good 4 u (olivia rodrigo) - cover

from my new EP "nice to meet me" <3 (release date 9/17/21 !!)

i don't care about the weather
but i'd rather ask you questions that might be too deep

dandelion rings
and jumping off of swings
back when knowing someone else was so easy,
we could write our whole story
from the foursquare line

and then i got older
and everything was colored by the weight
of my insecurity inside
like do they even like me
am i wasting my time

yeah, but that's the secret
no one ever feels like they belong
even when they have everything
if only i'd known that when i was 15

dandelion rings - demo

coming soon <3

but i still picked up over & over
just hoping you'd need me like at the start

you said all the right things
i miss you, i don't know what i'd do without you
kept me holding on for weeks
it was never really love
but we were something undiscussed
& there are still times when i wish that had been enough

it was never really love. - demo

here's a cute lil taste of song 1 from my upcoming EP, "no, seriously - i'm fine" - i wrote this to describe my anxiety in the best way i could.

....my anxiety sometimes just feels like a great big balloon
one thing happens and suddenly i'm out of touch with the ground
all the voices in my head erupt
and i can't seem to stop
i can't make them shut up
and i know i'm not safe anymore
always end up on the bathroom floor

when i was young
i'd count steps like some kids count the stairs
sat for hours just thinking about how i'd die
if i'd die
if my mom would die
if my brother would die
i was scared they would die

i needed control of all the parts of my life
how i looked, how i talked, how i pretended like everything was fine
but i'm not fine....

music & lyrics by natalya braxton

excerpts from my diary - demo

here's another sneak peek.... wrote this one to try & convey the very specific pain that comes from knowing that you're not your best friend's best friend.

...i thought you'd call when they came back
but my phone was silent, so i stopped trying

i was happy
we were happy
weren't we?

but high school was cruel and came too fast
with all the sunny days that ended i became
the girl that you shoved out of your past
too annoying and much too quick to laugh

it hurt me...

september (friends again) - demo

sorry about the static but on a happier (?) note i love this album more than i've ever loved an album before and so it is likely that i will end up covering the entire thing.

'tis the damn season (taylor swift) - cover

i love this song.

(full cover on my youtube later this week)

dancing on the waves (we the kingdom) - cover

original demos, short covers, & all the random garageband stuff i don't put anywhere else <3

Natalya Braxton

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