Grow (30/4, 12.33pm)

beautiful boy
are things alright in there?
is there too much noise
just stay in the covers a little while more

beautiful boy
with a heart of glass
are you picking up the pieces alone
to put them back

and i know
i know it’s hard
but i hope
we will have more time
to grow

beautiful boy
oh you love so painfully
taking care of their heads
til you forget about yours

and i know
it’s not always kind, in there
but i hope you know
you will have more time
to grow

and we’ll grow
grow out of this pain
we’ll be better someday
til we can try again

but for now, just grow

Grow (Demo)

Fall (14/4)

heart is full
spilling over
i can’t keep still
cause whenever i
look
at you
i shudder

all i wanna do
is tell you how much i love
your unfunny jokes
and the way you hug
me
like i mean some
thing
to you

and all these songs
i try not to write
but what can i do
when all i think of
is you

it’s pretty scary how deep
i have buried
myself
in your eyes
and your smile

oh my god
someone help
don’t let me
fall all over again

but i keep falling
drowning in the thought
of what could be
of you and me

why do i keep falling
hanging on to the moment
is that where the hope is?
or so it seemed
but it’s just a dream

here we go again
and i fall
i’m falling alone again

Fall (Demo)

a very raw and choppy demo of a song i wrote last year, played with a broken string

Tewas [verb]
- to die (violently)
- to be defeated

16/3/2021

i want you to stay
even if you don’t feel the same

but the love in your eyes
when you talk of things you like
takes my all of my breath away

are you only here
‘cause you have no idea
you hold me like a friend
and i guess i’ll just pretend
that im not begging for this to never end

would you leave if you knew?
i guess i’d get it if you do
i’ll do my best to hide the pain
tucked away inside my brain
where an image of you lies
with your hair covering your eyes
as your fingers strum away

i hope you wanna stay
but you’re not mine anyway

i’m hoping for a dream
that’s just as bad as it seems
if i could pull my heart right out from my chest
it’s for the best

i hate the way you make me feel
i cant believe that this is real
you told me that you loved me, well not anymore
should’ve known i was never
the one you adored
should’ve known i was never
the one
you would
leave
her
for

Tewas (Demo)

thank you for the trauma i need it for my art

Nashuha

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