleepsoicankillmyself ~ "broken"

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(intro) lxxiv
push the needle in my veins
i think im addicted all i needed was a taste
push the needle in my veins
i think im addicted all i needed was a taste

(Hook) lxxiv
i just hit my plug told him "i dont wanna care again"
plug hit me back said that "i might need some heroin"
i dont do the hard stuff, but i might try it for once
grab the silver spoon, now i think im lighting it up
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste
im addicted to you, yeah im addicted you 
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste, yeah 
(im addicted to you, yeah im addicted to you)

(verse) citrate
i dont wanna do this anymore i need some help
tried out medication and it made me feel like hell
put those useless fucking pills right back onto my shelf
hit up lx for some shit that might make me feel well
put the needle in the slits, that i cut into my arm
feeling manic, start to panic, and then i self harm
"what the fuck you got me on" he said "its black tar"
 throwing up im feeling dizzy and im seeing stars

(Hook) lxxiv
i just hit my plug told him "i dont wanna care again"
plug hit me back said that "i might need some heroin"
i dont do the hard stuff, but i might try it for once
grab the silver spoon, now i think im lighting it up
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste
im addicted to you, yeah im addicted you 
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste, yeah 
(im addicted to you, yeah im addicted to you)

heroin ft. citrate

prod. @daisynuke
mastered by @cmten

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

i'm off the wire again 
head feels like fire again 
i wanna die but i can't 
it'd make them cry if i went

collapsing on the floor 
i don't even know what to do anymore
this shit wasn't something i was doing before
step back
what the fuck i'm even doing this for?

i don't even wanna fight back
imma get my face kicked in til the world turns back
feels like when it rains it pours
i can't do this anymore

i don't know why i'm trying so hard
spent all day crying so far 

i try to scream and no one hears at all

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

it lives inside my head
it's deaf and it's well fed
i couldn't leave my bed
left my clawing out for something

it was the end of him
can't let this shit take me

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

chemicals

chemicals (prod. daisynuke)

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i think that I'm better now 
i just can't stay up too late 
try my best to distract from the hurt

don't know why my phones always dry 
no texts no calls no one comes by 
i see the pain in your eyes 
there's no going back 

someone needa take my phone when i get like this
how i end up crying in the bed like this?
i don't wanna talk cause i'll just get pissed
every damn night that i feel like this 

what the fuck happened to me?
used to love being alone 
i guess that shit goes out the window
when you got no one to hold

someone should take my phone when i get like this (insta: @_hxstage)

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

Wish I could’ve been
Someone else, but that’s okay
Sometimes things don’t work that way
Don’t work that way

When I fall asleep I see everyone’s faces
Not enough time to make out what they’re saying
Don’t understand what the use is in praying
If no one remembers your name

I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine

I found time to watch you
Stare and fucking lie
Every time
Every time

I’m tryna work on making everything ok
But you changed fucking everything
I don’t know what to say
Tired of fucking begging I’m not asking you to stay
Cause I'ma have to live with it that’s either fucking way

And maybe I'ma burn this way
I’m tryna make it on my own these days
It only hurt me if I let it, but if everything’s okay
It only means i’m pushing pain back for the stay

I don't
Wanna crawl to you
If I fall to you
What I saw of you

Sometimes it's not alright
And you'll have to talk me down all night
Can't say that I'll be fine next time
Every inch of life hanging by

I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

I can't stress enough what's in my fuckin head
I just play the victim, wondering why I'm still a mess
Sleep inside my vein, I wish you never let me in
Or maybe I'm just pushing you away for pain again
I can't wait to feel the same, I'm sick of all this shit
Keep me from the silence, make me do what I'm against
I don't wanna breathe another hour out my chest
Keep me from the silence, make me do what I'm against

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LYRICS:

ONE TIME
FOR MY FRIENDS
KEEPING ME ALIVE BUT IT ALL 'GON END EVENTUALLY
AM I MEANT TO BE THIS WAY

I'M OK
BUT IT DON'T LOOK THAT WAY
WHEN I WAKE UP
DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS
BUT THAT BREAK UP
IT NEVER HURT LIKE THIS

I NEVER PAID FOR THE SHIT THAT I DID
IF I DON'T GET HELP FUCK A BREAK IMA QUIT
I'M ANYONES HELL BUT YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK
AND NOTHING I SELL'S 'BOUTTA PAY FOR THE SHIT
I AIN'T DEAD YET BUT I'M TRYIN' MY BEST
NEVER 'BOUTTA MAKE IT I'M THE ONLY ONE LEFT
YOU AIN'T TRYNA HEAR ABOUT THE SHIT THAT I KEPT
NOTHING MAKES SENSE BUT IT'S BURNING MY CHEST

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM
IT ALL GET WORSE WHEN THE SUN GO DOWN
AND POUR IT ALL OUT 'TILL MY HEAD 'GON DROWN

AND I'M OVERDUE FOR MY EXPIRATION
YOU HATED ME BUT YOU'D NEVER SAY SHIT

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM

ON 10

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