written by: Natalie Chludz
prod. by: SHADE08

LYRICS:
(verse 1)
baby i don’t like distance
need that consistent, can-do
ain't gon’ go through you this
so save me craving you
and i don't have to say babe
you know this yeah
after we hung out i wanted it yeah
ready to give in to you babe

(chorus)
i'm addicted to you
i'm a sucker for you
I know imma bad idea
like a drug for you
i'm like thunder for you
lighting up your fuse
I know imma bad idea
but you need me too

(verse 2)
living like a snowy California dreamland
danger creeping through your mind when you with me
open up that safe now, babe yeah
and i'm one to keep you moving
to highs you’d like, keep using babe
don’t blow it
baby come and blow it
wait what?

(chorus)
i'm addicted to you
i'm a sucker for you
I know imma bad idea
like a drug for you
i'm like thunder for you
lighting up your fuse
I know imma bad idea
but you need me too

(outro)
oh yeah
yeah yeah yeah
imma bad idea but you need me too
oh yeah
yeah yeah yeah
imma bad idea

Bad Idea (Dreamland)

written by: Natalie Chludz
prod. by: SHADE08

LYRICS:
(intro)
you
you
you
what to do
do
do
muted blue

(verse)
if we went and started with words, I said that you can’t
that would be too honest with how you feel about me
coz if I went down that road
you’d break
Now I’m lying up here and awake
so, if it is this
write it down and make it clear, then

(chorus)
why do you
do what you do
im muted blue
I be in my head thinking of you
all you do
im muted blue
echoing in silence
i’m lost between you and i
in a dark cloud is where i lie
why do you
do what you do
im muted blue

(verse)
i take it back that i don’t feel it
uh
luckily we’re far apart so everything i say is something that will fade to air
a train that got mind, its a
different font
unique story we live in
but any line cannot have a breach within it
i wont lie, i think about what life would be if i were in

(chorus)
why do you
do what you do
im muted blue
I be in my head thinking of you
all you do
im muted blue
echoing in silence
i’m lost between you and i
in a dark cloud is where i lie
why do you
do what you do
im muted blue

Muted Blue (The Dark Cloud)

This is about letting go of a relationship that no longer serves you by setting boundaries. Evolving into your highest self and exploring all parts of your being, both light and dark. Turing your pain into creativity.

PRBLM$

happy happy 2 years to this gem ❄️ 

Written by: natalie chludz
Mixed by: natalie chludz
Beat prod. by: Bruks

Lyrics:
(verse 1)
baby you know I ain’t like you
you’ve figured out a way to forget me
even saw you with a girl last night, yeah
you didn’t even take your time
I found out everything you tried to go hide
I’ve seen how quick you move on
why?

(chorus)
I find you deeper in my mind
crying, lonely
it's a cold December
cold December no
baby, you know that
I can't help myself
it’s a cold December
cold December no

(verse 2)
you know what’s hurting the most baby
you know that I love you
I’ve said it all the time
but it’s winter time that’s right
now I’ve got a ticket to Paris
and I’ve got to check you out of my head
well I can’t play pretend no, yeah

(chorus)
I find you deeper in my mind
crying, lonely
it's a cold December
cold December no
baby, you know that
I can't help myself
it’s a cold December
cold December no

(verse 3)
again it’s ten past three, I think of you
yeah I can’t get you out my head no
guess I’m all alone ‘round Christmas time
I’ll wrap it up tonight
want a peace of mind oh

(chorus)
I find you deeper in my mind
crying, lonely
it's a cold December
cold December no
baby, you know that
I can't help myself
it’s a cold December
cold December no

(verse 4)
face to face with the fact that you ain’t mine
should’ve seen your wandering eye as a sign
but that ain’t even the worst part for me
you got a place with her, same crib held for us two
but I’m a fool that I can’t stay off you, yeah
oh I can’t with the truth
you, you

(outro)
cold December
cold December

cold december (slowed)

Phantom's Plight

Frontier

CIRCA 2023 LAS VEGAS.
RECORDED BEFORE "THE HOLLYWOOD EFFECT"
"MOONPHASE, & "THIS LIFE FOREVER" WERE TAKEN FROM THIS PROJECT. 
"THE CIRCUS TAPES" FKA "THE FREAK SHOW"
PRODUCED EXCLUSIVELY BY @HISCHOOLDROPOUT






PYSCHO...

THE FREAK SHOW

Break Down These Damned Walls

Written and mixed & mastered by: Natalie Chludz
Instrumental: (Prod. by Heath Stone & Enks)

(verse 1)
hmm
speeding on a Sunday
I feel like there’s something waiting for me
you can’t keep running out on me
the truth ain’t coming for you
fire at what you want and come through
cause I’ll be there looking for you
be there looking for you
yeah

(chorus)
the past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
no no yeah
getting out your past life
static noise, it’s manic, in your madhouse
(spinning round in your madhouse)
in an angel town
yeah

(verse 2)
where’d you fall to boy?
(what you wanna do?)
I stayed out for you
(stayed for you)
I’ll find out what you do
(what you do)
I can help you
uh yeah

(pre-chorus)
you know what I’m like
Hmm hmm
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)

(chorus 2)
past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
getting out your past life
got problems you can't solve ‘em, i
wanna see you make it out alive
hmm yeah

(verse 3)
caged in the habit that you made come true
You said you’d never go so soon
guess your mind can outrun you
you hmm
Life
Life
Life
Yeah yeah

(bridge)
baby, you know that you can do this
over again
yeah yeah
cuz I’ll be out here looking for you
(I’ll be out here looking for you)
the future looking good for you
the future looking good for you
yea-

(verse 4 - switch)
baby recognise what you once had
before the abyss came to you as a way-out guide
I just wanna heal your life for you
I just wanna heal your life for you

(outro)
hmm

xoxo

past life (but you're jaded on the highway)

a trapsoul track perfect for your late-night drives ;)


I just wanna show you the world <3

past life (but you're jaded on the highway)

Natalie Chludz

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