There’s something that’s waiting for me
It wants to console me
It wants me alive
It want’s me to survive
It wants to grab a hold
Get deep into my soul
Where finally we’ll go
To a place of light
Take me away from anything that harms me
It wants to disarm me
From the fear that owns me
So I can feel all right
Break me from a grasp of emptiness
Lift &amp; lead me
To a place so high
CHORUS:
Into the darkness I will go
It’ll be where I’ll find the truth
Into the darkness I will go
It’ll be where I am renewed
Into the dark, into the darkness
Into the dark, into the darkness
Into the dark, into the darkness

Into The Darkness (NARA Vocal Remix)

One Big Haze

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Some time ago, I was at a point where I did not want to live anymore, and contemplated suicide. Decided to write a song about it. Thanks to God, I now know that everyday is worth living.

If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, you are not alone.
Please keep in mind there are beautiful things in your future.
God has plans to prosper you, and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeremiah 29:11

That Day

According to GotQuestions.org, a Christian testimony is given when Christians relate how we came to know the God of the Bible through the moving of the Holy Spirit in our hearts. Most commonly, we are sharing how we became Christians by God’s miraculous intervention and work in our lives through specific events.

Although, I do NOW at this time in my life feel that I have a testimony of my own to share, there was a time I felt I did not.
Here is my song I wrote about it.

A Story Like That

Worthy

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BAGGAGE - past experiences or long-held ideas regarded as burdens and impediments.

Single, in a relationship, or married, I believe baggage is something we've all carried at some point in our lives.

It can be difficult to get rid of, and may be easier for some to deal with then others. It may never go away, but there are many ways to lessen the effect it may have on you. 

How do you deal with yours?

Beat provided by: SINIMA BEATS

BAGGAGE

VERSE 1:
At night I dream of a place so sweet yeah, yeah it’s in my head
It comes to mind at night when I’m laying down, down in my bed
Don’t wanna wake up or lose sight of this place that’s enticing me

Got me lifted up, with a peacefulness that is inside my soul
Wish I could make it real, come to life, and be outside my door
But I know it’s just my conscious creating all these amazing things

And when I wake, I will try to make
Myself remember this dream

CHORUS:
Yeah I know it’s made up
But I know and I trust
That someday I will come and be able to meet my own dream

VERSE 2:
I know this place is way beyond my reach, it’s hidden in my mind
So wondrous and glorious, I get a glimpse of it from time to time
If I could go for just one day I know I’d wish that I could stay	

Dip my hands into that water that sparkles and it so deeply shines
Walk across the gleaming stream with the moonstones and sounds of the wind chimes
Where colors are so vivid, oh wish that I could live, oh can it be?
 
And when I wake, I will try to make
Myself remember this dream

CHORUS

My dream is everything, it means everything to me


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My Own Dream

Verse 1:
I may never get to sing my songs in front of a cheering crowd, ya know
I may never make a mainstream song and have it on the radio
They may say I’m too old and just another girl aspiring
That I’m married with a child so I might as well forget my dreams
That’s so many other things in the world I can do

That this will never work in my favor 
That it’s something I’ll regret doing later
It’s impossible to make all this happen
Everybody’s just laughin’

CHORUS:
I may never make it
To the big city 
With the flashing lights
I may never travel the world
See the Eiffel Tower light up at night

I may never get on a stage or perform at a cool place that’s in LA

Verse 2:
I may never get to show what I got to the execs or the big shots
I’ll just have to keep it this way and remind myself of what I got
And keep living my simple life, be a good mother and a loving wife
Stay away from negativity and always keep my faith alive
Cuz in the end that’s all I know I really got



That this will never work in my favor 
That’s something I’ll regret doing later
It’s impossible to make all this happen
Everybody just laughin’

CHORUS

Even though I may never make it
At least I know I never faked it
Didn’t try to be like nobody else
Always stayed true to my, I, I, self

CHORUS

I may never make it, but at least I know I never faked it

Make It

R&B Song

DRIVING ME

I love music and music loves me! <3

XOXO
Nat