you're forgetting

sorrow girl

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

spotify

counting lies

https://open.spotify.com/track/5QgNnyBUFjXW2a2SnsR9Mg?si=d61d6702af6a456a
It’s all kinda
Stupid, maybe we can laugh about it?
I’ve been going through it, maybe I can lie around it thugh
Stars up in my drink, now I float just like a drowning dove

See me on the edge, I don’t flinch, I just bounce
Voices in my head think there’s a glitch in the house
Fell out with myself, I’m tryna fix it now
But the mirror cracks back and says, “Figure it out”

do you wanna try again

sorry this song isn't that good i wason substances
https://open.spotify.com/track/53QPzruYbEJB124FSb5r9a?si=0913b21b94d446d5
I want a girl, that'll travel with me round the world
No friends, no plan, just a map with her name and it’s pearled
She doesn't even know me, but I write it like we met
Got a folder with her pictures, but she doesn't know it yet

I romanticize pain like it's all that I get
Yeah, she's been posting with him, but I'm somehow still obsessed

Scars on my back from the dreams that I chase
Slept on the floor with her tweet on my face
Told my therapist that I'm fine, but then I went and rotted for days

I'd starve if she told me she liked my waist

i just wanna travel

@helenimsorry prod. sickboi
makes me so sad this was the last song we ever made, was supposed to be a whole ep together. i love you so much bro there isn't a day that goes by where i dont think about all the stupid funny memories we made, rest up bro. i only keep this going for you.

(Helen)
My heart cold like mint,
Got you wet like your wrist.
Went and killed all your friends—
That's how the story ends.
I don't know what I did better to make amends,
But I'll do it again so you lose your shit.
Wake up—same day, same place, your face,
No makeup.
Anyways, I'll rape your corpse 'til the window breaks.

I'll take anything,
'Cause almost anything is better than this.
It makes me sick.
Don't care what you think about what I did,
Since I'd do it again, 'cause it hards my dick.

(Nancy)
I hate your guts,
But you hate mine anyway.
I'd burn it all if I had to—let it decay.
I don't get it, why am I so obsessed with you?
Stab me in the back, you do it—yes, it's true.
I'll lose my mind over her a couple times.
Why do I spend it all on her—every last fucking dime?
I think she wants me to die.

You'll take everything, it'll last you a bit,
'Til you come running back and you know you're wrong.
Ooo, you know you fucked up.
I hate everything and I wanna go back.

If I could, you know I fucking would.
But now she's a dumb slut and I don't wanna go back to that.

helen & nancy - same day same place

Slutty girl bows down to me,
Blow my brains out like confetti.
Won’t be there for our wedding—
'Cause all love ends up upsetting.

Slutty girl bows down to me,
I think she’s a succubus.
Always horny, so I give in,
I kill you—make this an event.

Where do you go when you die?
Do you rot away, or go to Hell?
Where did you go that night?
Did you go to see him? ’Cause what’s that smell?


I can’t control my thoughts,
I love the blood—
And I hope to wish you well.

succubus

[Verse 1]
Up on your phone, let me watch you do your makeup, girl
Screenlight watch it glow, yeah, we're living in a fakeup world
I wanna be a mess to everyone around
Don’t care if you’re upset — you do this every day, you know

[Pre-Chorus]
Look up for the signs, you'll never know where I have gone
And you'll come chasing me down when it's too late
Yeah, I’m way too far gone

[Chorus]
Never see the look I gave you, thought it was pretty obvious
Never thought it'd be humane
But It looks like some cats never make it home

[Verse 2]
I dream to see my best friends up again
Don’t know where you go, I was chasing you
Don’t know where you go, I was chasing you again

i dream to see

She gets drunk and she loves to fuck
Black nails, cigarette, never gives a—
Laughs at me when I trip on words
Thinks I’m creepy, but I think I’m worse

Tried to DM, she left me on read
Told her I loved her, now I want her dead
Fantasize the violence, blame it on meds
She got a real man, I’m stuck in my head

Post online, I’m a joke to my peers
Fry my brain with the tapwater tears
Called me a freak, now I’m in a hole
Still wear her hoodie, and it swallows my soul

She’s already gone, I never had a shot
Watching her dance while I rot in the lot
She laughs with him, and I scream in my phone
Another night wasted and I'm dying alone

School shooter chic, I'm a walking red flag
I talk like I’m hard but I’m always a fag
Not in heels — just emotionally distressed
Never grew up, I just got more depressed

drunk fuck

Thanks for 500 followers

Every day's another reason why they want me to die,
And I know, I know, I know, it's you.
I'll be stuck in my 20s when I feel it's complete,
And then you'll love to lie about me till you feel to come clean.

