milan - if only you

The premise of the song is basically me making love to my ex through the vessel of another girl Because I’m thinking of her in the action of it 

Also the song is about my infidelity, lack of empathy, hypocrisy, and my manipulative nature 

And when my voice switches to a higher octave the concept turns into a state of vulnerability the lyrics explain it better than I do 

Enjoy ily ;)


If your lost just make sure you call on me (you call on me)

I feel like I’m getting soft because I ain’t cut you free 

No honor, calling you dishonest even though I know I cheat (I know I cheat)

Gaslight you alive on fire you still not done with me (not done with me)

If love you ain’t receive then what did it mean to you ?

Any else in the world I could be but girl I’m venting to you.

Your just somebody I ain’t know I needed I’ve been living frugal

Can’t lie still miss my recent but Ima fuck her through you 


ily, ily, ily, ily, ily (mm mhhmm) 4x



ily, ily, ily, ily, ily (mm mhhmm)

I love you I’ll put down the ball I’ll put nothing above you (mm mhhmm)

ily, ily, ily, ily, ily (mm mhhmm) 2x

(Verse)
And I live in solice , had nothing in my pocket 

Had nothing in my wallet 

Girl I’m so sorry

No I wasn’t invited 

10 miles, arriving 

My eyes getting wider 

I need your loving 

You ain’t got to lie to me 

Know we’ve been there before 

I failed and tried again 

The joy don’t match the scorn

I know your tired of me 

I want to end it all 

Girl when you talk it’s foreign 

Green like a tennis ball 


(Chorus)
If love you ain’t receive then what did it mean to you ?

Any else in the world I could be but girl I’m venting to you.

Your just somebody I ain’t know I needed I’ve been living frugal

Can’t lie still miss my recent but Ima fuck her through you 

ily, ily, ily, ily, ily (mm mhhmm) 4x



ily, ily, ily, ily, ily (mm mhhmm)

I love you I’ll put down the ball I’ll put nothing above you (mm mhhmm)

ily, ily, ily, ily, ily (mm mhhmm) 2x

(Outro)
I need 8x

yunmakai - ily (prod. Quis)

sleepinrelics - paid (patrick + kagyu + diametric)

Zukenee - DONE [Prod. by Sensei]

ridin glo (prod marek)

LORD KNOWS I TRY MY BEST

experience ( kloudbwwoy ) master.wav

intro (safari + leadbluntt)

snottskii - cant front [gusty + darungus + angelic] ^xxxpressions xxxclusive^

3 Headed Snake

keep dat fye

LORD KNOWS I TRY MY BEST

nardo$ reign

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