A song that is more beautiful than evening although it was bad evening

the song that makes me smile when my days are dark

This slowed version really adds emotion to an already emotional and brilliant song! 👏🏽👏🏽🫶🏽

Peak of the peak🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Copy of R&B & Me

Revenge

Superpowers

happy two years to this song !!! 
shoutout to the og's who heard this when it first came out, love yall
and shoutout to those who are just discovering this song and i now, love yall also 

Written and mixed & mastered by: Natalie Chludz
Instrumental: (Prod. by Heath Stone & Enks)

(verse 1)
hmm
speeding on a Sunday
I feel like there’s something waiting for me
you can’t keep running out on me
the truth ain’t coming for you
fire at what you want and come through
cause I’ll be there looking for you
be there looking for you
yeah

(chorus)
the past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
no no yeah
getting out your past life
static noise, it’s manic, in your madhouse
(spinning round in your madhouse)
in an angel town
yeah

(verse 2)
where’d you fall to boy?
(what you wanna do?)
I stayed out for you
(stayed for you)
I’ll find out what you do
(what you do)
I can help you
uh yeah

(pre-chorus)
you know what I’m like
Hmm hmm
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)

(chorus 2)
past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
getting out your past life
got problems you can't solve ‘em, i
wanna see you make it out alive
hmm yeah

(verse 3)
caged in the habit that you made come true
You said you’d never go so soon
guess your mind can outrun you
you hmm
Life
Life
Life
Yeah yeah

(bridge)
baby, you know that you can do this
over again
yeah yeah
cuz I’ll be out here looking for you
(I’ll be out here looking for you)
the future looking good for you
the future looking good for you
yea-

(verse 4 - switch)
baby recognise what you once had
before the abyss came to you as a way-out guide
I just wanna heal your life for you
I just wanna heal your life for you

(outro)
hmm

xoxo

past life (the abyss)

Isaiah falls BUTTERFLIES.mp3

say u want me

ngồi đây ngẫn ngơ và ê chề 
trước khi mình đi về
trước khi nhành hoa kia hoen đi 
sương ban mai vương bờ đê
và rồi ngẫn ngơ thêm và say mềm 
thoáng hương tình êm đềm
Henny thêm li rót ra 
trước khi mascara em lem đi 
và giây phút anh gần bên thềm 
trước sân nhà bên hè
thấy em ngồi bên hiên 
đang châm lên điếu thuốc dưới màn đêm
sau cơn mưa 
nên hôm nay trời sao nhiều 
sao em ngồi tiêu điều
câu chia li chưa nói ra 
ngay trước khi mà anh phải rời đi

có lúc anh thấy đau đầu 
cơn mưa ngâu cũng đã lâu
350 cũng đã sâu để anh trót vương hương tình đa màu
thêm bao nhiêu polime 
thêm bao nhiêu cigarette
trao đi bao nhiêu yêu thương nhưng anh chăng mong lấy điều chi em 
baby dont cry 
anh ở đây rồi mà 
anh sẽ ôm mọi xót xa mà
anh sẽ thay em phang nhau với những thứ khiến em phải đau 
baby anh ở đây rồi mà 
em đừng như vậy mà
kêu ngay thêm li matcha latte để xoa dịu người ta

em sẽ chẳng thấy ai như anh 
không điên không ngu si như anh 
chẳng làm phiền người khi màn đêm buông mỗi khi em say mêm\ 
ngay khi cơn mưa nặng hạt

chẳng còn bận tâm chi thêm ai 
không quan tâm chi hay ai sai
chẳng còn bận lòng về nhiều điều và những suy tư trong đầu 
bên em thật lâu

mọi chuyện sẽ qua thôi em yêu 
lau mi em thôi em mau quên
đừng vì giọt buồn trêu đùa ta mà nỡ quên mất thân mình
xin em yêu quên muộn phiền

350 loopin OD
350 loopin hoen đi
350 loopin oxygen đã quên những điều..
..đã nghĩ nhiều

ngan ngo va e che (demo)

Touch and Tease

Beautiful Dress - ORGAVSM.mp3

Too Good

Buried

Preview of the Sinners Album.
This is NOT a song FROM the Album. Just a Melodies and Lyrics mashup to show whats to come

Preview of the Sinners Album

Don't Cry For Me

Disclaimer – Preview of a very sensitive Artistic Album

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Important Note
• What you are viewing is the preview version. The final album will be even more detailed and may include additional explicit or NSFW material.
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NOVOCAINE

Mélange d’électro-rock et de poésie noire, le titre explore la limite entre le divin et le chaos, entre la chair et le vide. Des guitares brûlantes, une basse lourde, des beats pulsants et une voix habitée tracent le portrait d’une âme en lutte contre le monde et contre elle-même.

Dix secondes pour tout sentir. Dix secondes pour tout brûler. Dix secondes pour vivre.

#ElectroRock #DarkPop #PoésieUrbaine #AlternativeFrançaise #RockÉlectrique #Intense

past life (the abyss)

Natalie Chludz

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