I'll watch you paint as a monster till you turn to one,
And then you're all out of luck when your windows green.

everydays another reason ( thanks for 500 )

never got over it

thanks for 600 :D

[Verse 1]
You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

I stare up at the cieling
While you go disappearing
Said you’re caught in your feelings
It's time I stop believing

[Pre-Chorus]
Now my phone’s just full of ghosts
Screenshots, lies, and “maybe” posts
Every night I rot alone
While you pretend you’re made of gold

[Chorus]
You don’t care, just say you do
Then vanish like you always do
Every text a loaded gun
Every hug came you gave came with a run

Your ashes on my shoes
Your love was just a bruise
Wish I knew it from the start
You were only playing parts

[Verse 2]
You said I was too depressing
Guess that truth is just upsetting
Told me I should take it lightly
Then ignored me daily, nightly

[Outro]
Every lie you said still lingers
Like your name in my fingers
I've got scars that spell it out
Every “love you” filled up with doubt

You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

party girl

prod. sickboi
[Verse 1]
Tell me that you love me, then go and throw it all away
I don’t care about what you have to say
You knew that it's wrong, then why'd you say it's all okay?
I hate the internet, I’m rotting in my pain

[Verse 2]
Plan to rot inside of my house for the rest of my life
Everyone’s a bore, and I’m dying alone
Can’t feel the joy, and I don’t wanna try at all
Sleeping through the day with my face in my phone

[Verse 3]
Everything's fake, and it always has been
Put my trust in you, now I’m crashing again
Fade away slowly like a JPEG glitch
My heart's been cut, now it’s starting to itch

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna talk, don’t ask me how I’ve been
I’m sick of pretending that I wanna fit in
Every post feels like a stab in my spine
I’m so disconnected, but I say I’m fine

[Outro]
Burn me alive in the static screen
And just lie to my face to feel brand new
Or was it all a bad dream? Because I'm sick of you

the internets a nightmare and i hate it

[Verse 1]
Only care about myself
'Til it drives you so insane
I’ll make you pull your hair out
Because what she did to me
I hope you know way better
You're so damn dead to me
She really makes my head hurt
Maybe we’re meant to be
And I still love you a little
For what the fuck it's worth
I’m not here to stay
I wanna leave this Earth
When I’m gone and you’ll cry
There’s no one to blame but yourself

[Chorus]
All I needed was somebody
To tell me what they saw in me
All I needed was somebody
To tell me what they saw in me
All I needed was somebody
To tell me what they saw in me
All I needed was somebody
To tell me what they saw in me

[Outro]
I can’t tell where this is going
But it looks like you’re going away

ill probably delete this one later

You pack bags, but I watched you go
Talk too much, now I move too cold

Gold cross hangin' but I ripped that shit off
Love too sharp, had to clip that shit off
Knives on the sink and my brain turned off
You don’t know shit, just talk and talk

Guitar cry like the pain in my chest
Whole life bent like a damn cigarette
Demons in my ear sayin’ "die like the rest"
I just nod slow, I ain't tryna protest

pain in my chest

prod sickboi
[Verse 1]
You get what you want
You get what you ask for
So why do you complain like a dumb whore
You dress it up in pain, but it's all show
Every time I go to leave, you still say “don’t go”

She says love, but fell on my knife
Gave you all, now you drain my life
Can’t fix you, no matter what I try bae
It’s never enough—so why even lie?
It’s never enough, it’s never enough
Burn down everything you touch
You get what you want
A kid with a ghost in her mansion
Isn't it romantic?
I'll bite your neck its tragic
So in love with me who would've thought its magic

you get what you want

She was a girl, always knew what she wanted
Every time they came to you, she lost it
Does that make you a monster? You can tell
But you don’t know where to go, don’t know where’s home

But I know she’d take advantage of me if she could
The phone rings, I just stare at the reflection
Maybe I’ll take you somewhere nice
I always know where to go, and you know I’m right

She says I’m the man she sees in her dreams
Doesn’t know what goes on behind the scenes
Watch me undress—you’ll take off your jeans

I just wanna be like everyone else, I can’t
You don’t seem to understand how much I’m haunted by it

she was a girl

you smell so good i hope that we can make a home together
you play that song i like that one that makes me forget the time
the one that makes me feel like we've been falling out of time
maybe our love is just too damn ahead of time
stay lay here for a little ill hum the chords and watch you scribble
its not a seasonal thing this isnt summer or spring
you said we'll live like this forever baby thats enough
i wanna trade our scents and live with you for the rest of my life
and dont go doing me just like that stupid whore did
i swear ill cut your body damn near open
and i love you so damn much it hurts i dont wanna give this up
and it would suck if you broke it if you broke my heart
and thats so hard to do so hopefully youll stay a while

nancy

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